Dayyuummm

IM INLOVE!
I really do peeps.omg omg omggggg
can't believe this is happening!
And and I had a great night last night :)
I swear to God.Im not ganna forget last night moment
Im ganna miss my Farhan.Johore Johore Johore -____-'
Stupidddddddddd.

every in you is a suprise!and i still one more
awwwww Farhan said tht to me :)I know i should be proud haha aww im ganna miss him! His everything <3

Today!

This 2 jerks! They make my day today! Zameir and Ida <3
and and now Zameir is apart of our family Yeay! :)
Wahi's Grandchildrens
We ate pizza at Setapak.Its all on Imy! eh eh adalah zameir bayar 4 ringgit :)
I had a really good time with them.No lies peeps

F ♥

Farhan Izhar

You're leaving soon.and I know Im ganna miss you alot
ohh shit hate it.I gota little surprise for you before you leave
Hope you'll like it yeah.Im started to miss you now :')
Johor?Its million miles away.but its for your own good aite so
I think I dont mind.We'd make deal aite?You wont leave me?
Yeah I hope you'll always keep that in your mind.
And please,do inform me,you're okay or not when you're there
because Im ganna worried abt you.Awwhhh I love you buddy
You're my bestfriend! :) Forever okay <3

Heartbroken

My heart was taken by you.broken by you.and now it is in pieces because of you.
You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.
Love hurts. I say that because I know. Love is... or was amazing. It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say. It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more.
I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then :')

Christmas

Santa,can you hear me
All i want for this christmas is
HAPPINESS

Can you fulfill it for me?I dont wanna keep crying
like a little girl.please Mr.Santa?

I dont wanna fall for a wrong guy again
yeah Im scared
I really do Santa.Since he go,
everythings went wrong.maybe it looks like it perfect
but nooo.

I felt something was missing inside me.
Deep down inside my heart,its killing me
Alot of things happen and yea i know it happens for a reason
but all this stuffs,its really killing me
please Santa,get over this suffer feelings from me

Stupid me

Stupid me for trusting you
Stupid me for hoping for you
Stupid me! Yeah I'm stupid

If you ain't want me,DONT KISS ME
If you ain't need me,DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME

Stop gimme a fake stupid hope can you?!
I HATE YOU i really do

PMR result

1A 3B 4C

not that bad aiteeee.atleast i got A and no D no E :)
i didn't usaha at all tau.oh but Bella said,Im working on my maths
yeah well i did.My maths now B! Chin up Nasrin :D
Selalu ha ambil kau nak E je memanjang.and yeah my history C,Im proud of it
I really do.Thanks God

Im ganna try harder on my Spm and get flying colours!

Screw it

Yeah well PMR RESULT!
I'm sure im ganna get stupid result ever!
Don't ask why.

The saddest part

The saddest part of my life

I never get a chance to say I still love him
I wish i can tell him that
Santa,can you help me?Say to him i love him :)
and yeah Santa,all i want on this christmas is HIM
can you get him for me?
Pretty please with a cherry on the top :)

Guys are fuckin same aite.I wish i can understand them
but no,I'll never understand em.It's just too complicated
yeah its complicated

Fat bitch

you already borrowed my money but you can't pay it back.what a sad woman!
I only ask 100,can't you just gimme the money?ohh shit pathetic bitch.PITY YOU LISA
but i don't care.I want my money back you jackass! If you got no money! ask your mom or your dad,stupid 18 year old girl!

we're doing cupcakes for elly! :)
awww we hope she like it.chocolate cupcakes! yummy yummy
yeaa Happy Birthday my darling cuzz hoping you'll have a great day ever today
15 and next year will be 16 awwww <3 today is your big day so yeah! enjoy it cuzz





lots of ♥
your cuzz Iya!

Record!

Record has made todayyy!!!
I've been stay single for 3 months and 6 days :)
Proud of it and i don't lie
HEY BOY this is the proof tht i can live without you jackass!

