YEHAAAA Im back ;D
and today's topic is RAYAAAAAAAAA
I really cant wait for raya its going to be epic I bet.and tomoz is Raya.How cool is that.Goodbye Ramadhan and Hello Raya and 2 weeks after Raya,me and the whole family ganna go to New Zealand.Im so excited.but SCHOOL.Erghh I dont wanna go to school.I hate school.really ;( whatever Im still ganna
e-n-j-o-y-i-n-g my eid.and
HAPPY EID MUBARAK EVERYONE (:
Dream
I had a dream last night.and all I can remember is
PAUL LEE and SAI MANSOR.
Its okay and normal if PAUL LEE in my dream,but SAI MANSOR? Mannn thats a bit weird.
maybe I miss him bcause we're not talking to each other now aite.Weird me.
and Im not sure whether its a good dream or a bad dream.I hope its good.
Whatever I dont wanna think much abt it.Kinda scared me :/
PAUL LEE and SAI MANSOR.
Its okay and normal if PAUL LEE in my dream,but SAI MANSOR? Mannn thats a bit weird.
maybe I miss him bcause we're not talking to each other now aite.Weird me.
and Im not sure whether its a good dream or a bad dream.I hope its good.
Whatever I dont wanna think much abt it.Kinda scared me :/
Prefects badge 2011/2012
Hi!
I wanna say CONGRATS to my fellow amazing and great friends for their new blue shirt and later,BLAZERRRR :D
- Eric Abraham,Sai Mansor,Syafiq Amin,Muadzam
- Aby Aishah and Amalina Azmi
Im so proud.and I really really hope you're not ganna be like 'the old senior prefects' me hate it you know.Yucks whatever
but still,CONGRATS (!)
Poppin around
Thereeeeeee us.But Azean,Alia,Haziq and Bella gone missing :/
♥
So this is Sai Mansor, a friend of mine.Okay the reason why I wrote this entry is bcause,I wanna tell with you people that I cant talk to him anymore :/ Its kinda sad I know but me and Hakim done this stupid bet thingy and yeah thats the rule.No talking to Sai for 1 month.1 month,Im so screwed people.
The truth
Kinda awkward when we're not talking at all :/ and the stupid part is,we're in the same exact class.I always forgot the fact that I cant talk to him anymore or either,I'll lose.Shoot,please I wanna win this ridiculous bet thingy.
I guess everyone want me to lose this game.NO WAY IM GANNA WIN.and thats a promise (:
Even I cant talk to him but its okay on 17 Sept which is one day before I go to New Zealand,I can start talk to him like I used to.Cant wait.Really (:
:/
Okay I dont know why but I get emotional so easily nowadays.Weird me
and yes,abt capital P,I dont know.I guess he lied again :/ Go die
Farahid Asri,whos the fuck is that?Im the only one now?I dont trust you
I dont trust any words you say now.I dont trust any sweet words that everyone
told me.bcause I know,its just some bullshit.Everyone is telling me a bullshit
and I never understand why :/
and yes,abt capital P,I dont know.I guess he lied again :/ Go die
Farahid Asri,whos the fuck is that?Im the only one now?I dont trust you
I dont trust any words you say now.I dont trust any sweet words that everyone
told me.bcause I know,its just some bullshit.Everyone is telling me a bullshit
and I never understand why :/
Life
Life
Life is something that is very strange,
We are born to die
And live in pain
We all go through it day by day
Some get noticed others don’t
Some sit on their own
And watch the others grow
Others live and grow on their own
But there is some like me
That day after day
The pain from a broken heart never fades
I go through this pain to see you happy
Even if it means i may never truly smile again
Life is a world of pain?
But when i was with you everything seemed so great
I need you back to save me from this place
Life is something that is very strange,
We are born to die
And live in pain
We all go through it day by day
Some get noticed others don’t
Some sit on their own
And watch the others grow
Others live and grow on their own
But there is some like me
That day after day
The pain from a broken heart never fades
I go through this pain to see you happy
Even if it means i may never truly smile again
Life is a world of pain?
But when i was with you everything seemed so great
I need you back to save me from this place
Can you believe?
8 PLANETS
204 COUNTRIES
809 ISLANDS
7 SEAS
7 BILLION PEOPLE
and I'M SINGLE
Shooooot thts kinda sad :/
204 COUNTRIES
809 ISLANDS
7 SEAS
7 BILLION PEOPLE
and I'M SINGLE
Shooooot thts kinda sad :/
Phineas and Ferb
Yes I like,erm more to love I think.I LOVE WATCHING Phineas and Ferb.
Soooooo whatt? Gatta problem with it? Go die (:
Always him
I can run nowhere.It sound really sad when I found I cant stop thinking abt him.yes my LMP :) he lied and lied and I still can forgive him.Whatta weak me aite.he makes me weak and melt too I know.Even hes millions miles away,im still here waiting fr him.I dont understand myself.
