Life
Life is something that is very strange,
We are born to die
And live in pain
We all go through it day by day
Some get noticed others don’t
Some sit on their own
And watch the others grow
Others live and grow on their own
But there is some like me
That day after day
The pain from a broken heart never fades
I go through this pain to see you happy
Even if it means i may never truly smile again
Life is a world of pain?
But when i was with you everything seemed so great
I need you back to save me from this place
Can you believe?
8 PLANETS
204 COUNTRIES
809 ISLANDS
7 SEAS
7 BILLION PEOPLE
and I'M SINGLE
Shooooot thts kinda sad :/
204 COUNTRIES
809 ISLANDS
7 SEAS
7 BILLION PEOPLE
and I'M SINGLE
Shooooot thts kinda sad :/
Phineas and Ferb
Yes I like,erm more to love I think.I LOVE WATCHING Phineas and Ferb.
Soooooo whatt? Gatta problem with it? Go die (:
Always him
I can run nowhere.It sound really sad when I found I cant stop thinking abt him.yes my LMP :) he lied and lied and I still can forgive him.Whatta weak me aite.he makes me weak and melt too I know.Even hes millions miles away,im still here waiting fr him.I dont understand myself.
'Distance doesnt ruin a relationship but doubts do'
I guess,those words were right.I dont know.Im really inlove with I guess or maybe it just bcause im lonely and i need someone to gedik gedik with aite.I dont know either.but I swear,I cant stop thinking abt this guy.weird thoo.
but I know,I'll always be just his scandal.Nothing more than that.Maybe.If we are meant for each other,one day,he'll be mine.Insy but I dont put a really high hope on this guy.I dont wanna get a heartbroken again (:
'Distance doesnt ruin a relationship but doubts do'
I guess,those words were right.I dont know.Im really inlove with I guess or maybe it just bcause im lonely and i need someone to gedik gedik with aite.I dont know either.but I swear,I cant stop thinking abt this guy.weird thoo.
but I know,I'll always be just his scandal.Nothing more than that.Maybe.If we are meant for each other,one day,he'll be mine.Insy but I dont put a really high hope on this guy.I dont wanna get a heartbroken again (:
Regrets
I used to said,
he's honest,and he's sweet like a sugar,and would do anything to make me smile.
and I forgot,that he's also a guy that can never be trusted.
Before I went to sleep,
I always ask myself the ifs and whys.but I never really get the answer.
He said forever.but forever isnt true.He left me speechless,and now hes begging me to meet and talk and treat him nicely?I aint give a damn,Im tired to be stupid.I dont wanna live with bullshits he told me.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNWORTHY
Fuck him.fuck every breath hes ever taken.fuck his smile.fuck his crystal brown eyes.fuck his hands intertwined in mine.fuck all the long talks.fuck all the butterflies.fuck all the smiles. fuck all the tears.fuck all the bullshit.fuck the lies.fuck his new girl.fuck what he told me the other night.FUCK HIM
*July 20,2010.Ex-boyfriend who can never be trusted
he's honest,and he's sweet like a sugar,and would do anything to make me smile.
and I forgot,that he's also a guy that can never be trusted.
Before I went to sleep,
I always ask myself the ifs and whys.but I never really get the answer.
He said forever.but forever isnt true.He left me speechless,and now hes begging me to meet and talk and treat him nicely?I aint give a damn,Im tired to be stupid.I dont wanna live with bullshits he told me.
