Farewell 2011
Dear 2011,time flies so fast.A little bit more,its already 2012.Thank you for the whole thing.Everything changes,for the good.Things come and go,always for the best reason.but I thank God for bringing me back my old big brotahs,Faiq,Anas,Daniel.We rock the world aite?! xD and thank to God for giving me a kinda good relationship with my family back.Ekaa and Shukry,I love you.and to my best cousin Ida Eddie,you're awesome.You always here in my ups and downs.I can't imagine life without you.Hasny,you've been a really great company to me.and to Lokman's who cheer my december a lot Adib and Aiman,thankyou thankyou thankyou so much.and not forgotten,Paul Lee my seafarer who always here for me to cheer me up.A lot of thank you to you.and and and to my amazing friends Pika,Bella,Amira,Azean,Fatyn,Alia,Bash,Masz,Sai who has turn my normal school days to an exciting one.Tatemm.To Vin,omg long time no talk about you.I miss you so much and I'm not even kidding.Amir! my ex scandal haha 6 months with you,you've been a really great scandal weh.Sorry for what happened between us.My awesome beyond the awesome ex boyfriend,Razlan Roslan who's still here for me when I needed a friend to talk to.Thankyou so much I love youuuuu tall guy.and congrats to my cousins Ikha Azman and Ina Azman on their wedding.and to my baby niece Numa Alveena.Auntie love love love you muah muah :D To my whole big awesome family and cousins HI !!!!! You guys are the best! Lastly,to the guy who I love Ohmen,even we're always argue about small or big things,it doesn't matter,you'll always have a special spot in my heart no matter what happen to us next.and whoever I didn't mention in this post,I'm really sorry.but you'll always here in my mind aite?No worries.Goodbye 2011,you've been interesting,hoping 2012 would be better.
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah everythings went well.Very well.I just love the way he treats me and all.He's being sweet like sugar yum yum.He's okay,I'm okay.We're both okay.happy and I got the feeling that he already forgot a bit about his past.it's a good thing.I'm trying my best to make him happy.I'll always be here for him no matter what.We've been through alot aite?We both deserve this happiness.and insyaAllah this happiness will be ours forever.We both just have to keep praying and trusting and loving each other and I believe that everythings gonna be fine.Just fine okay ayang?
Sayang,I know I told you this everyday,every hour and every minute but I just want you to know that I love you so much and you do know that aite?Yes yes I love you more than anything else in this world.
Sayang,I know I told you this everyday,every hour and every minute but I just want you to know that I love you so much and you do know that aite?Yes yes I love you more than anything else in this world.
wink wink
Me and Oman.we're okay.He beg me to forgive him.and yes as usual.I melt.He promised he won't do that ever again.He said he just realize that I love him so much.Bodoh betul lembab nak realize mcm ni lah :P sorry sayangggggggggg I didn't mean it.I love youuuu so much and you know that aite?I never wanna lose you.I'm really scared of losing you.I can't imagine how I wake up with no text from you,and I go to sleep without a goodnight wish from you.No I don't want that to happen.Maybe I'm a bit over-sensitive sometimes but that's me.You have to accept me for the who I am.I don't wanna be someone else.I wanna be me when I'm with you.and I would really appreciate it if you can put your past behind you.it's for our own good.Kan sayang?and I get jealous easily.I hate it when you tweeting or wall to wall or text or picking up your ex phone calls or whatever.I just hate it.I'm sorry I can't control it.You're mine,and mine alone.No one can touch you.NO ONE.except me.Get it?If other bitch dare to touch you,I'll kill both of you.No kidding *serious face*
xD I love you yayinggggg and always will.
xD I love you yayinggggg and always will.
Whatttt?
I had a lunch with mama and papa just now.anddddddd tiba tiba mama ckp psl Oman.that's kinda weird to me.because I never really had a talk about Oman with mama.She said,'tak habis habis Oman.Pergi cari lelaki lain yg lg better lah.Cari yg betul betul sayang kita bukannya kita yg sayang dia.' and I was just like 'whatttttttttttt?' I don't get it.How did she knows about us?I never told her about this.It's kinda private to me.No need to share with MOM.Okay whatever.and
Maaa,I don't want anyone else.I want Oman.I want Muhammad Luqman bin Hassan.Only him.Can't you understand me?I know you care about me,you don't wanna see me hurt like last time but maa,I love him,so much.Maybe you were right,he don't love me as much as I love him.but hati org boleh berubah kan and everyone deserve a second chance or maybe third chance.So this is it,I'm giving him the chance that he deserve.Kay.I don't wanna leave him.I love him.I'm sorry maa.I love you but you know I won't leave Oman.I really hope you understand my situation.Love you ma.
Love,Nasrin Zal xx
Maaa,I don't want anyone else.I want Oman.I want Muhammad Luqman bin Hassan.Only him.Can't you understand me?I know you care about me,you don't wanna see me hurt like last time but maa,I love him,so much.Maybe you were right,he don't love me as much as I love him.but hati org boleh berubah kan and everyone deserve a second chance or maybe third chance.So this is it,I'm giving him the chance that he deserve.Kay.I don't wanna leave him.I love him.I'm sorry maa.I love you but you know I won't leave Oman.I really hope you understand my situation.Love you ma.
Love,Nasrin Zal xx
Sad mood : on !
Yeah we had a fight again.I'm tired with all this shits.I'm really tired.I don't think I can go on,I mean stay strong with this things clouding on my mind,breaking my heart.I just can't
Christmas Ho Ho Ho!
Awwww so sorry it's christmas post but I update it a bit late.kinda busy with school stuffs and all.Sorry again.
I had a really great night.Thanks to Ida Eddie,Areesya Adnan,Zul Azman,Zahidi Zal,Aiman Adnan,Aiman Lokman,Adib Lokman and Aqil Lokman.I didn't sleep all night long.and I can't believe that :O okay whatever.It's not a big deal pun kan.yeahh well well,we slept at Marriott hotel,Putrajaya for one night.We got extra room soooooo we decided to lepak-ing in the room.Mula mula semua segarrrr je then at 3 semua mcm dh mengantuk sangat and they fell asleep.Tinggal I,Ida and Adib je.woop woop! Okayy I kinda malas nak tulis panjang panjang sooo hereee is our pictures together.
Tadaaaaaa aren't we look sho cute? :) Yes we are sho cute together! me like like like
I had a really great night.Thanks to Ida Eddie,Areesya Adnan,Zul Azman,Zahidi Zal,Aiman Adnan,Aiman Lokman,Adib Lokman and Aqil Lokman.I didn't sleep all night long.and I can't believe that :O okay whatever.It's not a big deal pun kan.yeahh well well,we slept at Marriott hotel,Putrajaya for one night.We got extra room soooooo we decided to lepak-ing in the room.Mula mula semua segarrrr je then at 3 semua mcm dh mengantuk sangat and they fell asleep.Tinggal I,Ida and Adib je.woop woop! Okayy I kinda malas nak tulis panjang panjang sooo hereee is our pictures together.
Tadaaaaaa aren't we look sho cute? :) Yes we are sho cute together! me like like like
Cute us
Omg we've decided what songs gonna play on our wedding reception later.LATER lah sgt padahal berapa tahun lg insyaAllah.haha so funny I'm just 16 and we're deciding things about our wedding in the next few years.haha K whatever be jealous people.My boyfriend are so amazing you can't deny that people :P No words can describe how grateful I am for having him in my life.He's the best.Yeah maybe we argue alot but hey,that's a normal thing.and that doesn't make me love him less.My love for him grows stronger every each day.I feel down sometimes when you told me about your ex.Like I'm not here.Like I don't exist at all but I learned something from that,you need time to forget her.Everyone needs time to forget their pasts.I do understand that.It's okay,but I really hope you can forget her as soon as possible.I can't wait for 'the new Muhammad Luqman'.He's gonna be amazing,much more amazing than this Muhammad Luqman.Kan kan?
:D #happyface
:D #happyface
Better him
He's getting better Alhamdulillah.haih I have to make him forget his past,his ex I mean.I don't wanna see him suffered.No I can't see him like that.I have to stay strong.I have to :) It's not for me or for him.It's for both of us.I need to trust him and he need to trust me and himself.Without trust,there will be no us.Aite?
Sayang,I believe you're a strong guy.You can face this.I'll help you go through this shits.We'll through this together ayy?I won't leave you alone.I promise you that.I can see how you suffered but sayanggggggg,I'm here for you! Cakk ;) I'll always here kay?I won't go anywhere.but please atleast appreciate me.I love you and always will.
Sayang,I believe you're a strong guy.You can face this.I'll help you go through this shits.We'll through this together ayy?I won't leave you alone.I promise you that.I can see how you suffered but sayanggggggg,I'm here for you! Cakk ;) I'll always here kay?I won't go anywhere.but please atleast appreciate me.I love you and always will.
Apologize
I know guys,I wrote about Luqman alot lately.I don't know why but I'm pretty sure that I'm madly inlove with him.Sorry again.Sorry sorry sorry
Muhammad Luqman
No words can describe how much I love you,how much I thank to God to have you in my life.You're the best,you're simply the best.You're always there for me in my ups and downs.I don't wanna lose you,never.Maybe I can live without you but trust me,it won't be that easy.It's gonna be hard,real hard.I believe I'll go insane without you.Sayangggggg,I love you so much much much.I wish we could be together one day without a problem at all.We're gonna be happy,we're gonna be the best romantic couple in the world.Ayy? I can't wait to show to the world that you're mine,mine alone.Yes,I always hope that you'll be fully mine one day and I hope it'll be a dream come true.Aminnn.
