2009

hey 2009 is getting away,2010 is soo coming.yeah i always said,2009 are my bad year.but now i realize,2009 means a lot to me.2009 teach me everything.2009 teach me how to respect people,2009 show me how bad i am,2009 makes me cry alottttt but 2009 is a miracle actually.now 2010 is my new year and my new life with Lisa,the one who always here for me.the one who always wipe my tears.and 2010 is my PMR year ! oh goshhh.i wish it'll end perfectly.and i'm gonna miss 2009.2009's memories will always here in my mind :)

last night

LISA, haha dia ni agak mcm new friend lah to me,sbb baru je kenal tp dh mcm mcm dh.haha thanks lisa,semalam comment comment dgn dia then pukul 10 lebih off,tiba tiba teringat dkt dia then on lah balik,pukul 12 lebih off,then sambung texting dgn dia pula -___- dia call kejap,gila malu lah nak ckp dgn dia, *cehh tetiba jea
then after ckp ckp,teroff pula.haih tak apa tak apa.sabar jea dh lah boring kan,call aby and tetiba ayoy text so text lah dgn abg sayang,pukul 2 lebih dia nak tidur -,- memang tek betul tinggal aku seorang,memang best sgt mcm tuh,after that pkl 3 lebih dh tertidur.awal pula tidur today -_-

sepet zain



yeah you're welcome sepet,kita sama so kita
memang tak boleh biar each other hurts kan.haih
thanks juga sbb jadi kawan i,pendengar setia i and adviser i.
haih best gila kawan dgn you sbb you always buat i gelak
and senyum sorang sorang,haha psl budak kecik tuh the best
haha comel gila diorang,you pun sama LOL

161209



terbaik nih weh,haha SHUKRY HAZIQ & NURSYAFIQA walaweh thanks my syg sbb always buat aku senyum eh.haha ayat manis teee.
semalam best boleh meet ayoy abg syg weh.then konon lah nak meet gurney-ians last last hampeh,aku gerak sorang then ayoy dh memekak suruh cepat dia tunggu dekat topman,fine lah kecoh betul.kuku kuku aku pun rosak dh ni.grr abg abg,haha then dh sampai aku dgn ayoy je pika tak sampai sampai mcm babi lah juga kan.aku dgn ayoy pun gerak pavi nak makan,lepak makan kfc jap,kitaorg gerak naik atas lah ayoy nak smoke,then bila tgh lepak dekat atas,pika ckp dia dh sampai so tunggu dia then ternampak sepet lah kan,sepet ckp adila otw,so aku pun ckp lah nanti cari i dekat kfc pika nak makan.dh habis mkn kitaorg cari adila mcm sial do.haha bila dh jumpa adila nak beli brg so dia kata pergi lah hadramawt dulu nanti dia semua dtg dekat sana.so aku pika ayoy dgn aten pergi lah hadramawt and order shisha and minum,tiba tiba diaorg pun sampai,sambung meja order lagi then mula lah memekak adila dh sangap shisha haha -,- then suddenly kan,alan say HI dekat aku,perggghhh aku fikir dia tak kenal kan haha kantoi sudah.bila dh shisha dgn ayoy pun buat lawak tak henti kepala aku dh pening pika pun sama,tapi shisha tetap shisha haha,then pukul 6 gerak balik,ayoy nak balik klcc,pika pun sekali so aku gerak sorang pergi bb,tunggu punya tunggu papa pickup ambil pukul 7 lebih.teeee betul.but seriously today happy gila dpt meet abg shukry haha ayat ayat :)

09 dec 09



today best lah juga tp seperti biaso bak kata leana,DRAMA haha chill biaso lah tuh kan.hmm shisha shisha minum straight kena rm 70 jea haha tapi nasib je ada WANG.haih then snap snap.tp first sampai pavi,aby boleh main lari lari dgn amyn haha kelakar betul lah then jumpa joy semua talk talk abt mat saleh dekat kfc tuh grr haha semua berebut mat saleh mcm bodoh je.yelah tu jelah,really have a great time with them :)

another year has come

2010 , haih it's PMR ! yeah it is but i don't feel like i wanna be in year 2010. idk why. grr haih

sepet



eleh kecoh lah kau sepet,nasib aku syg kau sikit lah haha. today you mcm sial kan, i thought you betul betul merajuk, ish lastlast tak, buat segan jea sial. geram betul. tak apa sepet, hari ni hari you, esok esok esok lagi mesti hari i, you tgk jea lah haha balas dendam nih. btw thanks okay bangla :) *fie yg kata i ikut jea haha