YOU MAKE ME FEEL UNWORTHY
Fuck him.fuck every breath hes ever taken.fuck his smile.fuck his crystal brown eyes.fuck his hands intertwined in mine.fuck all the long talks.fuck all the butterflies.fuck all the smiles. fuck all the tears.fuck all the bullshit.fuck the lies.fuck his new girl.fuck what he told me the other night.FUCK HIM
*July 20,2010.Ex-boyfriend who can never be trusted
Ex-boyfriend
He wanna meet me.BUT I DONT WANNA MEET HIM.Why?Bcause I dont want to.Got it?I hate him,haih I wish I hate him.Im scared to meet him.Idk why either.Maybe im just scared to be inlove with him over again.I dont know
This things,ergh
This things,ergh
Cafe Stelle by Raffles
at Cafe Stelle.lots and lots of macaroons (:
Stories
Yeah now its ady ramadhan.Cant wait for raya (: and 2 weeks after raya,Im going to New Zealand.Yeayyy
and know what,
I fell inlove with this guy.but I never tell anyone.Im scared and shy too.hihi Gedik I know.I aint care.I never think to fall inlove with him.but I think,it just happend.and I know,I wont never get him bcause hes a what we called alim-guy.and me?you can tell aite (: Its okay,maybe hes just not for me.Kumbang bukan seekor elehhh.
and yes,
tomoz is my last paper.and IM SO SO HAPPY.this monthly test makes me half-crazy.and GOSH next year,SPM.sweet Im lovin my life.
End- Ganna write more later.
and know what,
I fell inlove with this guy.but I never tell anyone.Im scared and shy too.hihi Gedik I know.I aint care.I never think to fall inlove with him.but I think,it just happend.and I know,I wont never get him bcause hes a what we called alim-guy.and me?you can tell aite (: Its okay,maybe hes just not for me.Kumbang bukan seekor elehhh.
and yes,
tomoz is my last paper.and IM SO SO HAPPY.this monthly test makes me half-crazy.and GOSH next year,SPM.sweet Im lovin my life.
End- Ganna write more later.
Guys are all the same
YOU! yes its you.Im talking to you.Dont mess with me.Its fuckin way to good Im giving you a third chance.and yet,you blew it up.You lied and you even said to your gf that Im the one who like you?HELL we're into each other.remember?Oh yea maybe it just another bullshit you tell me huh?I dont know whether I still can believe you or not.You talks bullshit tooooo many times.Nvm,Im still ganna hear it bcause when we know the truth,lies sounds funny.Plus,it can entertain me thoo.Listening to lies.wow Imma good girl aite?ha-ha keep talking,LIAR
Football match
The last post I cakap I tk pergi match tu kannn?NOOOOO I pergiiii with Bella,Ebby and Dyla (: Im sooo happy.and even Tigers didnt win,they did veryyyy well in the match.Lions is just gooooooooooooood at acting.Fuck em.Tigers,whatever happens,Tigers always in heart ;D ♥
GO TIGERS GO!
and thts me with Malaysia biggg flag!
Tigers!
Okay Imma bit down bcause I cant go to Malaysia vs Singapore match tonight.All tickets sold out laaa :( but nvm.and TIGERS! goodluck and yesssss,GO TIGERS! kick Singapore's butt-syyyy ;D Tigers,please dont dissapoint me.I know you guys are wayyy better than em.YEAY YEAY TIGERS!
Happy
OMEGODDDD.Im so so so damn happy! me and capital P,we're okay nowwwwwww :') Yeah I know,he lied.but everyone deserve second and maybe third chance aite?So thts what Im trying to do.Third chance for him.He already told me the whole story,why he lied and all.He promised me he wont lie again.I just can hope tht he wont lie to me ever again.Ever ever again
Im scared.Scared of being hurt again and again.Im scared to fall in love with a stranger,but yeah,I did.I do actly.Im inlove with him.I dont wanna be a liar,I want the whole world know that Im inlove with him.With this weird chinese guy.
and Im really excited to see him on December.I really cant waitttttt.
Guys,always pray for me kay? (:
Im dying
You promised one thing to me.but you promised the opposite thing to someone else.How is that supposed to work?How did all your promises turn into nothing?I bet you tell her the same thing you told me aite?
capital P,it doesnt matter how many truthful things youve already told,one lie can still ruin everything.why did you have to lie to me? Why? Answer me!