:)

Sluts ♥

SLUTS yeah well thts what i called em.Oh shit they're my everything! They turn my tears day to a laughter day! How amazing they are aite :) Yeah Ida was right NO ONE CAN KEEP US APART trust me even our parents try to keep us aprt but it didn't work at all aite my baby SLUTS? :) I swear to God I'll never leave you guys alone and sisters foreveeehhhhh ♥♥

Love

SHUKRY HAZIQ ♥

My heart LONGS for you
My soul DIES for you
My eyes CRY for you
My EMPTY hands reach out for

and i loved him
God how i loved him
It wasnt love ofcourse1
even i can see now that it
was infatuation.But at tht time
It damn near killed me
It so passionete,so intense
so painful tht even month afterward
I still feel hurt when i hear his name

yeah well I ain't Rihanna I HATE the way you lie.
but I am Taylor Swift standing here waiting for a guy like
Bruno Mars Loving me for the who i am

So yeah,come here my Bruno Mars <3

Lost love

You were my sunshine you were my life
the one I'd turn to when things didn't go right
I loved you more than anything more than life itself
you forgot that when you claimed you didn't need my help
is that how you wanna be that's fine
but know that i will love you for all of time
you were my baby love it's hurting everyday
can't stand that I'm not with you what more can I say
I need you like the bees need honey
I love you like the rich love money
I need you like rain on fire
you are everything your my desire
I've been waiting for a guy like you
waiting for someone to give my heart too
then I found you but you tore it apart
you said you loved me but it wasn't from your heart
I love you more than all the rays of light
I love you more than every star at night
I need you can't you see
all I ever wanted was for you to love me!

Fav

I want this mommy ! pleasee mommy pleaseeee <3

Dear bestfriend of mine

Syeira Long <3

you're my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear.

Promise me You won't ever cry again little angel <3

Welcome back Nass !

Its been so long since i post something in this blog aiteee?
I miss blog-ing :D
Dont you guys miss me?awww i know i know
A lot of things happens to me now.Bad things Good things
I met new people <3 KevinMac NabilaTarmizi BubuMurad SyeiraLong
They're awesomeeeeeeee

yeah now Im in an open relationship with Tyler Smith
fakk im not into any serious relationship for now :)
Im waiting fr someone :) Guess who?

ohh yea PMR ! is fuckin over and im not so very happy bcause
Im sure the result will be K.O
but chills im okay with it cause atleast im trying
aitee peeps? :D till then

feel like i wanna go far away from here

daddy friends,haih i hate it
i tried to be nice to them but thats just a bullshit
im tired with all this fuckin things that happens in my life now
i have NO ONE now.i have none.

imma bi :)

MOST GIRLS ARE STRAIGHT UNTIL THEY ARE NOT

i used to be a straight girl before but after i met this girl named BIE,i scandal with her and started to love her but because of misunderstand,we brokeup and now i dont know what happen to her because lose contact mannn :) and i thought im not gonna stuck with this stupid world after her but im wrong.i met a girl name MIKA and we also scandal.tak nak lah lebih lebih.and we also brokeup because of mama.haih and after i broke my relationship with RZLN,i found my perfect gay.her name is LISA.she makes me melt guys.but with her,i tak scandal but we couple ! first timeeeeeeee :) she is a great boyfriend to me but after 5 month,we brokeup because of something but im still her friend now :)