No words can describe how much I love you,how much I thank to God to have you in my life.You're the best,you're simply the best.You're always there for me in my ups and downs.I don't wanna lose you,never.Maybe I can live without you but trust me,it won't be that easy.It's gonna be hard,real hard.I believe I'll go insane without you.Sayangggggg,I love you so much much much.I wish we could be together one day without a problem at all.We're gonna be happy,we're gonna be the best romantic couple in the world.Ayy? I can't wait to show to the world that you're mine,mine alone.Yes,I always hope that you'll be fully mine one day and I hope it'll be a dream come true.Aminnn.
Gurney batch '07 reunion BBQ party
Awhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Gurney-ians,I miss you guys so much.I am so happy to see you guys last night even we're not talking to each other that much.I don't mind.You guys are all grown up.I feel short,really.haha it's kinda funny how many years we didn't met but I still remember all of our memories together at Gurney.2007 was the best,we laugh,do stupid things together.It's a great memories I ever had.and I would like to see you guys again next time.InsyaAllah
and to my darling Muhammad Luqman.Thankyou for teman me last night even it's kinda boring,you're still there with me.I'm sooo grateful to have you.I love you so much sayang xx
and to my darling Muhammad Luqman.Thankyou for teman me last night even it's kinda boring,you're still there with me.I'm sooo grateful to have you.I love you so much sayang xx
Letter for you
This post are made for my darling Superman,Muhammad Luqman bin Hassan.
Hey ayang,I know you're still not okay but always remember that I'll always here for you no matter what.I promised aite?I won't leave you like this.You need someone to comfort you,to cheer you up,to support you in whatever you do.and I believe that person is me :) I won't be selfish.I'm there when you're happy so I won't leave you when you're down.We laugh together,smile together,sad together and cry together.Kay yang?I love you and it just you <3 I don't mind if you still love her.I do understand your situation.I was there at your place last time.It hurts,I know how much it hurts.I've been through it quite a lot.and I'm still here,alive.You can face this,Ohmen.Yes you can.you just have to believe yourself.You're not weak,you're my Superman remember?and Superman kan kuattttt (: It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.Being strong means being heartless.If you really wanna forget her,keep this words on your mind --> 'If you go then I'll forget you.When you're gone I won't miss you.' I'm sorry Ohmen but that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart and broken promises.and it works.You should try you know.I love you so much and I believe in you.You can face this.I got your back.Always.
I'm not telling you it's going to be easy,I'm telling you it's going to be worth it (:
Love,
Nurzuhaira Nasrin Zalaluddin
Hey ayang,I know you're still not okay but always remember that I'll always here for you no matter what.I promised aite?I won't leave you like this.You need someone to comfort you,to cheer you up,to support you in whatever you do.and I believe that person is me :) I won't be selfish.I'm there when you're happy so I won't leave you when you're down.We laugh together,smile together,sad together and cry together.Kay yang?I love you and it just you <3 I don't mind if you still love her.I do understand your situation.I was there at your place last time.It hurts,I know how much it hurts.I've been through it quite a lot.and I'm still here,alive.You can face this,Ohmen.Yes you can.you just have to believe yourself.You're not weak,you're my Superman remember?and Superman kan kuattttt (: It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this.Being strong means being heartless.If you really wanna forget her,keep this words on your mind --> 'If you go then I'll forget you.When you're gone I won't miss you.' I'm sorry Ohmen but that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart and broken promises.and it works.You should try you know.I love you so much and I believe in you.You can face this.I got your back.Always.
I'm not telling you it's going to be easy,I'm telling you it's going to be worth it (:
Love,
Nurzuhaira Nasrin Zalaluddin
Ahhh
He brokeup with his girlfriend already but I don't think I'm happy with it.I'm sad to see him suffered.I can't see him like that.I just can't.It kills me to see him that way,that sad way.All I can do is try to cheer him up,I tried my best to comfort him,to comfort myself ;( He'll be okay,if God wills.
*Come on,Nasrin.You're stronger than this.Ohmen just brokeup with his girlfriend.You can't expect he'll forget her immediately ayy?Nasrin,you're one strong girl.You can face this.Blink away your tears and up your head.Show to the world that you're strong like a bold stone.
*Come on,Nasrin.You're stronger than this.Ohmen just brokeup with his girlfriend.You can't expect he'll forget her immediately ayy?Nasrin,you're one strong girl.You can face this.Blink away your tears and up your head.Show to the world that you're strong like a bold stone.
L-O-V-E
We're not over yet.We'll never over.Our love just grows and grows (: I fall inlove with him even more after what happened.Nothing can change my love towards him.He's too special.I love him with my whole heart.Everyone keep asking me,'why him?He's not even perfect.' I know it's weird,I don't know why either.I can't find the answer.My heart just chose him.and my heart never told me why.Maybe this is love.Love doesn't need to be perfect.It just need to be true.Ayy people?
Muhammad Luqman bin Hassan
He got his own character.He's weird in a good way.He's cute,he's funny,he's smart in his own way.What?I can't hear you?He's sick?I don't give a damn.He's perfect to me.Nothing can make me love him less.NOTHING.
I love you xx
Muhammad Luqman bin Hassan
He got his own character.He's weird in a good way.He's cute,he's funny,he's smart in his own way.What?I can't hear you?He's sick?I don't give a damn.He's perfect to me.Nothing can make me love him less.NOTHING.
I love you xx
It's finally over
Yea it's finally over.I can't believe he actually dump me.He doesn't care about me anymore.Oh yea I forgot that I got no feelings ayy?That's why.I'm a doll.He's too happy with his girlfriend,that's why he ignore me.He said I got someone else?NO! I swear to God I don't have anyone else.Paul,Amir wants me back but I rejected them.Why Oman why?Why can't you see that?I want you,only you.but I guess,it'll be just a dream.
Yes maybe I planned to leave him because Faiq said it's the best way but I didn't say anything yet.haih :'/ so he's the one who's leaving me.
I'm broken.I'm too broken.I miss him,I miss everything about him.His smell,his laugh,his smile,his voice,his hug,his touch.Everything.I wish I can reset everything back to normal again.I wish I can reset my brain,my heart.but I can't.It's impossible.
You're leaving me breathless.
but if you want me back,I'll always be here for you.No matter what.I promised ayy?but just makesure you're single that time.
I miss you and I love you.but I have to move on,for our own good xx
Yes maybe I planned to leave him because Faiq said it's the best way but I didn't say anything yet.haih :'/ so he's the one who's leaving me.
I'm broken.I'm too broken.I miss him,I miss everything about him.His smell,his laugh,his smile,his voice,his hug,his touch.Everything.I wish I can reset everything back to normal again.I wish I can reset my brain,my heart.but I can't.It's impossible.
You're leaving me breathless.
but if you want me back,I'll always be here for you.No matter what.I promised ayy?but just makesure you're single that time.
I miss you and I love you.but I have to move on,for our own good xx
Rawr
I confess it.You're the best thing that has ever stumbled into my life.I don't know what I'd do without you.You're always there for me and you make me smile without intending to.You're so damn cute and I can honestly say that I don't want anyone else but you.Even we're always argue about small things but I don't know why,I still wanna be here with you.I promised you I won't leave and I'll stick to my words.I love you now and forever,if God wills (:
Rawr means you're too cute and I wanna bite you ;) so Rawr!
Rawr means you're too cute and I wanna bite you ;) so Rawr!
Tadaaaaa
When we first met,I had no idea you'd become this important to me <3 *I'm bored hm yeaa I made this video just for fun (: Oh yea before you play it,press the pause button on music background tu dulu -->
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I've change my blog link so that is my new link (: *atas tu*
and,
Wuuu I kinda like my blog's new look.So cute,so happy.The background themes,the background music :D I am one happy blog user!
I've change my blog link so that is my new link (: *atas tu*
and,
Wuuu I kinda like my blog's new look.So cute,so happy.The background themes,the background music :D I am one happy blog user!
What to do.If I want him,I just have to keep waiting.and that's the hardest part :/ I don't think I can stay here,be there for him and get hurt again and again by watching they tweeting each other.Ergh I just hate the feeling I have everytime I saw their tweets.haih I don't know
but I guess I'll wait.God,make me strong.Please
but I guess I'll wait.God,make me strong.Please
3/12/2011
I met Oman yesterday.We watched Breaking Dawn together.We're okay but I don't know.I love him.I can't get mad or stay angry at him for a long period.I just can't.I had a great times with him yesterday.Awwwwwwhh btw it's not just only us,theres Ida and Anas too :) Anas fell asleep in the cinema.haha I hate him! oh yeah we booked couple seat *naughty face* ehem Omg I'm starting to miss him already.
Nextttttttttttttt,
Hm after done watching cinema,we allllllll go to Maya.For lunch! I ate Chicken Shawarma.Not badddddd.it tastes good :) and the funniest part is,Ida get stoned and hahaha Anas risau gilaaaaaaa.I have the vid.Yes I recorded it.Its a good moment *fact,it's a funny moment*
I really had fun yesterday.I love Oman so much and I don't lie.I want him to be mine.FULLY MINE,MINE ALONE.