Remember this,telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile.
I wont never trust you again.I hurts so much bcause of you.I hate you.
Just stop this lies.Tell me the truth.tell me you're in a relationship with her.Dont you dare to give me hope again.Im done with you
I aint ganna trust
Cut the bullshit.I wasted my time having hope in you.After what you did to me dont you fuckin dare come back to me after what youre done with her ass.Im not your fuckin backup.
Yes Imma bit dissapointed.When you're fuckin single,you call me almost everynight.and now after you already gatta gf,you dont even say hi to me.and I have no idea why did you call me lastnight.No I wont pickup your phonecall.I wont.Just enough with this bullshitsss.Im sick of it.You sure wanna live happily aite?so do I.So yeahhh,dont bother to call me again,ex-boyfriend.
and you! yes you.you too,dont bother to text me again.Come and go.playing and backstab my feelings.Just go.Just go with your PERFECTA life.I dont need a guy like you in my life.Yes,I mean it.
*Im always their second choice aite?I already knew.
Yes Imma bit dissapointed.When you're fuckin single,you call me almost everynight.and now after you already gatta gf,you dont even say hi to me.and I have no idea why did you call me lastnight.No I wont pickup your phonecall.I wont.Just enough with this bullshitsss.Im sick of it.You sure wanna live happily aite?so do I.So yeahhh,dont bother to call me again,ex-boyfriend.
and you! yes you.you too,dont bother to text me again.Come and go.playing and backstab my feelings.Just go.Just go with your PERFECTA life.I dont need a guy like you in my life.Yes,I mean it.
*Im always their second choice aite?I already knew.
Family date
Ive watched HARRY POTTER yesterday.with mi family (: the movie was great and :(((((( too.Snape,I cant believe.Okay shooosh emosi nanti.but I got teary at the last part bcause I knw this is the last movie of Harry Potter.and the day was awesome.I mean it.Family date is so much better than boyfriend date.I dnt knw why I said this but that is freakin true people.Never done it before?
Trust me you should
*Big thanks to J.K Rowling for giving me a magical childhood.
Addicted
Im addicted to this 2 guys below
They areeeee,
Alex Pettyfer
&
Rupert Grint
Okay I dont know why but this is it,I loveee em lotsssss half of my life.Everytime I see em on tv or movie Imma scream like a bitch ;D
Something is wrong with me I knw but this is me.
♥Nasrin
They areeeee,
&
Okay I dont know why but this is it,I loveee em lotsssss half of my life.Everytime I see em on tv or movie Imma scream like a bitch ;D
Something is wrong with me I knw but this is me.
(Y)
Ive been through a tough year on 2009 and 2010.and Im not ganna let it happend again on 2011.Yes I just brokeup wih my ex but who cares?I got Paul,I got my friends that always here for me.I also got my family.I dont need a boyfriend to make me happy.Maybe.I just need to focus on my studies.I dont wanna endup with red ink on my SPM result next year.No way.Stay single is better.No stress,no headache,no heartache.Im not ganna let anyone hurt me.No more.No more jerks in my life.say goodbye to jerks and liars.In 2011,I wanna live happily.No brokenheart for sure.So jerks and liars outthere,get your fuckin ass outta my life (!) Im not even kidding with my words
RTM night
Well well well,I had a really great night last night with Cochraneans at Angkasapuri RTM.Even the event kinda bored but still gatta lots of picts with baby friends.Thats enough fr me yeah?and ada this guy yg won the comp.Idk what comp but yeah its a comp something wtv.hes veryyy cute and I like him thoo.haha okay thts a joke.Wanna see our picts last night? wait I'll upload it.
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Tadaaaaa so this is our pict together.Wanna see more?
Go to my facebook album peeps (:
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Tadaaaaa so this is our pict together.Wanna see more?