'Distance doesnt ruin a relationship but doubts do'
I guess,those words were right.I dont know.Im really inlove with I guess or maybe it just bcause im lonely and i need someone to gedik gedik with aite.I dont know either.but I swear,I cant stop thinking abt this guy.weird thoo.
but I know,I'll always be just his scandal.Nothing more than that.Maybe.If we are meant for each other,one day,he'll be mine.Insy but I dont put a really high hope on this guy.I dont wanna get a heartbroken again (:
'Distance doesnt ruin a relationship but doubts do'
I guess,those words were right.I dont know.Im really inlove with I guess or maybe it just bcause im lonely and i need someone to gedik gedik with aite.I dont know either.but I swear,I cant stop thinking abt this guy.weird thoo.
but I know,I'll always be just his scandal.Nothing more than that.Maybe.If we are meant for each other,one day,he'll be mine.Insy but I dont put a really high hope on this guy.I dont wanna get a heartbroken again (:
Regrets
I used to said,
he's honest,and he's sweet like a sugar,and would do anything to make me smile.
and I forgot,that he's also a guy that can never be trusted.
Before I went to sleep,
I always ask myself the ifs and whys.but I never really get the answer.
He said forever.but forever isnt true.He left me speechless,and now hes begging me to meet and talk and treat him nicely?I aint give a damn,Im tired to be stupid.I dont wanna live with bullshits he told me.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNWORTHY
Fuck him.fuck every breath hes ever taken.fuck his smile.fuck his crystal brown eyes.fuck his hands intertwined in mine.fuck all the long talks.fuck all the butterflies.fuck all the smiles. fuck all the tears.fuck all the bullshit.fuck the lies.fuck his new girl.fuck what he told me the other night.FUCK HIM
*July 20,2010.Ex-boyfriend who can never be trusted
he's honest,and he's sweet like a sugar,and would do anything to make me smile.
and I forgot,that he's also a guy that can never be trusted.
Before I went to sleep,
I always ask myself the ifs and whys.but I never really get the answer.
He said forever.but forever isnt true.He left me speechless,and now hes begging me to meet and talk and treat him nicely?I aint give a damn,Im tired to be stupid.I dont wanna live with bullshits he told me.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNWORTHY
Fuck him.fuck every breath hes ever taken.fuck his smile.fuck his crystal brown eyes.fuck his hands intertwined in mine.fuck all the long talks.fuck all the butterflies.fuck all the smiles. fuck all the tears.fuck all the bullshit.fuck the lies.fuck his new girl.fuck what he told me the other night.FUCK HIM
*July 20,2010.Ex-boyfriend who can never be trusted
Ex-boyfriend
He wanna meet me.BUT I DONT WANNA MEET HIM.Why?Bcause I dont want to.Got it?I hate him,haih I wish I hate him.Im scared to meet him.Idk why either.Maybe im just scared to be inlove with him over again.I dont know
This things,ergh
This things,ergh
Cafe Stelle by Raffles
at Cafe Stelle.lots and lots of macaroons (:
Stories
Yeah now its ady ramadhan.Cant wait for raya (: and 2 weeks after raya,Im going to New Zealand.Yeayyy
and know what,
I fell inlove with this guy.but I never tell anyone.Im scared and shy too.hihi Gedik I know.I aint care.I never think to fall inlove with him.but I think,it just happend.and I know,I wont never get him bcause hes a what we called alim-guy.and me?you can tell aite (: Its okay,maybe hes just not for me.Kumbang bukan seekor elehhh.
and yes,
tomoz is my last paper.and IM SO SO HAPPY.this monthly test makes me half-crazy.and GOSH next year,SPM.sweet Im lovin my life.
End- Ganna write more later.
and know what,
I fell inlove with this guy.but I never tell anyone.Im scared and shy too.hihi Gedik I know.I aint care.I never think to fall inlove with him.but I think,it just happend.and I know,I wont never get him bcause hes a what we called alim-guy.and me?you can tell aite (: Its okay,maybe hes just not for me.Kumbang bukan seekor elehhh.
and yes,
tomoz is my last paper.and IM SO SO HAPPY.this monthly test makes me half-crazy.and GOSH next year,SPM.sweet Im lovin my life.
End- Ganna write more later.
Guys are all the same
YOU! yes its you.Im talking to you.Dont mess with me.Its fuckin way to good Im giving you a third chance.and yet,you blew it up.You lied and you even said to your gf that Im the one who like you?HELL we're into each other.remember?Oh yea maybe it just another bullshit you tell me huh?I dont know whether I still can believe you or not.You talks bullshit tooooo many times.Nvm,Im still ganna hear it bcause when we know the truth,lies sounds funny.Plus,it can entertain me thoo.Listening to lies.wow Imma good girl aite?ha-ha keep talking,LIAR
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