Nextttttttttttttt,
Hm after done watching cinema,we allllllll go to Maya.For lunch! I ate Chicken Shawarma.Not badddddd.it tastes good :) and the funniest part is,Ida get stoned and hahaha Anas risau gilaaaaaaa.I have the vid.Yes I recorded it.Its a good moment *fact,it's a funny moment*
I really had fun yesterday.I love Oman so much and I don't lie.I want him to be mine.FULLY MINE,MINE ALONE.
Complicated life of mine
Wuuh,it's kinda hmm I don't know what to say.I had ups and downs.I've been so stressed out,down,sad,depressed lately.Ohmen thingy.Argh those are killing me slowly.I ate 8 pills in one night and the next morning I felt sick.I throw up,headache.Omg I hate my life.Yea about thinking to move on tu,I don't know.I'm trying to but you know,it's kinda hard.For now,I just keep my days busy.Yesterday I went for a jogg with Pika and Ida.It's workin.abit :/ I felt 'wuuuuhhh I'm okay' yesterday.and I guess I just have to keep my life busy ayy?Time will heal my heart.That's for sure.but it's a lie if I said I don't miss him.I do miss him.He texted me yesterday and we're okay but not that okay.We're more like a friend.hmm I think I should get used to it.I shouldn't love him at the first place.My fault.
This morning,I cried and you know the reason are?I felt no one ever appreciate me.I felt unneeded.Lots of things clouding on my mind.I made Alfikri left me for Oman.wtf?Isn't that stupid?Ohmen should appriciate it.I left Paul for Ohmen.I left everyone for him.Am I still not good enough to him?I know I'm not that perfect,but either do everyone.No one's perfect ayy.
I don't know what to do,what to think,what to say.I feel nothing.Ya know,I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.It sucks.and yea,thanks to him for making my heart empty.We'll see what's gonna happen next.Am I still here for him or I'm with someone else.
Heartbroken.Again
This morning,I cried and you know the reason are?I felt no one ever appreciate me.I felt unneeded.Lots of things clouding on my mind.I made Alfikri left me for Oman.wtf?Isn't that stupid?Ohmen should appriciate it.I left Paul for Ohmen.I left everyone for him.Am I still not good enough to him?I know I'm not that perfect,but either do everyone.No one's perfect ayy.
I don't know what to do,what to think,what to say.I feel nothing.Ya know,I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.It sucks.and yea,thanks to him for making my heart empty.We'll see what's gonna happen next.Am I still here for him or I'm with someone else.
Heartbroken.Again
Life sucks ;(
It's complicated.really.I was so happy with Ohmen and then thereeeee we go again,fighting.I don't know if I can sabar lagi or tak.It hurts so much.I'm thinking to move on,leaving he and his girlfriend happily,no more superman wonderwoman,no more yaying yayang and all.Just Oman and Dayana.but I'm scared I go mad if I leave him.I can't even think straight without him.Then you tell me how am I gonna live without him?I want him,I need him.I wish he were mine.haih
I need pills.
I need pills.
Peace and War
I met my oh-men and Anas just now.hehe I'm so happy.I snap pictures with my Oh-men (: *Happy face*
See,we look sooo happy together aite?but at 2.30 dia balik dh sbb kerja :/ it's okay I don't mind.and after my Oh-men balik.thereeeee we go again,Anas and Ida perang yg keberapa entah.Me and Ida,we had a small fight bcause of that problem.I pity Anas and I know I shouldn't scolded at Ida mcm tu aite.I know I know :( I didn't mean it.really.I love you cousin.I just want you to be happy that's all.
and what's surprising is,me and Oman pun kena gaduh about this juga.Hell ayy?Weird us.but we're okay now.Alhamdulillah
To my yaying Oh-men,I'm really sorry for what just happened between us tadi.I didn't mean to curse and all.I swear I love you I swear I didn't mean to hurt you.I got too emotional.I'm really sorry <3
#251111
See,we look sooo happy together aite?but at 2.30 dia balik dh sbb kerja :/ it's okay I don't mind.and after my Oh-men balik.thereeeee we go again,Anas and Ida perang yg keberapa entah.Me and Ida,we had a small fight bcause of that problem.I pity Anas and I know I shouldn't scolded at Ida mcm tu aite.I know I know :( I didn't mean it.really.I love you cousin.I just want you to be happy that's all.
and what's surprising is,me and Oman pun kena gaduh about this juga.Hell ayy?Weird us.but we're okay now.Alhamdulillah
To my yaying Oh-men,I'm really sorry for what just happened between us tadi.I didn't mean to curse and all.I swear I love you I swear I didn't mean to hurt you.I got too emotional.I'm really sorry <3
#251111
Late update
I met my superman two days ago.Sorry late update.Got no mood to update anything on this boring blog.but here I am,updating this post.
Two days ago,we met at Maya if I'm not mistaken.yea yea maya.we met mcm biasa je kot.but omg he kissed me.My lips.YES YES I ain't kidding bitches.Be jealous be jealous everyone.I love him so much and he's mine *I wish* and we as in me,anas,daniel,ida,elly and oman talk about Anas's ex girlfriend.bla bla boringggggg.
Skip skip skip.
and poof we're off to Zul's house.Chilling at Zul's room about 1 hour something pool-ing,and and I played kids with Ohmen.haha So cute no kidding.OMG you know what?! Areesya's coming and she said 'Hi Oman' like the fuck?Oman je kay?! Cousin,you're one naughty girl.Rawr Imma bite you hard cousin xD Beware.and hm what happened yea? *thinking* *can't recall anything* but we had a really fun time together.Snap pictures together haha thumbsup me like that.and at 8,they got to go,and there we go again,hugging and kissing *blush blush.
They rock my world
Two days ago,we met at Maya if I'm not mistaken.yea yea maya.we met mcm biasa je kot.but omg he kissed me.My lips.YES YES I ain't kidding bitches.Be jealous be jealous everyone.I love him so much and he's mine *I wish* and we as in me,anas,daniel,ida,elly and oman talk about Anas's ex girlfriend.bla bla boringggggg.
Skip skip skip.
and poof we're off to Zul's house.Chilling at Zul's room about 1 hour something pool-ing,and and I played kids with Ohmen.haha So cute no kidding.OMG you know what?! Areesya's coming and she said 'Hi Oman' like the fuck?Oman je kay?! Cousin,you're one naughty girl.Rawr Imma bite you hard cousin xD Beware.and hm what happened yea? *thinking* *can't recall anything* but we had a really fun time together.Snap pictures together haha thumbsup me like that.and at 8,they got to go,and there we go again,hugging and kissing *blush blush.
Never knew I needed
This guy,my heart,my lover and my everything.I never knew I need him so much.I cried for him,I get down bcause of him,I smile,I laugh bcause of him.it's all about him now.I know we're not even in a relationship but you know,the feelings.I don't know why i did this,stole someone else's boyfriend.I know I know I'm selfish.but I can't leave him.I just can't.I've tried but it's hurt so much.I'm dying without him.I'm sorry people,I just can't.I'm a weak person I can't lie to myself.I need him so much.I don't lie.He's perfect for me.maybe to you guys,he's not that perfect but to me,he is.he is perfect.I'm glad to have him in my life.and I'll wait for him to be fully mine.I'll wait,take my words.
Sometimes,I don't believe he'll dump his girlfriend for me.but it's not a crime to put a high hope on someone ayy.I'll always be here for him no matter what.He always had a fight with his girlfriend.I don't understand why either.It's complicated.cursing each other.That's not my way.Seriously no.but that's their relationship.I'm no one to judge em.Ida always said,'biar dia break.you deserve him better'.but you know what.I don't think that's a good thing.bcause,I'll feel bad like really bad if they breakup one day.I swear.Let them be.If they're not meant for each other,InsyaAllah one day,me and him will be together.I'll just have to keep waiting.Sabar separuh daripada iman kan (:
I love this guy so much.He's my Superman and always be
Sometimes,I don't believe he'll dump his girlfriend for me.but it's not a crime to put a high hope on someone ayy.I'll always be here for him no matter what.He always had a fight with his girlfriend.I don't understand why either.It's complicated.cursing each other.That's not my way.Seriously no.but that's their relationship.I'm no one to judge em.Ida always said,'biar dia break.you deserve him better'.but you know what.I don't think that's a good thing.bcause,I'll feel bad like really bad if they breakup one day.I swear.Let them be.If they're not meant for each other,InsyaAllah one day,me and him will be together.I'll just have to keep waiting.Sabar separuh daripada iman kan (:
I love this guy so much.He's my Superman and always be
Love birds
Awhhh just look at em.How sweet how adorable are they.Ish I envy them like seriously this is the first time Ida being a really sweet to her boyrfriend.She love Anas so much,I can tell.
Stays forever.Please I'm so happy to see you guys like this :') To Ida,takecare of Anas don't break his heart like you did to your exs :P Kidding.
and to Anas,do takecare of my lil kuntilanak,Ida.Make her happy,make her feel comfortable when she's with you,don't stop loving her.Always say that you love and don't wanna lose her.and always be proud for having her in your life.Tell her how much she meant to you.
I love you guys so much and I don't wanna see you guys fight or wtv.Stays like this forever yeah? :)
Stays forever.Please I'm so happy to see you guys like this :') To Ida,takecare of Anas don't break his heart like you did to your exs :P Kidding.
and to Anas,do takecare of my lil kuntilanak,Ida.Make her happy,make her feel comfortable when she's with you,don't stop loving her.Always say that you love and don't wanna lose her.and always be proud for having her in your life.Tell her how much she meant to you.