Go to my facebook album peeps (:
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Paul the Seafarer
Yes I made this for himm.he's lucky aite? haha okay tu sgt perasan.I miss him so muchieeee.hes now on his way to Miami.Okay I envy him.Miami,my dream place.Shitss nahh nvm Im sure one day Im ganna go to Miami with my guy ofcourseee ♥ and Paul,do buy me things from all around the world yeah.HAAAAA cant wait to see him on December :D I know lama lagi but I dont care! I just wanna spend my time with him thts all.Elehhh
Tambun,Perak
I went to Tambun last saturday! It was funnnn to the max!! :D so this is some picts I captured in Tambun
♥
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2011 busy life
Okay boredd to the max!
Shukry, busy memanjangggggg ahhh I know hes still care abt me but yeah he gatta work to finish and all bla bla I dont mind
Razlan, hes busy with his college life,assignments,got no creds to reply just sometimes he called me.
Paul, hes at pacific ocean I guess.No text no line there and just inbox each other through facebook.but he ganna meet me this december.haih lama lagiii
Kevin, hes busy ofcourse duhh I dont think he use his phone now.Spm --'
Amir, ahh hell no.no use to text him
Al, lagiiii lah he already gatta gf ergh wtv
Faiq, fak it I dont even knw what happend to him
Hasny, he got his life ady.
the conclusion is,Im alone in this fuckin world now.yeah Im all aloneeee
Shukry, busy memanjangggggg ahhh I know hes still care abt me but yeah he gatta work to finish and all bla bla I dont mind
Paul, hes at pacific ocean I guess.No text no line there and just inbox each other through facebook.but he ganna meet me this december.haih lama lagiii
the conclusion is,Im alone in this fuckin world now.yeah Im all aloneeee
Infected belly pierced
Fuck my belly pierced got infected! and thts make me down abit.Its hurts like hell thoo.I think better I took it off before its getting worse kann?yeah haihh nvm if dh baik im thinking to pierce it backk :)
capital P
I miss him muchhhh.I cant wait fr him to come back and meet me this December :D I really cant waitttttttt.
December! Faster faster! (:
Oh gosh sch's calling byes
December! Faster faster! (:
Oh gosh sch's calling byes
July 3,2011
I woke up at 6.30 and get ready fr IDA'S HSEEEE haha :) and at 7.30,knock knock knock 'IDA open the door!' and there she come out.and we watched 'what every girls want' if im not mistaken.and at 10 something,kring kringggg 'guys I dkt dpn rumah ni jom pergi breakfast' okay and poof we're at Oakleaf condo apa fuck nama dia idk.and there is Qhalish.Raja as usual like to teasing and make me swearing like hell.ohh fak hes an arse :p okay thts a joke.
and afternoon,me and my familyyy went to Kg.Pandan,Restoran Seri Ratu entah entah I dont remember the name veryyy much ;) and we had our ayam penyet.Ermm the food was okayy,fine and thts good I think.after eat,me and Ida balik rumahlaa apa lagi kan.and we watched DVD.BEASTLY! ♥ awwww we love Alex Pettyfer soo muchie hes sooo hot.Okay shoosh done.
Im thinking to sleep early today so jyeah people its 9.30 pm now.Ciao (:
and afternoon,me and my familyyy went to Kg.Pandan,Restoran Seri Ratu entah entah I dont remember the name veryyy much ;) and we had our ayam penyet.Ermm the food was okayy,fine and thts good I think.after eat,me and Ida balik rumahlaa apa lagi kan.and we watched DVD.BEASTLY! ♥ awwww we love Alex Pettyfer soo muchie hes sooo hot.Okay shoosh done.