Siti Aishah



DIA COMEL KAN?yeah dia saya punya ok,iloveyou my little aby :)

RAZLAN MOHD ROSLAN

he said this to me ;

heyy guys , korang kenal ta budak nie sape ? haa kalo korang ta kenal mehh sini aku kenal kan kat korang , budak nie nama dye ZUHAIRA , tpy orang kat luar sana panggil dye ZUE , dye nie bajet dye good good , tpy sebenarnye dye ta la good sngat , HAHA , dye nie perasaan dye lawa , tpy dye ta la lawa sngat , kalo korang kenal dye korang akan meyesal satu hari nnti , mcm kat dalam tv to , HATI HATI DI JALAN RAYA , haha , kalo korang ta percaya cakap aku korang try la sendiri , then lagi satu kalo korang berminat kat dye nie num dye 0173372637 , kalo korang couple dengan dye korang mintak duit je , jangan lebih dari to , HAHA , okay la , cauuuu :)



razlan,idk why you always did this to me.haih btw duit yg i bg you semua i tak kan halalkan okay ! i swear i tak kan pernah halalkan dari dulu sampai sekarang ! you, you jgn lupa you siapa.i still igt you mcm minta sedekah minta duit and topup dari i.you igt i lupa.i tak pernah lupa.and i tak pernah perasan lawa.i sedar i siapa.i bukan org yg lupa diri mcm you razlan.org mcm i tak kan pernah gunakan YOU.you jea yg always pergunakan i.sbb you memang type yg tak tau malu.thanks okay razlan.i hope you tak kan happy dunia akhirat.and jgn igt you dh cukup hot and cukup bagus.sbb you're NOTHING !
till then,

29/11/09

haha swear today gila tak boleh blah.but act best.bbq best gila.haha abg amir,abg audi,sibs abg audi semua,along,angah,zul,elly,kak nadya,sya semua ada gila gempak.lgpun sya baru balik dr dubai lg best rindu gila dekat dia.tadi semua mcm org gila,pasang lagu dekat taman kuat kuat and semua menari mcm org gila weh haha.enjoy gila and main pool semua dekat atas,tak boleh blah gila time main pool.abg audi boleh pula tercampak kan ball,haha then acu merepek repek time abg amir main.haha sumpah mcm sial.lepas pool,sambung balik bbq,then pukul 11 lebih naik atas dgn elly.sya and syfq lawan pool.haha sial fiq,kau ambillah nak menang sgt btw aku dgn elly,aku menang pulaaa haha *nasib je
then pukul 12 lebih aku,zhd,syfq,elly,zul dgn sya boleh pula tgk cerita hantu mcm sial menjerit jerit.bila dh habis aku dgn sya lapar soo kitaorg makan lah crackers bongok tu haha terpaksaa,elly dh tidur mcm sial jea.and dh boring lepak bilik zul kejap then masuk bilik balik layan video kitaorg dulu dulu haha but today best gila,thanks guys for always make me smile :) iloveyouuuuuuu babyy

ym




BIE , ABY tgk ni sepet lukis korang.comel kan?

haha sepet sepet you baik lah but swear agak bengang ckp dgn you tak habis habis nk menang haha

BIE , i baik tak ada lukis you mcm sepet buat,haha
*malas nk tulis choww :)

last day of school




goodbye form two ! :)grr last day memang tak sah if tak habis satu badan and muka putih melepak.tee betul , dh lah ada spotcheck , gelabah kejap kitaorg haha nasib tak kantoi , thanks idham :) after spotcheck cikgu berceramah lah mcm biaso lah mcm tak kenal pula. erm then nak balik memang tee ayep mcm sial spray hairspay apa kejadah tah dekat aku. AYEP ! aku benci kau haha then si shafiq attack aku dgn tepung pula , akim lg m wan lagi memang semua nak attack aku lah grr haha btw guys , thanks for makes me happy today , ILOVEYOU my friends ;)

friend of mine



Mohd azarul amry :)
yeah well , a lot of thankyou to you , you're just a verayyyyyyy good friend and and i really appriciate you lah doh ! btw thanks fer everythings and thanks sbb selalu menghabiskan crdt kau time aku need kau as my listener :))



final

grr final exam pls go away , shuuhh shuhh :)

i'm so sorry for you A*

i'm sorry i can't help you.i don't know what to do besides cry for you.i know your feelings but i'd said to you before right?sometimes,love is not for each other.
if i be her,i'll choose you because you're toooooooo kind and perfect.i don't know what to say but please,i don't wanna look you like this.weak like this.you make me cry okay.and remember this,i'll always care for you :)

boyfriend <3





yeah well he is my boyfie.haha i love you cam , i really do love you till my last breath :) thankyou for always here by my side :)

words abt world

Love,is totally wonderful.
many boys comes and go from my heart.
it's reality and ofcourse i can accept it.
tears is just a start for happiness.
i know and i'm sure one day i'll get the perfect one.
yeah well i always said this to myself,
'nothing is still in this world'
'life is like a wheel.sometimes we're up and down'
'90% boys are suck grr'
'life is complicated'
thats it :)
i can lived until now just because of that words.
it's always in my mind forever,