I love you guys so much and I don't wanna see you guys fight or wtv.Stays like this forever yeah? :)
Over
Makhlukperosak account will be deleted soon (:
Thankyou even you cursed me but it's okay.My fault.
Our both fault.
Thankyou even you cursed me but it's okay.My fault.
Our both fault.
Bitch
Makhlukperosak.
Bitch,you gatta be kidding me.She signup a new fake account twitter and maki me like hell! Shoot I wanna kill her.Like seriously.I have no freakin idea who are this 'makhlukperosak'.Everyday I check my mention on twitter and there you goooo,cursing me,cursing ida.The eff?I won't stand and just watch her curse us like that.She got no right to do that.BITCH! and she said I'm ruining other's relationship.Oh so now it's about Oman?The helllllllllllllllllll.me and Oman,we're over aite.Apa lagi dia nak?Bleugh people nowadays.Short thinking.I don't know what to do,what to reply those shits.ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH headache headache.
OMG this is sooo killing me.and I'm fuckin shaking right now.I can't even think straight.ERGH I'm so ganna kill that bitch! I'm ruining other's relationship? YOU'RE RUINING OTHER'S LIFE.and that's pathetic.
Know what,my middle finger's starting to like you,oh no it said it LOVE you.You're one lucky bitch.hah
Bitch,you gatta be kidding me.She signup a new fake account twitter and maki me like hell! Shoot I wanna kill her.Like seriously.I have no freakin idea who are this 'makhlukperosak'.Everyday I check my mention on twitter and there you goooo,cursing me,cursing ida.The eff?I won't stand and just watch her curse us like that.She got no right to do that.BITCH! and she said I'm ruining other's relationship.Oh so now it's about Oman?The helllllllllllllllllll.me and Oman,we're over aite.Apa lagi dia nak?Bleugh people nowadays.Short thinking.I don't know what to do,what to reply those shits.ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH headache headache.
OMG this is sooo killing me.and I'm fuckin shaking right now.I can't even think straight.ERGH I'm so ganna kill that bitch! I'm ruining other's relationship? YOU'RE RUINING OTHER'S LIFE.and that's pathetic.
Know what,my middle finger's starting to like you,oh no it said it LOVE you.You're one lucky bitch.hah
Missing him :'/
Between me and Oh-men my superman.We're over.
Shit happened.My fault I know.I miss you,so much that's for sure :( I act like everything's fine but deep down inside my heart,it's hurt,it's killing me.I'm dying to see you with her.Your wall,your tweets.It's all about her now.I'm nothing to you anymore.I can't believe we're over already.It was fast.I still wanna be with you.I want to be by your side when you got problems like I used to.Only God knows how much I miss you.Everything I do reminds me of you.I miss everything about us.Everything.Mark when I saideverything.I don't lie.I want you back,I need you back.I'm sorry I have to pretend like I don't care about what happened to us.I'm sorry.but I want you to be happy with your girl.I'm sorry I leave you,I'm sorry if I broke your heart.We're friend now.I don't want that :( I miss you,I feel like I wanna tell you that I want you back but I know it won't happen.You'll always be my Superman,my kind of Superman :') Always.
*I know I shouldn't post this thingy but I'm sorry I just want you to know what's inside my heart now.After you left
Shit happened.My fault I know.I miss you,so much that's for sure :( I act like everything's fine but deep down inside my heart,it's hurt,it's killing me.I'm dying to see you with her.Your wall,your tweets.It's all about her now.I'm nothing to you anymore.I can't believe we're over already.It was fast.I still wanna be with you.I want to be by your side when you got problems like I used to.Only God knows how much I miss you.Everything I do reminds me of you.I miss everything about us.Everything.Mark when I said
*I know I shouldn't post this thingy but I'm sorry I just want you to know what's inside my heart now.After you left
News
8 days I didn't wrote on this blog,lots of stories I wanna share in here.Like seriouslyyyyyyyy.but I'll make it short.Promise
Now,my lil Kuntilanak,Ida Eddie are dating Anas! Anas Hassan,Oman Hassan's twins.The hell?That's kinda weird but me like it thoo.Stays forever guys! xx
*Congrates Ida I love youuuu
Me and my Superman,we're so so sooo happy like ummphh ;) Our last meet was two days ago.I love him so much! Shhhhhh I don't give a fxck what people gossiping about us.I don't care.
Everythings was fine,okay,awesome.November,be nice.I'm starting to like you,Nov.
Now,my lil Kuntilanak,Ida Eddie are dating Anas! Anas Hassan,Oman Hassan's twins.The hell?That's kinda weird but me like it thoo.Stays forever guys! xx
Me and my Superman,we're so so sooo happy like ummphh ;) Our last meet was two days ago.I love him so much! Shhhhhh I don't give a fxck what people gossiping about us.I don't care.
Everythings was fine,okay,awesome.November,be nice.I'm starting to like you,Nov.
Short update
My dead blog :P Hi hi hi everyone so sorry I didn't update anything lately,lots of conflicts,lots of problems and kinda busy with myself.okay that's just an excuse heheh sorry hm like I mentioned on my last post 'NO BOSIR,NO AL' yeah I mean we're over in everywayyy.I'm not ganna write here in details because you know it's kinda privacy and I don't wanna write anything bad about them so yeahh.
I am happy with my life now even I got no one.No one as in no boyfriend but I do got a special-friend that I always texted with.hm his name is Oman :D
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OMG he's sooo sooo nice like seriously,cute,adorable.haha I swear! I can't describe how cute he is.He's just too cute.I'm very lucky to have him in my life and yes,I called him Superman and I'm his Wonderwoman! too cute aite? I know.but unfortunately,he already gatta girlfriend but it's okay that's not a big deal aite.
Ciao,school's calling
I am happy with my life now even I got no one.No one as in no boyfriend but I do got a special-friend that I always texted with.hm his name is Oman :D
OMG he's sooo sooo nice like seriously,cute,adorable.haha I swear! I can't describe how cute he is.He's just too cute.I'm very lucky to have him in my life and yes,I called him Superman and I'm his Wonderwoman! too cute aite? I know.but unfortunately,he already gatta girlfriend but it's okay that's not a big deal aite.
Ciao,school's calling
Ideal guy
I listed things that I want my “BoyFriend’s Characteristics”
Saying iloveyou and MEAN it,Sweet long text messages,holding hands.iloveyou’s first thing in the morning.honest.makes you feel special.cute jealous faces.see no other girls.stolen kisses.back hugs.caring.sweet.Open.supportive.understanding.knows what to order for you when having dates.loving me for no reason.loves me for me.trusts me.doesn’t ignore me.loyal.faithful.humor. asking me to dance even without music and out of nowhere.romantic surprises.Touching my waist while walking.Actually talk to me like there’s no tomorrow.Share secrets with me.letting me use his shirts.Kissing me slowly.Laugh with me.Invite me everywhere.Hangout with my and his friends together. Taking pictures with me.When i say i love you more,deny it.Fight back.When someone say he/she loves me more than you,deny it.fight back and hug me tight so i can’t get to my friends because it makes me feel loved.Always hug me Kiss me unexpectedly.Tell me i’m beautiful.Open doors for me- it makes me feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman sometimes. Right?Tell me i’m your everything - ONLY if you mean it.If it seems like there is something wrong, ask me- if i deny something being wrong, it means I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug me.Kiss me in front of OTHER girls/friends.DON’T lie to me.DON’T cheat on me!Take me ANYWHERE i want.Be there for me whenever i need you & even when i don’t need you,just be there so i’ll know that i can ALWAYS count on you.Hold me close when im cold so i can hold YOU too.Kiss me on the CHEEK.While in the movies, put your arm around me and then i will automatically put my head on your shoulder.Look deep into my EYES and tell me you love me.Lay down under the STARS and put my head on your chest so you can cuddle.When walking next to each other grab my HAND.When you hug me HOLD me in your arms as long as possible. Call or text me EVERY night to wish me SWEET DREAMS before you go to sleep.COMFORT me when i cry and wipe away my tears.ALWAYS remind me how much you love me.Give me your coat if im cold—thats always cute.Write letters on my back with your finger—feels good.Let me sit on your lap.HOLD my HAND in PUBLIC.Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually i just go along with it.If my hair is in my face move it out of my face and then kiss me passionately and gently.Kiss me in the rain.
This is sooo perfect!