Im thinking to sleep early today so jyeah people its 9.30 pm now.Ciao (:
(:
Today was quite funnnn (: Bought sandal at Pavilion,and belly piercingggg and poof! we're off to TRANSFORMERS 3! :D the movie was haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa greatt! Yeay dont regret fr watching it at all.haih whatta happy day today.Im so so so happy and thanks lots to mama,papa,Idi and Nelly! ♥ Love ya guys lots
2 more days
Err Imma bit blur what I wanna buy fr Shukry's birthday --' haih I got no enough money to buy expensive thingy.Ergh whyyyyy?! Why now lah tak ada duit bagai. S H I T ! Maybe Im ganna make him one handmade card frm me and the other present,hm me dont know yet.Fak me
F*ck him
Yeah please go and fuck the shit outta him fr me! I really hope I can cut him into a little million pieces like he did to me,my heart.Yeah from now on,NO MORE HIM in my pretty life.he's such a big liar.Yeah hes a liar.he said tht he love me more than he love his gf but NO! he lied.stupid bastard.I wont never trust you again.I swear im ganna make him suffer.Im ganna make him feel like what I felt.He deserve that shit
You know,its really hurts*
You know,its really hurts*
You turned my dreams into nightmares
This brokenhearted,makes me forgot all the moments when Im still with you.How happy I was when we're still okay.How much I wanna be with you.How important you were to me.How much you meant last time.we were so happy.What happend now?Yeah thts all your fuckin fault.Your little lie,makes me like this.It turned me into this unwanted bitch.
You used to say,IM NOT GANNA GET YOU A HEARTBROKEN.but yeah you lied.I just cant believe
gah I gave you yet another chance to prove to me that you were worth my time,to prove that you were different,to prove that you cared.But no,you're still the same.and I regret fr gaving you a second chance.
Warmness Of The Soul
You know how much I hate this song now.bcause it reminds me of you,it reminds me of us
You know how much I want a happy ending with you but,YOU TURNED MY DREAMS INTO NIGHTMARES and thts unforgiveable.I'll never forgive you.I swear to GOD.
You used to say,IM NOT GANNA GET YOU A HEARTBROKEN.but yeah you lied.I just cant believe
gah I gave you yet another chance to prove to me that you were worth my time,to prove that you were different,to prove that you cared.But no,you're still the same.and I regret fr gaving you a second chance.
Warmness Of The Soul
You know how much I hate this song now.bcause it reminds me of you,it reminds me of us
You know how much I want a happy ending with you but,YOU TURNED MY DREAMS INTO NIGHTMARES and thts unforgiveable.I'll never forgive you.I swear to GOD.
Moving on is hard.But forgetting is the hardest part
I’ve had some cries in my lifetime,but tonights cry was probably the one that has meant the most.It was one of those cries where you feel like your soul is weeping along with you.Where you feel like you are letting out all the bad in your life and replacing it with new.You feel like you are cleansing your body.As much as I hate to cry I feel like tonights cry was worth it.I needed that.I needed someone to hold me while I cried and listen to my problems.I needed to release the horrible things I have been carrying around with me for so long.I needed to be released of all the burdens on my soul.Tonight I feel like I can finally move on from everything and get back to who I was and who I am.I can find me again.And you know what I realized?I am not alone in this.I am surrounded by the people that love me and the ones who will always be there for me no matter what.And I love them unconditionally for it <3 Life will get better.I have nothing to fear but fear itself and I can finally move on and push everything horribly bad away and out for good.No more hurt,and pain.Only blissfully happy thoughts for this girl.Blue skies and sunny days! <3
Sports day
Sports day was ZZZ.Bored to the max! maybe cheer and band perfomances was great but the rest,NO.BIG NO NO NO.dengan hujannya.ha thumbs up! Cochrane Sports day 2011 the best.Palingg ha --'
