1) His kindness
2) His freakin smexay voice
3) His blur annoying face
4) His cute smile
5) His fantastic smile
6) His amazing smile
7) His sexy smile
8) His cool smile
9) His awesome smile
10) Bcause I just love him :)
A true friend is a person who is there for you through thick and thin.
They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house.
They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on,
or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need, and
listen when you are excited. They know every little thing about you.
They stand up for you when others don't
They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house.
They love you no matter what. They are a shoulder to cry on,
or a partner to laugh with. They stand by you in your times of need, and
listen when you are excited. They know every little thing about you.
They stand up for you when others don't
My cute depressing devil
NABILA TARMIZI
Babe,I really do love you and Idk that you hurt that much.He don't deserve you.Im sure you do know abt that aite?! Idc even Im freakin close with him but no Im not ganna let him broke your heart and make you cry.When I first saw your blog,Im just like wtf? Why this freakin Nabila sounds really sad? Yeahh well I know you hide your tears behind your smile.But until when? Even now we mcm dh tak rapat but I still care duhhh.Like seriously,don't cry bcause of him or a guy.Its not worth it.People do change.and MOST OF GUYS IS AN ARSE.Always remember that Nabila.but Im not ganna change.Do tell me if you do need anything kayy :)
Lots of ♥
Fatty Evil
Babe,I really do love you and Idk that you hurt that much.He don't deserve you.Im sure you do know abt that aite?! Idc even Im freakin close with him but no Im not ganna let him broke your heart and make you cry.When I first saw your blog,Im just like wtf? Why this freakin Nabila sounds really sad? Yeahh well I know you hide your tears behind your smile.But until when? Even now we mcm dh tak rapat but I still care duhhh.Like seriously,don't cry bcause of him or a guy.Its not worth it.People do change.and MOST OF GUYS IS AN ARSE.Always remember that Nabila.but Im not ganna change.Do tell me if you do need anything kayy :)
Lots of ♥
Fatty Evil
Big
Seeing you last night,it fuckin reminds me of our sweet past,it makes me speechless.I cant talk.and I did cry.I dont know what happend to us.but I really hate it.I miss you so much and I dont lie.I get the butterflies when I saw you last night.I pretend that Im okay but deep down inside,Im not.
Mood; a bit down
Mood; a bit down
AAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH
AMIR DAH BOTAK
At 6.50 pm this evening,Amir Izzudin dah botak.Arghh Can't believe my yaying Amir dh botak :( tak suka tak suka.Belum tgk lg but dh menjerit habis *I scream for about 2 minutes.Mannnn I just can't accept it.Hope this is just my freakin nightmare :( Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
At 6.50 pm this evening,Amir Izzudin dah botak.Arghh Can't believe my yaying Amir dh botak :( tak suka tak suka.Belum tgk lg but dh menjerit habis *I scream for about 2 minutes.Mannnn I just can't accept it.Hope this is just my freakin nightmare :( Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Meaning of I love you
'I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I love you means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping you feel the same way for me.
Amir ♥
This freakin jerk inside the picture above is my scandal
more to boyfriend I guess
He's really special to me.I dont give a damn what people ganna say about us
He's always here for me.And theres one thing that I like the most abt him
HIS FREAKIN SMILE *Mannnn its melted me.Duh like seriouslyyyy
And,I dont wanna lose him.Never :)
Thats how I like it
Take chances.Tell the truth.
Date someone totally wrong for you.Say no.
Spend all your cash! Fall in love.
Get to know someone random.Be random.
Say I love you.Sing out loud.
Laugh at a stupid joke.Cry.Get revenge.
Apologize.Tell someone how much they mean to you.
Tell the asshole what you feel.
Let someone know what theyre missing.
Laugh til your stomach hurts.
LIVE LIFE! :)
Date someone totally wrong for you.Say no.
Spend all your cash! Fall in love.
Get to know someone random.Be random.
Say I love you.Sing out loud.
Laugh at a stupid joke.Cry.Get revenge.
Apologize.Tell someone how much they mean to you.
Tell the asshole what you feel.
Let someone know what theyre missing.