Friendship,sometimes i ask myself
'where is my true friend?'
but i know that i'll never get the answer.
i want friend is alaways here for me.understand me.
understand my situation.understand my heart.
i want friend till death.
without friends,i'm alone.so please frinds,
DON'T LEAVE ME !

Siblings,yes for me they're really understand me because
they'd here for me from i was a little baby,
thankyou so much sibs.
you guys are the best.THE BEST.
and thanks for always wipe my tears. :)

today

hangout boleh lah best.hmm first first ambil pika then gerak klcc lepak kejap then gerak pavi mkn j.co tunggu aby dengan tyn tak sampai sampai so kitaorg decide nk meet dekat bb.so aku dgn pika pun jalan lah sambil gossip gossip.haha then tunggu joy dengan cousin dia dgn arsyad sekali lepastu gerak rooftop.otw nk pergi rooftop,aby boleh pulak bg ceramah pasal rokok.nak tak nak je aku smoke time tu haha.sampai rooftop,minum minum sambil tunggu zarul.bila dh sampai lepak lepak minum kejap tgk drama aby dgn arsyad pulak.aku pun tak tau lah apa masalahnya.aby sampai nangis nangis.then gerak pavi pulak pergi toilet.tiba tiba kaki pulak melecet,nasib zarul ad plaster,haha then menggedik dkt forever 21 eh haha.snap snap pict zarul.haha si handsome lah konon.haha joke joke then aku pun dgn yg lain snap snap mcm org gila,lepastu diaorg pergi kfc aku dgn zarul pergi entrance smoke kejap.then gerak kfc papa call tanya bila nak balik teee betul.gerak klcc.then terus balik.gila penat doh,

aby




ABY , i love you my dearest <33

the day :)

FOLIO SEJARAH , haha now aku faham doh btw thanks to Zarul Amry even dia agak merepek but his nice actually.thanks for everythings zarul.haha abas pun wey thanks sbb bgtau lampiran tu apa haha syg lah dekat korang :) dohh besides that,teka teka aby happy gila dapat jam from his Fatha haha naik gila aku dengan aby.suka eh kau aby.haha i think today is a nice day and i love it <33

words <33

my brother AYOY always said this : jangan menangis.air mata kau tu emas nanti rugi.
(haha thanks abg iloveyou with all my heart)

my sister EKAA used to say this to me : adik,akk dh nasihat byk dekat adik tp kau degil so akk just ikut je okay apa yg adik nak buat tp jgn menyesal nanti.
(sister,thankyouu and act i do listen to your advices)

my lil ABY said when i was down : zue,kau cantik,kau lawa bukan ada satu lelaki je dekat dunia ni byk lg so kau boleh dpt.
(aby aby iloveyou and i know that now)

my pretty PIKA said : zue kau ni degila tau tak.kau kata nak jd nasrinn tapi aku rasa kau still zue.
(haha dh kau panggil aku zue mcm mana aku tak jd zue.haha thanks babe)




THANKS GUYS FOR THE WORDS,I'LL ALWAYS LISTEN TO THIS LOVELY AND MEANINGFULWORDS FOR FURTURE WHENEVER I WAS DOWN,HEARTBROKEN,CRYING,HAPPY.THANKS <33

them




ILOVE MY FAMILYY

my little

ABY i'll missing you too.dh tak dapat dgr kau ketawa.aku pun dh tak boleh call kau nanti.you're the best baby :) i love you with all my heart.i really do.tak apa nanti aku bawa present from London okay baby tapi tak promise lah haha.nvm you're still in my heart abyyy.
iloveyouuuu <33

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percaya ke tak percaya ke tak percaya ke tak percaya ke tak? eh aku tak tahu lah dgn kau ni nk percaya mcm tak nak tp tk nak percaya mcm evil pulak.grr nvm lah kau jgn nak buat majal dgn aku eh.ni last chance okay bitch.sekali aku dgr kau buat hal lg.satu group aku lakhnat sampai mati.but sorry aku rasa even kita dh agak okay sorry maybe aku dh tak kan tegur or apalah dgn kau.text?maybee lah.grr btw thanks sbb text aku and ckp that you miss me,ceh bangga pulak aku dgn kau ni doh haha :d

star







IMISSYOU STAR !