the end of storyy

on my birthday

1 JUNE 2010


aww its the best day everrrrrr mannnn
i sneakout to meet lisa my sayang :)
10.30pm i dh keluar lisa fetch me and we got to entah laaa
and jalan jalan pergi danau kota
hantar chichi balik and we go eat at idk wheres the place
and at 3 something,we go to lisa's home
and baring with her,awwwww shes soooo sweet iloveyou sayang
and pukul 5.30am i woke her to send me at my home
fine dh sampai rumah masuk mandi siap siap and 6.30am i keluar balik
she wait for me outside the house.and we go to her place sbb dia kena hantar bela,her sis to sch
after that kitorg continue sleeping.damn tired mannn
pukul 10 lebih send kereta to workshop wait till 11 something
and she drive to selayang mall sara buy a rabbit :)
at 1 something,pickup bela at st.mary after that we got to one utama
and at 5,we got to wangsa walk sbb sara nak beli beg for the rabbit
i and lisa had a fight dlm kereta and she pujuk me.awww ily
and im sorry syg sbb buat hal.i still love youuuuuuu
and terus balik after gaduh.malam tu baru baik balikk
thanks sara nalisa.i had a great tme with you syg.i tak nak hilang you lg.

R to the A to the Z to the L to the A to the N

its RAZLAN :)
act idk i nak merepek apa pula psl dia kali ni just nak cakap yg
imissyouuuuuu like hell mann
sriously lama gila tak text kan.you hilang,i hilang
haih jadilah tu

*razlan,jgn cakap i sombong sbb i i dh try text you kay

high hope

i dont wanna hope for anything because i know i'll never get it

what a day

today wereee just okay.but a lil bit tired.goshh knw what,tomoz exam mannnnn ! i baru tau tadi.gila bodoh you nasrin zal *apa nak jd haih
idk what to do now.i felt damn bored.

fuck up

i walk with a tears
i walk with a broken heart
i walk with a hope

its all because of you faker !

thankyou for brokes my heart
my precious heart
you dont have the right to playing with it
remember that

thankyou

thankyou for makes me feels down.
thankyou for broke my heart
thankyou for playing with my love
thankyou for cheat on me
thankyou for admit you have a new chick
thankyou for everything Sara Nalisa

stupid

yesterday kena halau derr.haha buat hal as always.idk why im getting wild like this now.grr evening bila i online kan myspace i,Faiq comment suruh dtg seri maya.fine i pun dtg.dh tau kena halau i lepak lah until night.with Al,Faiq,Syafiq,Pika,Danial,Anas and bla bla bla.dh lepak cerita cerita bising bising apa semua.gedik dgn Syapiak handsome tu skjp haha tiba tiba i Al Pika emo lah pulak.haha Al ajak smoke so on jelah kan.dh org ajak.and suddenly Al batuk and sakit dada that time i dh membebel mcm mak nenek tua dh suruh dia stop.haih Al fikri Al fikri apa nak jd dgn you ni.after that,gf dia dtg and pika balik.10.30 Al nak balik.so tinggal i dgn danial jelah.danial balik 11 pm,i dh blur i text Boon and he said he wanna help me that night.and pukul 12 i suruh Fawas send i dkt maluri and i jalan kaki ke PGRM if not mistaken.and at 1 am,Boon dtg and we walk to his house.kitaorg masuk rumah dia slow gilaaa.and mission complete haha lega gila bila dh masuk bilik.hm and dia turn on lagu apa tah kan.but before that dia bg i teddy bear.i pun main main lah ckp ckp dgn that teddy mcm org gilaa.i tanya nama dia sapa Boon ckp tak tau.dia suruh i named it.so i named it Noah :) *i miss my Noah
tiba tiba i feel like sleepy so dia turn off the pc and suruh i tidur.at 5 am,we get up.we go drink at mamak stall.grr its 5 am guyssss.haih im damn tired.then we walk to pertama where he used to play bball there.tunggu punya tunggu cerita punya cerita.dh pukul 9 something and his friend fetch us and go to take our breakfast :) and at 10 smthing,diaorg decided to go to cc.abt an hour later,Rash send me to school and i wait till 1.10 to follow masz :) haihhhh dh mandi mandi semua masak makan dh pukul 6 so masz's mom send me to my house :) what a tireddddd day mann

i'll never trust you again

your words,ur promises is just a shit.thats all is just your game to play with my heart ! i hate you.i hate because you make me fall inlove with you again.and again,my heart were really hurts.thankyouu.i think now i should move on with my new life.i swear i will find someone is double better than you ! i swear to god.you play with my heart ! do you think you're good enough to play with it huh?no you're not good enough ! you'll NEVER be good because you're suck.i swear you'll never happy ! and i'll laugh loud when you fail.i swear baby.