Laugh til your stomach hurts.
LIVE LIFE! :)
Today's drama
Today I wanna watch movie with pika but unfortunely,my SH nak dkt sampai so pika jela yg pergi watch the movie.Konon ckp before 2 sampai but eff now nak almost 3 dh.haremmm.I walked around the pavi alone.do pity me.I walked in to nichii,mango and other stores.I walked like a stupid woman.Thanks alot to SHUKRY HAZIQ.yeah and and and I saw this one couple omggggggggsama like me and Razlan dulu.this girl merajuk idk what happend lah kan and this guy ckp woi and terus blah.but razlan tak jahat mcm tu eh :Dand dh habis drama I went to toilet.to check my hair cking cking hehe and my SH called ckp dh sampai.so we met at nichii.lepak carls jr. and blah blah 4.30 lepak dgn faiq but 5.30 balik gila sakit kaki -,-
When Im away from Malaysia
For those who dont know,I went to Jakarta-Madinah-Mecca for 2 weeks :)
1st day-
OMG I didnt sleep.Flight at 8am but we have to be at KLIA at 4.Eff I knoww.Skype-ing with Hasny and zul and siap siap terus pergi KLIA.Goshhh I wear tights and bigg tee,eh kemeja.and I have to wear scarf! hm okay goshhh and on the plane,we had nasi lemak and ayam apa tah.and at 9 something,we arrived at Jakarta.Trust me,this town is neverhhh sleep.toooo busy all day and night.We went to mangga 2!Omg gotta lot of purses and handbags.Gosh gosh gosh i didnt buy anything coz mama said we're goin to more interesting place tomoz so jyeahh.I've planned for this 2 thing:
HANDBAG
PURSE
and yeah we had our lunch at this place called erm I-dont-know! :D the food are ohhh-kayy.and after havin our lunch,we're heading to our hotel.home sweet home for this 2 nights.I shared a room with Ida,Whatta Purrr-fectoo.and im waiting for tonight.Idk where we're ganna go bt I really hope its ganna be a GOOD thing and place and view.End for today
2nd day-
wokeup at 6.watafak.at 6 we'd our breakfast and at 8 we're on our wayto tanah abang.goshhhh mama and makngah bought alot of telekung mannn.no kidding.after alllllll their money habis senang cerita,we're heading to batik's hse.uhh wtv boring gila that place. *not forget I bought my baby Chonel and hermes :D We had our lunch at Solero Bintang.Anddddddddddddddddd wtf part ni paling menyakitkan hati.makngah boleh nak pergi mangga dua back.ish ish Im damn tired man.At 6,which mean now! we all heading to restaurant to shit.duhh to eat ofcourse.OMG almost forgot! The indonesian people are damn funny and weirdd.I said that bcause when kitaorg dlm bus,and if kitaprg pandang luar,mesti ada yg bapak perasan gila kitaorg pandang dia.and sumpahhhhhhhh sikit lg nak kena hit by that huge stupid car!Thanks to my baby Zul :) Im ganna eat now.Ganna write more tomoz
3rd day-
Morninggggggggggggggggg.had a breakfast at hotel as usual.at 8.30 semua dh ada in the bus and duhhh today is our last day in jakarta.eh,mmg today nak balik dh pun -,- hm after semua dh dlm bus,terus pergi airport and efffff jatuh dpn public.omg malu gila.and now,me ida and aiman is shit-ing at MY PLACE *bad serving.at 12.40 we gatta go to boarding.oh my 10 hours journey to Jeddah.I bet its not ganna be fun at all.