New Boyfriend

Nicholas Braun
yeah i do love him nyet nyet haha


people,i <3 you

Shukryhaziq
my superb big brother

dzariniezulaikha
you're my big mumbling sister

nursyfqa
superduper greatest lesbo

hidayah
the best pet sis

ateynabila
my little shorty

dianadiane
miss curly imy

sitiaishah
my little partner

zulhilmi
my gayboy buncit

nabilanadya
miss blondie hair

zulaikhaa
my chinese girl

elliza
you're my secret partner

frhleana
makcik pokpek pretty

fatynadibah
my ladok debab

erashakira
little pear ;)

razlanroslan
ex boyfie love

fathaa
special friend eh haha

jasafitri
stupid dupid boyyest

arifsyahmi
my hottest haha

wahyuveirra
imissyou girl

fatenferra
shut up lah :D

shafeera
my leper menyombong

adilaosman
the hott chick

razreenasari
mana kau menghilang?

hell yah

omg cikgu sekarang makin menyial pulak.aku elok elok nak buat baik this year than dia start mengutuk aku depan dpn.grr fuck.eh parent aku pun tak heran aku ada myspace and snap picture mcm mana yg cikgu nak kesah apahal.sumpah busybody gila.eh hal luar tak payah lah ambil tau.kena ke jaga tepi kain orang padahal kain sendiri pun tak terjaga wey.parent aku tak kesah lah aku pakai baju apa.grr menyebok sial.lepastu bawak mulut sana sini bgtahu orang pasal myspace aku.mulut mcm apa.aku tak suruh pun lah kau jaga aku.aku tak nak pun kau jaga aku.parent aku ada cukup lah.tak payah serabutkan kepala otak kau nak jaga aku pulak.yeah aku memang teruk but teruk2 aku tak adalah nak bawak mulut sana sini psl kau.mind your own bussiness lah.jgn sebok hal aku kau nak jaga pahal.dekat dalam sekolah boleh lah cerita ni hal luar pun kau sebok tu masalah lah wey.ouh aku pakai tu salah ni salah,yang kau tgk 'american next top model' boleh pulak eh wey.konon je tutup mata pdhal mata bukak je tgk perempuan bogel kan.grr jgn nk always mengata students je lah.kau susah ke aku nak pakai apa.tak kan?so tak payah lah buat kerja amal nak jaga aku,nak menyebok pasal aku eh.grr wtf.next time please lah jaga mulut cantik kau tu eh.hell hell hell !

YEAH i'm single lady now :)

tears is my bestfriend


haih suddenly i miss you bie.i really miss you like shit.haih ohh god please don't do this to me.i'm tired with all this suckin' things.grrr sometimes i'm okay but sometimes my tears suddenly drop on my cheeks :( i miss the moment when we're together before.i thought i had forget about you but i'm wrong.i can't lie to myself.i still inlove with you.every moment when i'm with you,i'll never forget.even i'm always talking shit about you,my heart still say,i love you and i want you back.yeah i know,world change people change but i can't accept it.i still can't accept that you're not mine anymoree.haih i need more time to forget all about you bie.

:D


I LOVE MY BROTHER :)



HIM


I LOVE MY BROTHER <33
his the best brother in my life yeah.his mine mine and mine alone.grrr thanks okay ayoy sbb promise tak nak tinggal aku.kau jelah pun kan yg selalu ada dekat aku bila aku susah ke aku happy ke.yang lain pergi mana?semua hilang tak nampak muka.his everything to me okay and to anyone who want to hurt him,don't because i'll kill you fucker.i mean it.and i really2 hate they who had hurt my beloved brother.haha brother,i love you and i'll always here besides you okay :) p/s : sorry abob conteng gambar haha

yesterday

hangout gila boring.tunggu ayoy gila lama.then dah sampai lalan ada.first agak mcm "what dia ada?" serious mcm nak lari je.haha then dkt food court bb lalan palau2.grrr
hate it.but its okay.then lalan dgn aeman blah.tak lama tu masz nak meet kechik so meet lah.but kechik lepak skjp je tak tahu dia nak pergi mana.hmm dekat pavi terjumpa zarul,bariq and aba's.ab's tegur so senyum jelah eh haha.time nak balik ayoy buat hal.grrr benci time tu.gaduh dkt otw pergi klcc tu menangis then ayoy blah je.
grr balik tu teruk gila.kaki sakit.badan dah start panas.tak tau knp.lapar semua ada.
haha
penat nak tulis*

to you nursyfqa :