26/6
I went to Wangsa walk with my baby cuzs just now :D We watched Rasuk.Iee boring.Me no likey.Yerk and and I bought nail colour and bird ring (: thts me likey sooo muchie.but I really hope I can buy all of those rings and necklaces.but no money laaa :( Pity aite? nvm Imma get em later hihi Okay Im freakin tired.night peeps
OFF TO BED-
OFF TO BED-
Proud
Lee Man Paul (:
I know I never post anything abt him before but this is it.hes my friend,sort of :D hes so kind and 'awwwww' me always hihi and and Im so so proud of him.Mannnnn,I really proud of you.After SPM result,now hes working as a seafarer! and now hes currently at pacific ocean.Hope hes ganna be justttt fine aite.and Paul Lee,I really really hope you're not ganna forget me and please do takecare of yourself fr me yeahhh? ♥
I know I never post anything abt him before but this is it.hes my friend,sort of :D hes so kind and 'awwwww' me always hihi and and Im so so proud of him.Mannnnn,I really proud of you.After SPM result,now hes working as a seafarer! and now hes currently at pacific ocean.Hope hes ganna be justttt fine aite.and Paul Lee,I really really hope you're not ganna forget me and please do takecare of yourself fr me yeahhh? ♥
Hatred
I HATE YOU SO MUCH AND I DONT EVEN KIDDING.You lied to me and now you beg fr forgiveness? Do you think tht Im ganna forgive you just like that? You know,I hate everything about you.yes,EVERYTHING.Dont blame me fr this.You made me like this.You turned me into this bitch.Its not my fault.You lied lied and lied.I HATE YOU! I dont know how.but it seems got no word to describe how much I hate and regret fr knowing you.I swear.You with your fuckin innocent face,Ergh it makes me sick! Dont look at me with those shitsssss face.I dont wanna even look at it.You really make me sick Amir.
Love
Shukry,dont ever you leave me.bcause Im so scared.I need you so much.You sure do know tht aite? (:
Bandcomp (:
I went to bandcomp yesterday at Stadium Hoki Pandamaran,Klang.The comp was awesome! (:
Cochrane did veryyyy well but unfortunely they didnt win but its kayyy.High School Klang was wow me.I dont lie.They were sooo good.Congratessss.St.John eitherrr.Ahhh they're great (: and after that I and Arra and Shukry and bla bla ramai gila went to The Curve.We ate Mcd and watch some drumline perfomances.Whatta great day ever.Im loving my life now.
Okayy I really had a great day yesterday haha Shukry's friends makes me laugh like hell I swear! they're coolness! :D Yeahhhmey.
Arra and Shukry I miss you two so muchieee and I really hope we can go out more next time.
<3
Funny me
I stalk Lisa's my super stupid idiot ex girlfriend and Omg I found Amir's gf wrote on her wall! Arghhhhh Why must her know tht stupid Lisa?So I added she up (: and and she approved! Ulalala but wait,Im not ganna harm her or wtv.Imma good girl you knw hihi
So jyeah Amir called me last night.IEE GILA AWKWARD talking to him.Shshsh hate it.and he ask me whether Imma accept him back or not.I said idk.I really dont know.but I think Imma stay like this fr awhile.While giving Amir and his gf abit space and later maybe I can fully forget him.Aite?
Have a great good day everyone (:
So jyeah Amir called me last night.IEE GILA AWKWARD talking to him.Shshsh hate it.and he ask me whether Imma accept him back or not.I said idk.I really dont know.but I think Imma stay like this fr awhile.While giving Amir and his gf abit space and later maybe I can fully forget him.Aite?
Have a great good day everyone (:
Bless me June
Well,lotsss of thing happend on June.
My brithday,Alia's and Haziq's birthday,Ida's and tokmak's birthday and bla bla.Omg I swear I hate it.My birthday turns out like HELL.but its okayyyyyyy Shoohhh from my mind --' I just broke me and Amir's scandal thingy relationship blahh.Sweeeeettt.He lied and ofcourse,I really hate when someone lied to me.Im enough with him.Im enough with guys.They're all just freakin same.Mannn I really hope tht isnt true.hah whatta funny life aite.They come and go and come and go.Funny and complicated life yeap it is complicated.