7 hours later- okay its boring and FUN!I gatta lot of fun with Aiman :D gelak tak igt dunia sampai org arab kat sebelah get annoyed by us.I know we're cool liddat :D haha I saw his face! okay now lets wait for 2 hours more and HELLO JEDDAH
we're here now.Jeddah.wow whatta big pace peeps.pkay sgt kelakar when ida found outafter turun this flight,we gatta get in the bus and another 8 hours,baru jumpa madinah.haha but seriously shitz kelakar gila muka dia.haha goshh another 8 hours journey.wow whatta AMAZING day
4th day-
Ya alhamdulillah we reached madinah.Its really good here.and verayyyy cold too.like seriously cold.maybe 14 celcius idk.and know what,we(aree me and ida) gatta really bad room.like ida's said,STORE room.idk and I dont really mind actly.but duhhh so we change from 1411 to 1211.1211 is wayy better but we didnt stay there bcauseidk what happend actly hehe/we stayed on 1201 with auntie ros and auntie Ina!Ther are really crazy awe-some :D and the best best part today is I tak tinggal solat langsung.Semua from subuk to isyak we go to masjid Nabawi :) and i loveeee it so much.theres always a but.about taman raudhah.wow it really scares me.until now.haih idk byk gila org kat situ and they was like pushing each other till I cant breath.mama semua hilang entah kemana luckily I sempat tarik tgn ida so tinggal kitaorg dua.Arabian and iranian and turkish and indonesian are really make me annoyed.they are really rude and I dont lie.and nd our tour guide are damn cute! okay wtv now im on my bed.and I really miss kuaaaallaaaaaa lummmmpurrrrr :(
5th day-
woke up at 4.30.brush teeth,ambil wuduk and straight to nabawi :) solat subuh together with all muslim's family.at 6,we had our breakfast.and you guys know what,its been alonggg time ago since I completed my prayer.and now,I did it.I pray 5 times a day.Im really proud of myself.Thanks God :')
6th day-
Last night is the best even its kinda cold outhere.I walked around the hotel with my room mates! :)we bought icecream.erm yum yum auntie ina siap bebel lg sejuk sejuk makan icecreamm.eh best whattt.and like usual we done our prayer,subuh I mean and had our breakfast and blah blahnaik bus pergi ziarah the history places.and and after zohor,we're heading to mecca.omg nasib tak lupa.our handsome mutawif haha it means out tour guide alaaaa ust feri laa ehem :D ehe he gave me kinder bueno OMG abit mengada I know saja je :p okay wtv now Im just hoping we reach mecca safely.aminnn.bcause its really cold here and I just got my jubah and telekung and socks.no sweater man *sigh
7th day-
12.30 in the morning,we started our umrah I mean tawaf and saie thingy.and at 2.30 we completed our umrah.alhamdulillah.and we went back to our hotel and tidur till subuh.sembahyang at 6.35 amd tidur balik until 10.oh my whatta tired day,and at 11.45,me aree izzati and acik ina go to zohor prayer.yg lain semua hilang ada yg pergi tawaf and shoppe and bla bla.makan and so on,me and acik plan nak stay kat masjib from asar to isyak.insy nothing will happend to us :) my feet are really really hurt and im really tired.erm Im ganna do my tawaf and saie for second time and third perhaps but not now.maybe tomoz.and im really exhausted.
After isyak prayer-oh myyyyyyyyyyyy whatta tired day,stay at mosque from asar till isyak.Im really proud of myself.Goodjob Nasrin goodjob.next topic,ermm after we had our dinner,me aree and ida go to auntie ina's room.we had a fun talk abt ust feri haha.opsy its time to sleep *turning off the light.nights
8th day-
Im really exhausted so Im not ganna give any detail thingy today :)
Morning-as usual subuh prayer at Al-Haram.breakfast and ziarah masjid Tanaim.Miqat there and buat umrah for the second time.
Noon-solat jumaat at Al-Haram.okay thts my first time solat jumaat.balik hotel and tidur
Evening-siap siap for maghrib.Ive done my tahiyat masjid so later maghrib.ganna stay here until isyak insyaALLAH.ganna write more later
11.30 before sleep-my leg damn hurts.I bought mini al-quran.Its really cute :D wtv lah kan.now im ganna go to sleep bcause I can feel something.ermmmm ohh its my on/off button.she said she ganna turn off now.calooooo :)
9th day-
What happend today-well nothing happend so far.went to gua tsur.its really high thoo.it looks scared nasib tak naik.the saddest part is,today is the last day ust Feri with us.abot down haha nahhh im fine just ganna miss his cute accent.its k.we'll meet again.one day insy.