mood ; sad hurts crying

7 May 2010

i met a lottt of new friends :) they're Faiq,Al,Syafiq,Anas and Danial and i tk igt lg.sorry
on 2 pm something i gerak to pika's house.igt nak lepak skjp je.but terlama sampai tertidur rumah dia.hehe ptg tu go shisha at seri maya as usual.lepak until 7.30 and diaorg semua gerak danial's condo.after that,we go jamming.i duduk mcm nak pengsan dkt situ tgk diaorg jamming.hehe :) and at 10 something,Anas ans Faiq send i and pika at lrt setiawangsa :) thanks guys

S.O.X

:)))) yesterday at 8 am,my sis woke me up and suruh siap siap.fine i go take my bath and iron my PIRATES tee :) and take my oatmeal for breakfast.at 8.45 something,pika text said she's comeing for sox.fine and after she's here(lol),i change my cloth then go fetch my sis and bella and fatha :) papa hantar dkt taylor college and tiba tiba we know yg that place were a wrong place.phh shit dh la papa dh pergi.then we decided to take the cab.bapak mahallll dekat je dh 15.grr nvm laaa.sampai sampai taylor lakeside,cheerleaders tgh berkumpul and my sis started to bebel yg she's hungry.haha gila kau ekaa.and at 11 am,the show starts.drumlines start and second were PIRATESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! :) ohh man i shout a lot for them.haha its real fun.and wait until 2 pm,we decided to go to sunway pyramid sbb semua dh lapar gila wehh.sampai sana,gemok awie yana azman semua tiba tiba ada lah.haha and kecoh semua nak makan di tempat yg berlainan.i and bell terus duduk dkt Wendy's haha apalagi seua just follow us.hhaa padan mukaaa byk songeh lg.time nak makan azman punya sweet bawa cake for bells :) goshh im jealous.tiba tiba rasa cake tu seriously suk mann.semua dh buat muka.sampai jasa spoil.igt nak jaga lah hati azman.jasa ni bodoh la.ruparupanya cake tu got wain.grr tak sedapppp.and at 5.30 papa pickup us all.otw home,Lisa call me.and we talk talk talk.haih miss her like hell.and dia off phone for no reason until now.haih i miss youuuuu.i hope you're fine.thats all i wanna share with you guyss :)

Himmmmm :)

im sure you guys will know him if you keep reading and follow my blog because i made a lot of post about him before.i made this post coz i wanna thank him for always make me happy :) his always act crazy and make me laugh loud like hell.haha thanks buncit.you're the greatest friend i ever had.i really do appreciate you.even now we have a different life,i still not gonna forget our shit life before :) haha im joking.even you're just my ex,but do remember this,I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR LAUGHTER :) you laugh like devil man.but i still like it.no worries.we had a long journey together kan?and we had a big fight before but now we still together.i am ur friend and you are my greatestfriend even sometimes you make me feels down :) thankyou for always make me happy.thankyou soo much

♥

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all :)