Nowwwww,Imma abt to blow out.Im really really tired.I dont wanna go to school.Amira,Kelven went to band training while Im freakin alone in tht ergh wtv class.Theyre all like seriously shit fake.I bet recess today ganne be suck.Me alone.Argh no wayyyyy.
Tomoz BANDCOMP! (: Okay thts really exciting I guess.I loveeeeeeeeeeeee Cochrane Band alotttt.Paling ye ;D Nahhhh I really love em.Cant wait to see my Jasa Fitri throw the fuckin mace up.and my Karipap Panas group too hehe :D Buttttttt,I really have no idea with who Imma go to that Stadium.Klang,its like a million miles awayyyyy.Okayy papa ganna send me there but still,I gatta have a friend to go there or im all alonee later.and I really dont want tht to happen.
Gtg.School's calling.Ciao peeps
My brithday,Alia's and Haziq's birthday,Ida's and tokmak's birthday and bla bla.Omg I swear I hate it.My birthday turns out like HELL.but its okayyyyyyy Shoohhh from my mind --' I just broke me and Amir's scandal thingy relationship blahh.Sweeeeettt.He lied and ofcourse,I really hate when someone lied to me.Im enough with him.Im enough with guys.They're all just freakin same.Mannn I really hope tht isnt true.hah whatta funny life aite.They come and go and come and go.Funny and complicated life yeap it is complicated.
Nowwwww,Imma abt to blow out.Im really really tired.I dont wanna go to school.Amira,Kelven went to band training while Im freakin alone in tht ergh wtv class.Theyre all like seriously shit fake.I bet recess today ganne be suck.Me alone.Argh no wayyyyy.
Tomoz BANDCOMP! (: Okay thts really exciting I guess.I loveeeeeeeeeeeee Cochrane Band alotttt.Paling ye ;D Nahhhh I really love em.Cant wait to see my Jasa Fitri throw the fuckin mace up.and my Karipap Panas group too hehe :D Buttttttt,I really have no idea with who Imma go to that Stadium.Klang,its like a million miles awayyyyy.Okayy papa ganna send me there but still,I gatta have a friend to go there or im all alonee later.and I really dont want tht to happen.
Gtg.School's calling.Ciao peeps
Dear scandal,
Sitting here with a box of tissues and listening to nothing but music that reminds me of you and what came between us.And theres nothing I can do but cry every time I think of our memories together,or even the music that gives a slight hint of a reminder of you.
I’ve told you that I hate you for what you have done to me and how much I hate you for making me go through this over and over again.Everytime I think about what you have done to me just makes me hate you and never do I want to think of you again because you have left a scar forever that I cannot get rid of.I dont wanna cry about it anymore.Ive lost so much energy and tears for you.I cant deal with it anymore.
I’ve told you that I hate you for what you have done to me and how much I hate you for making me go through this over and over again.Everytime I think about what you have done to me just makes me hate you and never do I want to think of you again because you have left a scar forever that I cannot get rid of.I dont wanna cry about it anymore.Ive lost so much energy and tears for you.I cant deal with it anymore.
AL (:
He called me just now.Awww I miss him so muchieee (: Tgk Kamal Adli je igt dia --'
Sweeeeett.He called me and we had a really fun talk.Tak gaduh dahhhhhh.and and I told him about Amir.ergh paling tk perlu sebenarnya I knowwwww.My fault.but Im still confuse.I mean he said he love me but I dont know whether to believe him or not bcause hehe I stalk his facebook page and I saw this one girl wrote on his wall.loveyou ♥.Hes flirting around with hm quite lotttsss of girls.Nahhh maybe Al main main je dgn I about the sayang thingy.Nvm got used to it edy.