Saying iloveyou and MEAN it,Sweet long text messages,holding hands.iloveyou’s first thing in the morning.honest.makes you feel special.cute jealous faces.see no other girls.stolen kisses.back hugs.caring.sweet.Open.supportive.understanding.knows what to order for you when having dates.loving me for no reason.loves me for me.trusts me.doesn’t ignore me.loyal.faithful.humor. asking me to dance even without music and out of nowhere.romantic surprises.Touching my waist while walking.Actually talk to me like there’s no tomorrow.Share secrets with me.letting me use his shirts.Kissing me slowly.Laugh with me.Invite me everywhere.Hangout with my and his friends together. Taking pictures with me.When i say i love you more,deny it.Fight back.When someone say he/she loves me more than you,deny it.fight back and hug me tight so i can’t get to my friends because it makes me feel loved.Always hug me Kiss me unexpectedly.Tell me i’m beautiful.Open doors for me- it makes me feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman sometimes. Right?Tell me i’m your everything - ONLY if you mean it.If it seems like there is something wrong, ask me- if i deny something being wrong, it means I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug me.Kiss me in front of OTHER girls/friends.DON’T lie to me.DON’T cheat on me!Take me ANYWHERE i want.Be there for me whenever i need you & even when i don’t need you,just be there so i’ll know that i can ALWAYS count on you.Hold me close when im cold so i can hold YOU too.Kiss me on the CHEEK.While in the movies, put your arm around me and then i will automatically put my head on your shoulder.Look deep into my EYES and tell me you love me.Lay down under the STARS and put my head on your chest so you can cuddle.When walking next to each other grab my HAND.When you hug me HOLD me in your arms as long as possible. Call or text me EVERY night to wish me SWEET DREAMS before you go to sleep.COMFORT me when i cry and wipe away my tears.ALWAYS remind me how much you love me.Give me your coat if im cold—thats always cute.Write letters on my back with your finger—feels good.Let me sit on your lap.HOLD my HAND in PUBLIC.Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything usually i just go along with it.If my hair is in my face move it out of my face and then kiss me passionately and gently.Kiss me in the rain.
This is sooo perfect!
Guys,keep this on your mind.
ONCE YOU LIE TO HER
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s gonna wonder if you’ve been lying the whole time.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s gonna wonder what else are you lying about.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s no longer going to fully believe anything you say.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s no longer going to fully trust you.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, good luck winning her trust back.
So,don't you ever think to lie to your girlfriend.or you'll regret.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s gonna wonder if you’ve been lying the whole time.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s gonna wonder what else are you lying about.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s no longer going to fully believe anything you say.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, she’s no longer going to fully trust you.
Once you lie to her & she finds out, good luck winning her trust back.
So,don't you ever think to lie to your girlfriend.or you'll regret.
This describe me
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
4 letters L O V E
WHAT IS LOVE?
love is a rosary that’s full of mystery.love is blind.that’s one of the things that u will find in slam books.but seriously,what is love?love has loads of meaning.from different people,people with different nationalities,people with different perspectives and other stuffs.in science, love is just a feeling secreted by our brain.for the religion Christian,love is one of the gifts of GOD.how many of us tried to be in love?answer: all of us! for me,love is not just about a feeling for a certain person,it can be appreciation to a place,a food or even a thing.so when u appreciate even a small thing,u are in love.well, maybe not in love “in love” that the movies always point out.but u are.u are also loved.we are always loved.by whom? HIM! by GOD! when you came and became as u are,when you started to know the world,when u open your eyes in the morning,that’s one of the ways GOD shows how much HE loves us.maybe this is a childish thing to do.to ask what is love.but have you ever thought of it? what’s the real meaning of love? now, for you, what is love???? LOVE that has FOUR simple letters. L-O-V-E. you can define it definitely.i’m not saying that your definition is wrong,every definition is right.no matter if it’s english,spanish,how simple,how bitter,how sweet or how long it is,as long as you love,you can define it in a way everybody can understand.
so love like you have never loved before. don’t let one pain can stop you from loving.
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love is a rosary that’s full of mystery.love is blind.that’s one of the things that u will find in slam books.but seriously,what is love?love has loads of meaning.from different people,people with different nationalities,people with different perspectives and other stuffs.in science, love is just a feeling secreted by our brain.for the religion Christian,love is one of the gifts of GOD.how many of us tried to be in love?answer: all of us! for me,love is not just about a feeling for a certain person,it can be appreciation to a place,a food or even a thing.so when u appreciate even a small thing,u are in love.well, maybe not in love “in love” that the movies always point out.but u are.u are also loved.we are always loved.by whom? HIM! by GOD! when you came and became as u are,when you started to know the world,when u open your eyes in the morning,that’s one of the ways GOD shows how much HE loves us.maybe this is a childish thing to do.to ask what is love.but have you ever thought of it? what’s the real meaning of love? now, for you, what is love???? LOVE that has FOUR simple letters. L-O-V-E. you can define it definitely.i’m not saying that your definition is wrong,every definition is right.no matter if it’s english,spanish,how simple,how bitter,how sweet or how long it is,as long as you love,you can define it in a way everybody can understand.
so love like you have never loved before. don’t let one pain can stop you from loving.
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HI
Hi today happy abit.heheh no I lied,happy sangatttttttttttttt! sbb dpt jumpa my darling half blood vampire,BOSIR NATH BIN OMAR! :D heheh this is our second meet.me and my bro nak pergi tengok movie and kebetulan dia ada dkt wangsa walk so we decided to meetup.yeah hes with his other two pretty officemates.and we jalan sekejap and dia hantar I dekat my bro and dia balikkkk kena sambung kerja :( but but after I habis movie,dia datang! Thats the best part :P around 5.30 dia sampai and teman me until my papa ambil I at 7 something.heheh hes too cute *melting
and guess what,I miss him already!
He told me yg officemate dia cakap I mcm Kimora.Gosh shes the third person who said that to me :d tehee bangga much?HELL YES
#happymood
and guess what,I miss him already!
He told me yg officemate dia cakap I mcm Kimora.Gosh shes the third person who said that to me :d tehee bangga much?HELL YES
#happymood
I'm lovin today
Like seriouslyyyy Syeira Long datang and ckp nonstop mcm org gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa.and at 11 get ready and all and poof we're off to wangsa walk.tunggu Bosir heheh today was our first meet and its a great day with him :) we watched movie,The Fright Night.awhhhhhhhh hes so cute.he makes me go awhhh.Like serious shit :) nak senyummmmmmm je rasa.and and Im so happy today.Thanks to Bosir Nath Omar,Ida Eddie and yeah Faiq Lutfi.we captured picture,'we' as in me and Bosir heheh hes so tall :O but me like that.yeah the penguin yg I bought frm New Zealand,I dh bg dkt dia and I think he love it.dia pegangggg je the whole time tadi.Awhhhhhhhhhhhh okay shooooooooosh I know shutup shutup
Broken Promises
You told me you loved me
I told you I loved you too
You said together we'd always be
I said I would be true
You promised you would hold me
You promised you'd be there
I promised I'd cross the stormy sea
To give you my loving care
But you never kept your promise
You aren't the way you used to be
You just gave up on us
And you just gave up on me
You said let's take a break
You said let's just be friends
But please for my sake
Just say the truth, cause it's the end
You promised every day
That you would be there
You molded my heart like clay
Into the shape of a broken chair
You promised to me
That we'd always have our love
You said to me
I was all you could think of
But, now, your walking away
Saying "let's just be friends"
Now, you made my heart break
That's your way of saying it's the end
Why did you make a promise you couldn't keep
Why did you make a promise you wouldn't live up to
Why did you make a promise that was so cheap
why did you make a promise to this broken hearted fool
Why did you promise we'd be together
Why did you say you dreamed of me in your sleep
why did you promise to love me forever
Why did you make a promise you could not keep?
I told you I loved you too
You said together we'd always be
I said I would be true
You promised you would hold me
You promised you'd be there
I promised I'd cross the stormy sea
To give you my loving care
But you never kept your promise
You aren't the way you used to be
You just gave up on us
And you just gave up on me
You said let's take a break
You said let's just be friends
But please for my sake
Just say the truth, cause it's the end
You promised every day
That you would be there
You molded my heart like clay
Into the shape of a broken chair
You promised to me
That we'd always have our love
You said to me
I was all you could think of
But, now, your walking away
Saying "let's just be friends"
Now, you made my heart break
That's your way of saying it's the end
Why did you make a promise you couldn't keep
Why did you make a promise you wouldn't live up to
Why did you make a promise that was so cheap
why did you make a promise to this broken hearted fool
Why did you promise we'd be together
Why did you say you dreamed of me in your sleep
why did you promise to love me forever
Why did you make a promise you could not keep?
Sept 18,2011
Hi Im at NZ ady,its real cold here,9 celcius and and gatta hot dudes here,their accent.Yum gosh im melting.First night here,we sleep at birches motel.it takes us 5 minutes to reach here frm airport.and i cant wat fr tomoz's activities.night peeps.its time to sleep.
Sept 19,2011
Yeay this morning we got our merc caravan.wuu its so big.me likey.
we're heading to supermarket to buy some stuff to eat.oh my its really cold outhere.phewh and we went to this place named Qamara Penguin,Nz's penguin are the smallest in the whole world.their weight is just abt 1kg.They're so tiny.oh yeah and I bought tiny penguin toy or should i say teddy?okay wtv its for Bosir! hee excited much.and now,at 8.50 pm,we're heading to Dunedin.to take our sleeping beauty
Sept 20,2011
Hi its a third day we're heare and yes,this morning we went to cadbury world,Yum we gatta lots of choc,the best part is,its free!Im planning to buy rugby world cup's cap.hee now,oidk where we're heading to.lets just wait and see.okay hi again,now we're at larnach lodge,its a castle.errkinda hot here.yah the view frm here,ouch its a real beauty.