nursyafiqa,i'm sorry.aku tak tahu lah knp but bila kau sebut psl family,aku rasa i'm useless.aku tak suka org nak cakap psl family aku and kau tau kan knp.
semalam bila kau ckp semua tu aku rasa,kau jahat sbb ungkit.aku faham kalau kau nak tolong aku but tak,benda tu tak kan jadi.aku syg kau swear but kau just tak boleh nak faham aku and aku tau kau try nak fhm but kau tak boleh kan.kau tak pernah kena semua ni.aku je yg selalu kena dgn semua boys ni.pika i know abt your father but kau tak boleh nak cakap lelaki semua sama.maybe kau cakap mcm tu sbb kau tgk aku selalu dpt lelaki yg buat aku nangis kan but remember this,kau akn dpt someone who can treat you well syg.not like me,but just forget it.aku mengadu dkt kau psl boys just nak kau dengar.aku nak org teman aku cakap psl problem aku.thats all pika.kau tau tak knp aku tunggu R?sbb aku nak dia mcm R yg first aku kenal.yg jaga aku elok elok.and aku sure 1 day dia akn change :) thats why aku tunggu dia.i'm sure he'll change :) kau igt aku tak perlukan kau ke dlm life aku ha?aku always need kau okay.kalau kau tak ada siapa nak bebel dkt aku ha pika?hehe okay just forget all abt yesterday okay.i forgive you :)

nursyfqa kamal bashah

The stars in heaven shine so bright,
but did you know you were my light?
You helped me grow, you set me free,
you always saw the best in me.
And did you know when days were sad,
you always cared, my heart was glad.
My thoughts of you are always sweet,
and you have made my life complete.
You are my blanket from the storm,
your kind embrace will keep me warm.
No matter where our lives may go,
there is one thing that you should know.
That I will cherish my whole life through,
the heartfelt days I've spent with you.

ex boyfie

grrr wtf ! sumpah doh kau fikir kau bagus sgt ke ha?euww
betul doh cakap kakak aku,buang masa je tunggu kau dpt habuk je okay.
grr fuck fuck.eh hello,aku dh tak ada dlm top kau so kau jangan harap kau ada dlm top aku lah bodoh ! eh sedarlah wey,tak payah nak mainkan perasaan perempuan je wey.
oh 2 words for you= GILA PEREMPUAN.aku rasa kau mesti tak boleh hidup doh kalau perempuan tak ada kan.haha
bila kau nak perempuan tu,separuh mati nak but bila dah dapat kau campak mcm sampah sial.kau fikir kau bagus ke ha?grr gila sial kau ni.
hm lagi 1,tak payahla nk kacau girl tu sbb dia pun dah ada bf kan.haha kesian kau.
dulu serious aku igt aku tak boleh hidup doh tanpa kau but i'm wrong !
aku boleh hidup lg aman lah wey without org gila tak siuman mcm kau !
buat habis airmata aku je menangis sbb lelaki tak guna mcm kau.grr fuck lah wey.
kau fikir ada ke yg nk tahan dgn perangai kau?mainkan perempuan,kejar hot.
haha tak ada yg akn tahan dgn perangai kau doh so change lah.eh eh,sorry sbb ckp benda ni yg maybe boleh sakitkan hati kau but this is the truth lah idiot !

fullofhates,
zuhaira nasrinn

-.-

grr school suck prefect bodoh.ada ke patut kasut B.first tk boleh pakai hish gila bodoh punya prefect.habis kalau B.first pun tk boleh pakai aku nk pakai apa ha bodoh?
sliper lah eh.grrr semua kasut aku pakai salah padahal badariah tk kata apa pun.kau je yg bising bising grrr
stupid stupid stupid hish

grr boyfriend

hesh tk text langsung always busy dgn shooting dia sampai lupa aku eh.
grr bengang gila.from yesterday kot tk text,kata nk call tk call2 sampai pagi aku tunggu.grr
gila bengang lah,aku text td pun tk reti nk reply eh.
haih

braces




i'm wearing braces now but it's hurt grr i love it but at the same time i hate it !

frh leana

eh perempuan thanks abt blog tu okay.haha syg kau gila lah.
dunia akhirat eh frh :)

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yeah its delicious.
cupcakes mini cupcakes :)

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farah leana :)




yeah she's the best.

and she's always said this to me 'chill lah babe'.

haha gedik je kau frh.

perempuan kesayangan aku eh kau.and sorry abt R hari tu psl aku ckp kau nk ambil dia or whatever lah kan.sorry :)

eh eh about F kau tu,chill okay.aku kan ada.don't worry :)

:)

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