17 April 10

ha ni laa gambar yg semuanya ada except Abob.
i wanna tell you about my first time in shah alam and also first time i'm happy like hell mannnnn.thanks to this people Shukry Haziq,Razlan Roslan,Azraf Samsudin and also Nurul Sakynah ♥
it's start from here.i fight with my mom and mama said this 'i dont wanna see your face again next time ! go away.'
and i go to sch and meet my friends there and talk talk talk abt that fuckin' things.
at 5 pm,i go meet my ex Lan and lepak-ing with them.sampai malam wehhhhh
we hanging around pavi bb alaa that usual place.
and at 8 pm,we decide to go to karaoke.i just followed them.and guess what.we do a lotttt of things together in that karaoke room kan? :)
it's sooo much fun man.i put my head away when i'm with them and for sure with him :) and at 9 something,they wanna go back already and Lan keep asking me where i wanna sleep that night.i'm sooo tension and i shout at him 'can you shut up for a moment !' haha kan dh kena.pity him* so i decided to sleep at my bro's place.shah alam laaa :) first timee derr
thennn we go back and reach there about 1 am something.i'm so so so tired.Abob and his partner go back to their house.me ienaa ayoy and lan go to ayoy's place at batu belah i think.whatever
lepastu kan,i felt soooooo damn hungryyyy.so ayoy took me to afnan.and we eat.*ada byk nyamuk doo
t=we talk talk talk and send lan at his home abt 3 am.
and then we sleeppppppppppp.
8 am,good morning people :) i wake lan up and suruh dia mandi apa semua.
9 something,ayoy pick him up.we wait for bus and ktm for go to kl :)
we go to pc fair.i hate you Razlan ! you nak buat kaki i patah apa?haha
and i go back :) it's a longgg long day with my beloved.thankyou friends.i do LOVEE you ♥

goodbye?

i hate goodbye.im gonna miss him like hell.grr
2 years kay.goshh its a long time.now,his always here to help me,cheer me.
but what will happen to me when his gone?idk and i dont wanna knw either.
yah i got many friends but i will feel 'losing' when his not here.
his a good friend of mine.real good i tell you.i swear i dont want him to go there.
but what can i do kan? :) after 2 years nanti,maybe he'll forgot me.
but im not gonna forget abt him even for 1%.trust me :)

sport day

today sport day start at 7.30 am.but i was late today haha and then sampai stadium,i terus call wahyu tanya dia dkt mana.first meet pojie semua dulu diaorg cari AJ.after tu lepak lepak with wahyu and akim.and bila habis march,brahim pula dtg and lepak lepak and snap snap lah mcm biasa.after tu,we lepak at pirates.and suddenly this PUAN SUMARNI marah marah kitaorg sbb lepak situ.i just like wtf?grr brahim dh bengang terus blah dkt rumah biru.time pirates perform i akim and wahyu je semangat jerit jerit.mcm bodoh gila -_____- semua pandang mcm tgk benda pelik.haha funny and after sport day,i and wahyu go out around pavi and we try try baju dkt forever 21.haha bodoh gila then wahyu gtg.i seorang and brahim text nk meetup dkt entrance pavi.okay lah kan i pun gerak lah pergi sana and dh jumpa ada pa'an,tiff sekali so we go to BR,tiff's fav :) dekat br tiff buat muka tak bersalah gila haha if where pink colour shirt or wtv lah double scoop bayar for 1 scoop only.haha tiff happy gila that time.lepastu tiff balik and i dgn brahim pergi hadramawt siapa tah treat us.hehe and 7 pm i gtg and i tell brahim kan,and he gtg too so kitaorg seperate dkt entrance pavi.sampai sampai rumah pkl 7.45 mandi and terus tuition.grr tiredd but still having a nice day :)

promises

mama keep saying this,'dont trust guys,ayat manis je diaorg tu' and i was like,yahhh wtv -,- i cant accept that mama was right.i easily trust guys and their promises but they keep broking it.they dont think abt my feelings.such an ego man.i wish i can be like them.they keep saying this,'i will always there for you,no matter what happen.' but wheres the promises now?gone isnt it?hell.from now on,please dont promise me anything man.because your promises is just an empty words.

grr

please i tak kacau life you kan?i beg you jgn kacau life i sbb life i tak happy okay ! puas hati you ha?sesekor kawan you text i,i rimas okay pdhal kita dah OVER.
i tak faham langsung do.please i beg you,if you nak kwn dgn i,okay im okay with it but if you nak buat life i lg sial,baik you pergi and move on dgn life you.