Now,we're on our way to the holiday park,it takes 4-5 hours to reach there.Im sick.Sorethroat,running nose,fever,ergh spoiled.Oh yes,theres a lot of stars at night here.Im loving it.I dont wanna leave this place but im starting to miss everyone in Malaysia.1 hour to go.im sick and everything.Atlast,we're here.this place is wayyy better than yesterday's.Ganna sleep now bye
Sept 21,2011
Morning,its our forth day here.Like I said yesterday,Im sick plus I drink coke yesterday so my bad :P wokeup and get our shower,poof we're done and we snap pictures,like tons of pictures.and after tired pposing bagai,we're heading to Cruize Milford.Goshhhhh gatta lots of hot dudes there dayumm im inlove.cking cking the cruize was pretty awesome,but too bad we have to leave early.and guess what?people im so excited to tell you this! today was my first time I see snow with my own fuckin eyes! and ofcourse,I touched it.duhh you can tell.oh yeah tonight we're ganna sleep at Queenstown.it takes 5-6 hours of nonstop journey.wth.and nw,we're here,watching dvd with ma cuzs.nights
Sept 22,2011
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Sept 23,2011
Hi todays are our 6th dayyy.so it means 3 days to go and hello malaysia.today's plan kinda exciting.we got no plan actly but we decided something fun and cool to do.early at the morning,as usual we take out bath breakfast and all and then we're off to SHOTOVER JET.Omg it was fun like beyond the awesome.it was crazy too.I scream like hell and I dont lie.haha and after done w our shotover,poof we're off to town! man if i gatta thousands dollars,imma buy all the things there but sadly,I just got 55 dollar.ONLY! sad me I know.and yeah we take our cruize,again.got hottie dum dum guy there but sorry its angah's.she wish ;D and abt 20 mins in the cruize,we reached our destination.the sheep farm.Iee me no like that place.and then,hi tea,take our cruize back and we went to Skyline Gondola.Like.We watched haka haka theatremaori people dance and singing.Its quite interesting.after the great theatre,like usual we headed to our holiday park its called Wanaka Top 10 Holiday park.gatta lots of sheeps here.now time to get some sleep.boi
Sept 24,2011
Again Hi,todays plan - Puzzling world and Bungy jumping.It was awesome to the max! I bought a rugby world cup cap :D
and 6 hours to Franz Joseff Top 10 Holiday Park.Sorry malasnya nak tulis kbye
Sept 25,2011
MORNING PEOPLE.TODAY GANNA BE THE EPIC DAY EVER.We all decided to try hiking,nahh its not hiking but its something like that.We get ready with our boots and all.after 15 minutes,we're already in the bus to the glacier.bla bla bla after 7 km walking and climbing,we'all see with our own eyes the glacierrrrrrrrr! duh we're on it.atlast.its tired but its worth it.
and balik je from tht place,semua tidur mcm org mati ;D seriouslyyyyyyyy.Its a tired day ever and bila bangun bangun je,papa cakap we're on our way to Christchurch.Like seriouslyyyyyyyy? :/
Sept 26,2011
Its our last day thoo.Kinda sad :( but its okayyyy we'll go here again next time *I wish.we didnt do any activities today except the zoo.yeah we went to the zoo.and at 6 pm,we're already at the airport.
Check-in at 12 am,I bought chocs for Bosir againnnnn ;D and HI MALAYSIA.
Hi Im at NZ ady,its real cold here,9 celcius and and gatta hot dudes here,their accent.Yum gosh im melting.First night here,we sleep at birches motel.it takes us 5 minutes to reach here frm airport.and i cant wat fr tomoz's activities.night peeps.its time to sleep.
Sept 19,2011
Yeay this morning we got our merc caravan.wuu its so big.me likey.
Sept 20,2011
Hi its a third day we're heare and yes,this morning we went to cadbury world,Yum we gatta lots of choc,the best part is,its free!Im planning to buy rugby world cup's cap.hee now,oidk where we're heading to.lets just wait and see.okay hi again,now we're at larnach lodge,its a castle.errkinda hot here.yah the view frm here,ouch its a real beauty.
Sept 21,2011
Morning,its our forth day here.Like I said yesterday,Im sick plus I drink coke yesterday so my bad :P wokeup and get our shower,poof we're done and we snap pictures,like tons of pictures.and after tired pposing bagai,we're heading to Cruize Milford.Goshhhhh gatta lots of hot dudes there dayumm im inlove.cking cking the cruize was pretty awesome,but too bad we have to leave early.and guess what?people im so excited to tell you this! today was my first time I see snow with my own fuckin eyes! and ofcourse,I touched it.duhh you can tell.oh yeah tonight we're ganna sleep at Queenstown.it takes 5-6 hours of nonstop journey.wth.and nw,we're here,watching dvd with ma cuzs.nights
Sept 22,2011
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Sept 23,2011
Hi todays are our 6th dayyy.so it means 3 days to go and hello malaysia.today's plan kinda exciting.we got no plan actly but we decided something fun and cool to do.early at the morning,as usual we take out bath breakfast and all and then we're off to SHOTOVER JET.Omg it was fun like beyond the awesome.it was crazy too.I scream like hell and I dont lie.haha and after done w our shotover,poof we're off to town! man if i gatta thousands dollars,imma buy all the things there but sadly,I just got 55 dollar.ONLY! sad me I know.and yeah we take our cruize,again.got hottie dum dum guy there but sorry its angah's.she wish ;D and abt 20 mins in the cruize,we reached our destination.the sheep farm.Iee me no like that place.and then,hi tea,take our cruize back and we went to Skyline Gondola.Like.We watched haka haka theatremaori people dance and singing.Its quite interesting.after the great theatre,like usual we headed to our holiday park its called Wanaka Top 10 Holiday park.gatta lots of sheeps here.now time to get some sleep.boi
Sept 24,2011
Again Hi,todays plan - Puzzling world and Bungy jumping.It was awesome to the max! I bought a rugby world cup cap :D
Sept 25,2011
MORNING PEOPLE.TODAY GANNA BE THE EPIC DAY EVER.We all decided to try hiking,nahh its not hiking but its something like that.We get ready with our boots and all.after 15 minutes,we're already in the bus to the glacier.bla bla bla after 7 km walking and climbing,we'all see with our own eyes the glacierrrrrrrrr! duh we're on it.atlast.its tired but its worth it.
Sept 26,2011
Its our last day thoo.Kinda sad :( but its okayyyy we'll go here again next time *I wish.we didnt do any activities today except the zoo.yeah we went to the zoo.and at 6 pm,we're already at the airport.
New Zealand
Hi sorry dah lama tidak menulis nulis disini :/ busy with all the preparation and all.
Oh yeah Im going to New Zealand tomoz.with the whole family.Its ganna be epic I knowwwww.Im going for 9 days and I cant waitttttt.Im damn excited! I swear.
I dont wanna skip school.I got account project I need to settle.Haih Im soo soooo not loving this part.and HELL I got no time to do account project at New Zealand.duhhh crazy idea.Damn crazy man.You know what,WHATEVER.9 days to enjoy and partying ;D
Im ganna miss my babyfriends(Bell,Azian,Amira,Fatyn,Alia),my boyfriends(Shukry Haziq,Bosir Nath) hee and my classmates :)
I bet its ganna be a really nice view there,
Sheeps and Cows ♥
9 days,LETS POPPIN' AROUND PEOPLE
Oh yeah Im going to New Zealand tomoz.with the whole family.Its ganna be epic I knowwwww.Im going for 9 days and I cant waitttttt.Im damn excited! I swear.
I dont wanna skip school.I got account project I need to settle.Haih Im soo soooo not loving this part.and HELL I got no time to do account project at New Zealand.duhhh crazy idea.Damn crazy man.You know what,WHATEVER.9 days to enjoy and partying ;D
Im ganna miss my babyfriends(Bell,Azian,Amira,Fatyn,Alia),my boyfriends(Shukry Haziq,Bosir Nath) hee and my classmates :)
I bet its ganna be a really nice view there,
9 days,LETS POPPIN' AROUND PEOPLE
Explanation
No use gaduh bagai sebab a guy.Me and him,we're just a friend.Nothing more than that.I dont get it why you hate us so much.You called me 'si bodoh' even thoo you didnt mention my name,Im not that stupid.I know thats me,and 'si baik' is him.and even I still 'budak sekolah' as you mentioned on your twitter,but I think,Im much more mature than you.You're the one who started all this shits.Remember?Not me or him.Its not our fault.Its yours.I trusted you but you blew it up.People like you are the reason why I have trust issues.Maam,no use we're fighting over a guy.Maybe yes you love him,still but if he dont want you,just get over it.Im not saying that he want me bcause I already said me and him,we're just a friend.Thats all it ganna be.Okay?I aint like this,I never really want this to happen to us.Even thoo I dont know you that much,hey,I know woman.We're all the same,Im not ganna hurt anywoman's heart.I know how it feels.but you're just far too rude.and Im not ganna stay like an idiot.Let you talk shit about me and all.I really hope you do understand me.Thankyou
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EVERYTHING can be taken away from you in a split second: money, fame, personal belongings, you name it. You can be a millionaire and go through bankruptcy and get all your assets taken away. You can lose your car from an accident, or simply because there isn’t enough funds coming in for your next monthly payment. You can get robbed whether it’s in the comfort of your own home, or even during a simple basketball game at the park. My point is, it’s not always about money or what you have at the moment. If we stay educated and get the proper knowledge and common sense, we can easily get those things back in no time. We must learn from today, and adapt for a better tomorrow
Kinda true thoo :/
Kinda true thoo :/
Bosir Nath Omar
I just knw him for abt a couple days and you know whatttt,hes a really nice guy.we're on the phone yesterday and I talk alottt and he said 'awh i malu lah' gedik kan dia? haha hes kinda funny.and cute too ;D he likes nahh I think he loves to joke around and make people laugh like hell or is it just me? :3 Wtv I dont care.atleast Im still smiling and yes,laughing.
