promises

mama keep saying this,'dont trust guys,ayat manis je diaorg tu' and i was like,yahhh wtv -,- i cant accept that mama was right.i easily trust guys and their promises but they keep broking it.they dont think abt my feelings.such an ego man.i wish i can be like them.they keep saying this,'i will always there for you,no matter what happen.' but wheres the promises now?gone isnt it?hell.from now on,please dont promise me anything man.because your promises is just an empty words.

grr

please i tak kacau life you kan?i beg you jgn kacau life i sbb life i tak happy okay ! puas hati you ha?sesekor kawan you text i,i rimas okay pdhal kita dah OVER.
i tak faham langsung do.please i beg you,if you nak kwn dgn i,okay im okay with it but if you nak buat life i lg sial,baik you pergi and move on dgn life you.

practice

yesterday farisya call suruh dtg practice cheer nak menyibuk dkt pirates kan.haa i pun dtg laa.but without papa tahu.sbb my backbone kan tak baik lg.then,lepak lepak and gossip gossip dgn farisya while waiting the others,last last 6 org je dtg.fine.we still lepak and chill-ing.and after that,we try chicken squad,nami as flyer.and entah mcm mana,he kick my nose.grr terpelanting i jatuh,grr shit.and tanpa i sedar,i menangis haha sakit -,- then my nose bleeding.but sekejap jelah.and try hand stand kan,nadia pula kick my face.grr nak nangis.after that,try chicken squad again but change flyer,nabil.and i tak tau mcm mana boleh dia sepak my eye.godddddd.and dia ckp mcm ni,sorry lah actually i tak trust base.wtf ! hey trust your base lah.if you tak trust us,mcm mana nak angkat do.grr and then i giveup,farisya replace me.grr mcm apa je training semalam.but it's fun :)

tense

ohh shitt.im sooo tension.no lah bukan apa.im okay with the team but im scared if i cant do it.grr but i have friends who always support me.i got Vin and Joy.and Whyu.diaorg sgt sgt faham i okay,and sooooo thankyou to you guys.haihh and i got mr K also.without them,i think i cant do it.guys,pray for me okay :)

friend

Thanks a lotttt Vin sayang,i sgt sgt appriciate you.you always ada if i need you.when i said im giveup with cheer,you bg semangat and everything dkt i.thanks friend.remember,i'll always here for you :) even you ckp you jahat mcm mana pun dulu,i know that now you'd change kan?for me,you're realllll nice syg ha-ha you are there if i need someone and you support me 100% kan?thanks.dulu i thought i have no one to support me in cheer-ing.but now i got you who always cheer me up.i got you and farah.i love you guys soooo much.i cant do it without you guys,and without you mr Gay,maybe i akan dh lama quit from cheer.seriously i said,i tahan coz you said BE TOUGH and I CAN DO IT ! i will remember that words forever <33