Sweeeeett.He called me and we had a really fun talk.Tak gaduh dahhhhhh.and and I told him about Amir.ergh paling tk perlu sebenarnya I knowwwww.My fault.but Im still confuse.I mean he said he love me but I dont know whether to believe him or not bcause hehe I stalk his facebook page and I saw this one girl wrote on his wall.loveyou ♥.Hes flirting around with hm quite lotttsss of girls.Nahhh maybe Al main main je dgn I about the sayang thingy.Nvm got used to it edy.
Liar
Wow cant believe.Hes such a liar.A big liar.and know what?
I HATE HIM SO MUCH AND I DONT LIE
I hate to say this but
I regret for knowing him
I regret for loving him
I regret for trusting him
Told ya I hate you so much capital A (!)
I HATE HIM SO MUCH AND I DONT LIE
I hate to say this but
I regret for knowing him
I regret for loving him
I regret for trusting him
Told ya I hate you so much capital A (!)
Wedding on December 2011
Its Angah and Abg Amir's Wedding! (:
Awhhhh I cant believe.Kak Nadya dh gave birth to a baby girl and now Angah nak kahwin.After this Along,lepastu Elly and Zul :p btw Congrates to Zulaikha Azman and Amir Esa (:
Stays forever <3
Hello School :)
Tomoz.School!!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe :D hehe Im excited wanna meet all my friends and my adowable classmates! miss em lotsssss <3 Ganna sleep early tonight.Nights peeps (:
Done
OMG idk you anymore.you'd freakin changed! erghhhhhh Im done.Idk what to do anymore and I think i dnt wanna do anything either.Its all up to you now.
Probs
Im in undescribable feeling right now.Im down Im sad.Id lost alottt of people in my life.
First,Razlan.Second,Acap.Third,Timmy.4th,Lisa.5th,Al.6th,Aby.7th,Boon.Wow whatta lucky me kannn :) Razlan dgn Al tu tak pelaaa.mmg dh okay now so didnt feel like losing em.but the others,Acap,nahhh its okay hes a cheater.Timmy,haih I dnt knw.Lisa,shes gone.Aby,yeah we used to be a good friend and now,nopeee.and Boon,he left without a word.he lied,yeah.He said he wont never leave me.but..yeah he lied.Luckily now I got Amir.but still,he gatta gf.I cant stay with him forever aite.Complicated life of mine I knowww.haih
First,Razlan.Second,Acap.Third,Timmy.4th,Lisa.5th,Al.6th,Aby.7th,Boon.Wow whatta lucky me kannn :) Razlan dgn Al tu tak pelaaa.mmg dh okay now so didnt feel like losing em.but the others,Acap,nahhh its okay hes a cheater.Timmy,haih I dnt knw.Lisa,shes gone.Aby,yeah we used to be a good friend and now,nopeee.and Boon,he left without a word.he lied,yeah.He said he wont never leave me.but..yeah he lied.Luckily now I got Amir.but still,he gatta gf.I cant stay with him forever aite.Complicated life of mine I knowww.haih
Bored birthday of mine
Yesterday was my birthday.and yeah I hate it.It fulls of NOTHING.haih
I wokeup at 9.30 and pickup Elly at 10.30,siap siap and heading to pavi.
and waited fr Faiq and Zameir.and bla blaaa FREAKIN BORED.I swear.and at 7,balik and guess what.visit Kak Nadya dia dh give birth :) but still its my
birthday,SHIT.I had to visit baby and her mummy on prince court.ergh wtv
but Im happy bcause baby Numa Alveena was born on same date as me.yeap Im happy (!)
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I wokeup at 9.30 and pickup Elly at 10.30,siap siap and heading to pavi.
and waited fr Faiq and Zameir.and bla blaaa FREAKIN BORED.I swear.and at 7,balik and guess what.visit Kak Nadya dia dh give birth :) but still its my
birthday,SHIT.I had to visit baby and her mummy on prince court.ergh wtv
but Im happy bcause baby Numa Alveena was born on same date as me.yeap Im happy (!)
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