Learning to let new friends into my life isnt easy.at all.But for some reason,I just let this Bosir Nath Omar cme into my life without even asking him why.I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me nowadays :/ whatever but Welcome mista! ;D
Learning to let new friends into my life isnt easy.at all.But for some reason,I just let this Bosir Nath Omar cme into my life without even asking him why.I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me nowadays :/ whatever but Welcome mista! ;D
SM
I really dont get it.What did they or us did to you?Yeah you mentioned us as 'budak budak gedik' on your blog! Wtf is that?Heyyy okay they are my friends and you know what,even WE acted gedik or what so ever.Its none of your business.He decided to hangout with us and thats his choice.You dont have the right to judge people mista.You're not even perfect aite?NO ONES PERFECT.
I regret fr saying tht you're a nice guy.bcause you're not.Im kinda dissapointed.You're just so evil and I hate the way you act now.and yes I guess everyone knows that you've changed since you officially become one of the prefects.Ask everyone in the class and they'll tell you the same exact things that Ive said in here.
Take a note,
YOU'RE NOTHING BUT ONLY A LIAR.
I regret fr saying tht you're a nice guy.bcause you're not.Im kinda dissapointed.You're just so evil and I hate the way you act now.and yes I guess everyone knows that you've changed since you officially become one of the prefects.Ask everyone in the class and they'll tell you the same exact things that Ive said in here.
Take a note,
YOU'RE NOTHING BUT ONLY A LIAR.
Eid.
Hi bloglovers.
Hows your eid?mine was okayyy and fun.I wore purple kurung on first eid.Kinda like that kurung.It cost me only 50 :D kcing kcing.Yeah wtv I aint talk abt the money I spend for eid this year but the main topic is,FUN ON EID.I guess this year was ohhh-kay eid bcause of half of my bigga family isnt here with us on first eid.kinda bored I guess.we as in me,elly,ida ate subway on first eid.How sad is it?I enjoyed it btw.and hereeeeeeeee me and my familionte's picture together <3
Hows your eid?mine was okayyy and fun.I wore purple kurung on first eid.Kinda like that kurung.It cost me only 50 :D kcing kcing.Yeah wtv I aint talk abt the money I spend for eid this year but the main topic is,FUN ON EID.I guess this year was ohhh-kay eid bcause of half of my bigga family isnt here with us on first eid.kinda bored I guess.we as in me,elly,ida ate subway on first eid.How sad is it?I enjoyed it btw.and hereeeeeeeee me and my familionte's picture together <3
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YEHAAAA Im back ;D
and today's topic is RAYAAAAAAAAA
I really cant wait for raya its going to be epic I bet.and tomoz is Raya.How cool is that.Goodbye Ramadhan and Hello Raya and 2 weeks after Raya,me and the whole family ganna go to New Zealand.Im so excited.but SCHOOL.Erghh I dont wanna go to school.I hate school.really ;( whatever Im still ganna
e-n-j-o-y-i-n-g my eid.and
HAPPY EID MUBARAK EVERYONE (:
and today's topic is RAYAAAAAAAAA
I really cant wait for raya its going to be epic I bet.and tomoz is Raya.How cool is that.Goodbye Ramadhan and Hello Raya and 2 weeks after Raya,me and the whole family ganna go to New Zealand.Im so excited.but SCHOOL.Erghh I dont wanna go to school.I hate school.really ;( whatever Im still ganna
e-n-j-o-y-i-n-g my eid.and
HAPPY EID MUBARAK EVERYONE (:
Dream
I had a dream last night.and all I can remember is
PAUL LEE and SAI MANSOR.
Its okay and normal if PAUL LEE in my dream,but SAI MANSOR? Mannn thats a bit weird.
maybe I miss him bcause we're not talking to each other now aite.Weird me.
and Im not sure whether its a good dream or a bad dream.I hope its good.
Whatever I dont wanna think much abt it.Kinda scared me :/
PAUL LEE and SAI MANSOR.
Its okay and normal if PAUL LEE in my dream,but SAI MANSOR? Mannn thats a bit weird.
maybe I miss him bcause we're not talking to each other now aite.Weird me.
and Im not sure whether its a good dream or a bad dream.I hope its good.
Whatever I dont wanna think much abt it.Kinda scared me :/
Prefects badge 2011/2012
Hi!
I wanna say CONGRATS to my fellow amazing and great friends for their new blue shirt and later,BLAZERRRR :D
- Eric Abraham,Sai Mansor,Syafiq Amin,Muadzam
- Aby Aishah and Amalina Azmi
Im so proud.and I really really hope you're not ganna be like 'the old senior prefects' me hate it you know.Yucks whatever
but still,CONGRATS (!)
Poppin around
Thereeeeeee us.But Azean,Alia,Haziq and Bella gone missing :/
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So this is Sai Mansor, a friend of mine.Okay the reason why I wrote this entry is bcause,I wanna tell with you people that I cant talk to him anymore :/ Its kinda sad I know but me and Hakim done this stupid bet thingy and yeah thats the rule.No talking to Sai for 1 month.1 month,Im so screwed people.
The truth
Kinda awkward when we're not talking at all :/ and the stupid part is,we're in the same exact class.I always forgot the fact that I cant talk to him anymore or either,I'll lose.Shoot,please I wanna win this ridiculous bet thingy.
I guess everyone want me to lose this game.NO WAY IM GANNA WIN.and thats a promise (:
Even I cant talk to him but its okay on 17 Sept which is one day before I go to New Zealand,I can start talk to him like I used to.Cant wait.Really (:
:/
Okay I dont know why but I get emotional so easily nowadays.Weird me
and yes,abt capital P,I dont know.I guess he lied again :/ Go die
Farahid Asri,whos the fuck is that?Im the only one now?I dont trust you
I dont trust any words you say now.I dont trust any sweet words that everyone
told me.bcause I know,its just some bullshit.Everyone is telling me a bullshit
and I never understand why :/
and yes,abt capital P,I dont know.I guess he lied again :/ Go die
Farahid Asri,whos the fuck is that?Im the only one now?I dont trust you
I dont trust any words you say now.I dont trust any sweet words that everyone
told me.bcause I know,its just some bullshit.Everyone is telling me a bullshit
and I never understand why :/
Life
Life
Life is something that is very strange,
We are born to die
And live in pain
We all go through it day by day
Some get noticed others don’t
Some sit on their own
And watch the others grow
Others live and grow on their own
But there is some like me
That day after day
The pain from a broken heart never fades
I go through this pain to see you happy
Even if it means i may never truly smile again
Life is a world of pain?
But when i was with you everything seemed so great
I need you back to save me from this place
Life is something that is very strange,
We are born to die
And live in pain
We all go through it day by day
Some get noticed others don’t
Some sit on their own
And watch the others grow
Others live and grow on their own
But there is some like me
That day after day
The pain from a broken heart never fades
I go through this pain to see you happy
Even if it means i may never truly smile again
Life is a world of pain?
But when i was with you everything seemed so great
I need you back to save me from this place
Can you believe?
8 PLANETS
204 COUNTRIES
809 ISLANDS
7 SEAS
7 BILLION PEOPLE
and I'M SINGLE
Shooooot thts kinda sad :/
204 COUNTRIES
809 ISLANDS
7 SEAS
7 BILLION PEOPLE
and I'M SINGLE
Shooooot thts kinda sad :/
Phineas and Ferb
Yes I like,erm more to love I think.I LOVE WATCHING Phineas and Ferb.
Soooooo whatt? Gatta problem with it? Go die (:
Always him
I can run nowhere.It sound really sad when I found I cant stop thinking abt him.yes my LMP :) he lied and lied and I still can forgive him.Whatta weak me aite.he makes me weak and melt too I know.Even hes millions miles away,im still here waiting fr him.I dont understand myself.
'Distance doesnt ruin a relationship but doubts do'
I guess,those words were right.I dont know.Im really inlove with I guess or maybe it just bcause im lonely and i need someone to gedik gedik with aite.I dont know either.but I swear,I cant stop thinking abt this guy.weird thoo.
but I know,I'll always be just his scandal.Nothing more than that.Maybe.If we are meant for each other,one day,he'll be mine.Insy but I dont put a really high hope on this guy.I dont wanna get a heartbroken again (:
'Distance doesnt ruin a relationship but doubts do'
I guess,those words were right.I dont know.Im really inlove with I guess or maybe it just bcause im lonely and i need someone to gedik gedik with aite.I dont know either.but I swear,I cant stop thinking abt this guy.weird thoo.
but I know,I'll always be just his scandal.Nothing more than that.Maybe.If we are meant for each other,one day,he'll be mine.Insy but I dont put a really high hope on this guy.I dont wanna get a heartbroken again (:
Regrets
I used to said,
he's honest,and he's sweet like a sugar,and would do anything to make me smile.
and I forgot,that he's also a guy that can never be trusted.
Before I went to sleep,
I always ask myself the ifs and whys.but I never really get the answer.