practice

yesterday farisya call suruh dtg practice cheer nak menyibuk dkt pirates kan.haa i pun dtg laa.but without papa tahu.sbb my backbone kan tak baik lg.then,lepak lepak and gossip gossip dgn farisya while waiting the others,last last 6 org je dtg.fine.we still lepak and chill-ing.and after that,we try chicken squad,nami as flyer.and entah mcm mana,he kick my nose.grr terpelanting i jatuh,grr shit.and tanpa i sedar,i menangis haha sakit -,- then my nose bleeding.but sekejap jelah.and try hand stand kan,nadia pula kick my face.grr nak nangis.after that,try chicken squad again but change flyer,nabil.and i tak tau mcm mana boleh dia sepak my eye.godddddd.and dia ckp mcm ni,sorry lah actually i tak trust base.wtf ! hey trust your base lah.if you tak trust us,mcm mana nak angkat do.grr and then i giveup,farisya replace me.grr mcm apa je training semalam.but it's fun :)

tense

ohh shitt.im sooo tension.no lah bukan apa.im okay with the team but im scared if i cant do it.grr but i have friends who always support me.i got Vin and Joy.and Whyu.diaorg sgt sgt faham i okay,and sooooo thankyou to you guys.haihh and i got mr K also.without them,i think i cant do it.guys,pray for me okay :)

friend

Thanks a lotttt Vin sayang,i sgt sgt appriciate you.you always ada if i need you.when i said im giveup with cheer,you bg semangat and everything dkt i.thanks friend.remember,i'll always here for you :) even you ckp you jahat mcm mana pun dulu,i know that now you'd change kan?for me,you're realllll nice syg ha-ha you are there if i need someone and you support me 100% kan?thanks.dulu i thought i have no one to support me in cheer-ing.but now i got you who always cheer me up.i got you and farah.i love you guys soooo much.i cant do it without you guys,and without you mr Gay,maybe i akan dh lama quit from cheer.seriously i said,i tahan coz you said BE TOUGH and I CAN DO IT ! i will remember that words forever <33

training

training cheer first forst agak takut after dgr Jehan nk coach.ohh nooooooooooooooo !
then bila sampai je,god dia tak ada haha happy.but Tiff replace her ! hmm time buat apa tah,gosh mcm nak mati semua dh menjerit fuck shit semua keluar.haha after that woahhhh lega lah gila gila punya lega.but act its good untuk tangan.then time buat rocket,Myra jatuh.i dh rasa bersalah gila gila time tu then 1 squad kena denda lari 3 round.haihhh after that train train and try try after dpt.okay lah after that,Aizat and Shafiq marah marah suruh buat lagi yg wtv lah nama dia kan.i dh rasa mcm giveup gila dh that time.take 5 dulu then boleh buat lepas tu.then habis training 6.15 om.tunggu cikgu nak balik sama semua.sampai rumah pukul 8 lebih.gila lama but act training best :)

LOL

UPIN IPIN?memang bodoh lah kan haha Azu punya pasal my name terus jadi Ipin until now dia panggil Ipin.haha bongok lah Azu -___-

first day of sch

so far so good.cikgu pun okay okay jea -_____- first day dh lambat nasib baik prefect syg baik ha-ha time nak balik beli buku beratur punya panjang.tp nasib baik shafiq yg belikan untuk i aww thanks haha then sepanjang tunggu shafiq beli buku nak dekat 1 hour lah juga,ckp ckp dgn my Veirra psl beg lah psl apalah.minah syg tu memang kuat merepek tau.haha iloveyou baby then bila dh habis tu balik pukul 3 lebih mcm bodoh lepak mcd dgn aby and nabil sbb nak tunggu papa.then call Lisa and berckp mcm biasa lah.dia topup for me awww iloveyou syg.then texting texting lah merepek apa tapi seriously best gila on dgn dia ♥ but everything just fine today.