He said forever.but forever isnt true.He left me speechless,and now hes begging me to meet and talk and treat him nicely?I aint give a damn,Im tired to be stupid.I dont wanna live with bullshits he told me.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNWORTHY
Fuck him.fuck every breath hes ever taken.fuck his smile.fuck his crystal brown eyes.fuck his hands intertwined in mine.fuck all the long talks.fuck all the butterflies.fuck all the smiles. fuck all the tears.fuck all the bullshit.fuck the lies.fuck his new girl.fuck what he told me the other night.FUCK HIM
*July 20,2010.Ex-boyfriend who can never be trusted
he's honest,and he's sweet like a sugar,and would do anything to make me smile.
and I forgot,that he's also a guy that can never be trusted.
Before I went to sleep,
I always ask myself the ifs and whys.but I never really get the answer.
He said forever.but forever isnt true.He left me speechless,and now hes begging me to meet and talk and treat him nicely?I aint give a damn,Im tired to be stupid.I dont wanna live with bullshits he told me.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNWORTHY
Fuck him.fuck every breath hes ever taken.fuck his smile.fuck his crystal brown eyes.fuck his hands intertwined in mine.fuck all the long talks.fuck all the butterflies.fuck all the smiles. fuck all the tears.fuck all the bullshit.fuck the lies.fuck his new girl.fuck what he told me the other night.FUCK HIM
*July 20,2010.Ex-boyfriend who can never be trusted
Ex-boyfriend
He wanna meet me.BUT I DONT WANNA MEET HIM.Why?Bcause I dont want to.Got it?I hate him,haih I wish I hate him.Im scared to meet him.Idk why either.Maybe im just scared to be inlove with him over again.I dont know
This things,ergh
This things,ergh
Cafe Stelle by Raffles
at Cafe Stelle.lots and lots of macaroons (:
Stories
Yeah now its ady ramadhan.Cant wait for raya (: and 2 weeks after raya,Im going to New Zealand.Yeayyy
and know what,
I fell inlove with this guy.but I never tell anyone.Im scared and shy too.hihi Gedik I know.I aint care.I never think to fall inlove with him.but I think,it just happend.and I know,I wont never get him bcause hes a what we called alim-guy.and me?you can tell aite (: Its okay,maybe hes just not for me.Kumbang bukan seekor elehhh.
and yes,
tomoz is my last paper.and IM SO SO HAPPY.this monthly test makes me half-crazy.and GOSH next year,SPM.sweet Im lovin my life.
End- Ganna write more later.
and know what,
I fell inlove with this guy.but I never tell anyone.Im scared and shy too.hihi Gedik I know.I aint care.I never think to fall inlove with him.but I think,it just happend.and I know,I wont never get him bcause hes a what we called alim-guy.and me?you can tell aite (: Its okay,maybe hes just not for me.Kumbang bukan seekor elehhh.
and yes,
tomoz is my last paper.and IM SO SO HAPPY.this monthly test makes me half-crazy.and GOSH next year,SPM.sweet Im lovin my life.
End- Ganna write more later.
Guys are all the same
YOU! yes its you.Im talking to you.Dont mess with me.Its fuckin way to good Im giving you a third chance.and yet,you blew it up.You lied and you even said to your gf that Im the one who like you?HELL we're into each other.remember?Oh yea maybe it just another bullshit you tell me huh?I dont know whether I still can believe you or not.You talks bullshit tooooo many times.Nvm,Im still ganna hear it bcause when we know the truth,lies sounds funny.Plus,it can entertain me thoo.Listening to lies.wow Imma good girl aite?ha-ha keep talking,LIAR
Football match
The last post I cakap I tk pergi match tu kannn?NOOOOO I pergiiii with Bella,Ebby and Dyla (: Im sooo happy.and even Tigers didnt win,they did veryyyy well in the match.Lions is just gooooooooooooood at acting.Fuck em.Tigers,whatever happens,Tigers always in heart ;D ♥
GO TIGERS GO!
and thts me with Malaysia biggg flag!
Tigers!
Okay Imma bit down bcause I cant go to Malaysia vs Singapore match tonight.All tickets sold out laaa :( but nvm.and TIGERS! goodluck and yesssss,GO TIGERS! kick Singapore's butt-syyyy ;D Tigers,please dont dissapoint me.I know you guys are wayyy better than em.YEAY YEAY TIGERS!
Happy
OMEGODDDD.Im so so so damn happy! me and capital P,we're okay nowwwwwww :') Yeah I know,he lied.but everyone deserve second and maybe third chance aite?So thts what Im trying to do.Third chance for him.He already told me the whole story,why he lied and all.He promised me he wont lie again.I just can hope tht he wont lie to me ever again.Ever ever again
Im scared.Scared of being hurt again and again.Im scared to fall in love with a stranger,but yeah,I did.I do actly.Im inlove with him.I dont wanna be a liar,I want the whole world know that Im inlove with him.With this weird chinese guy.
and Im really excited to see him on December.I really cant waitttttt.
Guys,always pray for me kay? (:
Im dying
You promised one thing to me.but you promised the opposite thing to someone else.How is that supposed to work?How did all your promises turn into nothing?I bet you tell her the same thing you told me aite?
capital P,it doesnt matter how many truthful things youve already told,one lie can still ruin everything.why did you have to lie to me? Why? Answer me!
Remember this,telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile.
I wont never trust you again.I hurts so much bcause of you.I hate you.
Just stop this lies.Tell me the truth.tell me you're in a relationship with her.Dont you dare to give me hope again.Im done with you
I aint ganna trust
Cut the bullshit.I wasted my time having hope in you.After what you did to me dont you fuckin dare come back to me after what youre done with her ass.Im not your fuckin backup.
Yes Imma bit dissapointed.When you're fuckin single,you call me almost everynight.and now after you already gatta gf,you dont even say hi to me.and I have no idea why did you call me lastnight.No I wont pickup your phonecall.I wont.Just enough with this bullshitsss.Im sick of it.You sure wanna live happily aite?so do I.So yeahhh,dont bother to call me again,ex-boyfriend.
and you! yes you.you too,dont bother to text me again.Come and go.playing and backstab my feelings.Just go.Just go with your PERFECTA life.I dont need a guy like you in my life.Yes,I mean it.
*Im always their second choice aite?I already knew.
Yes Imma bit dissapointed.When you're fuckin single,you call me almost everynight.and now after you already gatta gf,you dont even say hi to me.and I have no idea why did you call me lastnight.No I wont pickup your phonecall.I wont.Just enough with this bullshitsss.Im sick of it.You sure wanna live happily aite?so do I.So yeahhh,dont bother to call me again,ex-boyfriend.
and you! yes you.you too,dont bother to text me again.Come and go.playing and backstab my feelings.Just go.Just go with your PERFECTA life.I dont need a guy like you in my life.Yes,I mean it.
*Im always their second choice aite?I already knew.
Family date
Ive watched HARRY POTTER yesterday.with mi family (: the movie was great and :(((((( too.Snape,I cant believe.Okay shooosh emosi nanti.but I got teary at the last part bcause I knw this is the last movie of Harry Potter.and the day was awesome.I mean it.Family date is so much better than boyfriend date.I dnt knw why I said this but that is freakin true people.Never done it before?
Trust me you should
*Big thanks to J.K Rowling for giving me a magical childhood.
Addicted
Im addicted to this 2 guys below
They areeeee,
Alex Pettyfer
&
Rupert Grint
Okay I dont know why but this is it,I loveee em lotsssss half of my life.Everytime I see em on tv or movie Imma scream like a bitch ;D
Something is wrong with me I knw but this is me.
♥Nasrin
They areeeee,
&
Okay I dont know why but this is it,I loveee em lotsssss half of my life.Everytime I see em on tv or movie Imma scream like a bitch ;D
Something is wrong with me I knw but this is me.
(Y)
Ive been through a tough year on 2009 and 2010.and Im not ganna let it happend again on 2011.Yes I just brokeup wih my ex but who cares?I got Paul,I got my friends that always here for me.I also got my family.I dont need a boyfriend to make me happy.Maybe.I just need to focus on my studies.I dont wanna endup with red ink on my SPM result next year.No way.Stay single is better.No stress,no headache,no heartache.Im not ganna let anyone hurt me.No more.No more jerks in my life.say goodbye to jerks and liars.In 2011,I wanna live happily.No brokenheart for sure.So jerks and liars outthere,get your fuckin ass outta my life (!) Im not even kidding with my words
RTM night
Well well well,I had a really great night last night with Cochraneans at Angkasapuri RTM.Even the event kinda bored but still gatta lots of picts with baby friends.Thats enough fr me yeah?and ada this guy yg won the comp.Idk what comp but yeah its a comp something wtv.hes veryyy cute and I like him thoo.haha okay thts a joke.Wanna see our picts last night? wait I'll upload it.
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Tadaaaaa so this is our pict together.Wanna see more?
Go to my facebook album peeps (:
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Tadaaaaa so this is our pict together.Wanna see more?
Go to my facebook album peeps (:
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Paul the Seafarer
Yes I made this for himm.he's lucky aite? haha okay tu sgt perasan.I miss him so muchieeee.hes now on his way to Miami.Okay I envy him.Miami,my dream place.Shitss nahh nvm Im sure one day Im ganna go to Miami with my guy ofcourseee ♥ and Paul,do buy me things from all around the world yeah.HAAAAA cant wait to see him on December :D I know lama lagi but I dont care! I just wanna spend my time with him thts all.Elehhh
Tambun,Perak
I went to Tambun last saturday! It was funnnn to the max!! :D so this is some picts I captured in Tambun
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