Got alot of thing clouding on my mind.I miss this 4 adowable,cute naughty and what so ever guy.I really miss em.hmm next! nothing special happend today.
10th day-
Okay tak per al-haram for subuh today coz sumpah tak sedar but I do solat at hotel.tidur back till pukul berapa Im not sure.and siap siap for zohor.after zohor,balik hotel and idk what I did after zohor hehe :D and asar solat at haram as usual and after that I went to al-safwa.omg I found a really nice watch but its too expensive.shoot.maghrib and isyak mcm biasa.malam after isyak the whole family except ida acik and izzati pergi makan nasi mandi.I really dont get it till now why people called it nasi mandi.haih forget it but the dessert is veryyyy noice :D I wanna go to bed now nights peeps :)
11th day-
I really miss Malaysia,opss I mean KL.bangun bangun kena jaga si adleena sofea coz her parents kena pergi buat umrah.jaga dia from subuh till zohor.and I spend 23 riyal for them to eat!pity me kann.but its k.budak kecik tu ganas gila tau dgn semua org nak gaduh sampai aree jerit.hahaand at 12 me and aree boleh bantai tertidur.ishhh asar mcm biasa,maghrib pun sama isyak pun sama.after isyak,terus basuh baju baju kotor me and ida.I know rajin kannn :D dh habis tu terus tidur.alone :( bcause ida aree semua pergi gua hira' nak panjat.me nak ikut?tak dpt lah jackkkk.kbye ;)
12th day-
What happend today is.we went to hudaibiyah and ladang unta and museum.nothing fun happend.oh yeah me and mama eat burger king at zam zam tower :D org dkt situ gedik gilaaa.menggatal je kerja.nasib handsome ehemm and we eat movenpick.its an icecream :)
13th day-
today gaduh dgn adleena sofea.but after gaduh tu,awhhhhhhh sofea buat muka angel dia.cute gilaaaa.she said sorry to me and tiba tiba dia terus nangis.dialogue dia mcm ni tau hehe
'kak iya,adik nak say sorry sbb buat kak iya td' and diaterus hug me and cry like hell cute kannnn.be jealous :p
14th day-
today is our last day at mecca :( abit sad.nooooooooooo alottttt.hm Im sure one day insy Im ganna come here again aminnnn aminnnnnnnn :)
pack my things,bercucu beg bak kata ust Feri :D Tomoz is the real our last hours at mevva,Goodbye Mecca :) see you again if ALLAH wills.
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1st day-
OMG I didnt sleep.Flight at 8am but we have to be at KLIA at 4.Eff I knoww.Skype-ing with Hasny and zul and siap siap terus pergi KLIA.Goshhh I wear tights and bigg tee,eh kemeja.and I have to wear scarf! hm okay goshhh and on the plane,we had nasi lemak and ayam apa tah.and at 9 something,we arrived at Jakarta.Trust me,this town is neverhhh sleep.toooo busy all day and night.We went to mangga 2!Omg gotta lot of purses and handbags.Gosh gosh gosh i didnt buy anything coz mama said we're goin to more interesting place tomoz so jyeahh.I've planned for this 2 thing:
HANDBAG
PURSE
and yeah we had our lunch at this place called erm I-dont-know! :D the food are ohhh-kayy.and after havin our lunch,we're heading to our hotel.home sweet home for this 2 nights.I shared a room with Ida,Whatta Purrr-fectoo.and im waiting for tonight.Idk where we're ganna go bt I really hope its ganna be a GOOD thing and place and view.End for today
2nd day-
wokeup at 6.watafak.at 6 we'd our breakfast and at 8 we're on our wayto tanah abang.goshhhh mama and makngah bought alot of telekung mannn.no kidding.after alllllll their money habis senang cerita,we're heading to batik's hse.uhh wtv boring gila that place. *not forget I bought my baby Chonel and hermes :D We had our lunch at Solero Bintang.Anddddddddddddddddd wtf part ni paling menyakitkan hati.makngah boleh nak pergi mangga dua back.ish ish Im damn tired man.At 6,which mean now! we all heading to restaurant to shit.duhh to eat ofcourse.OMG almost forgot! The indonesian people are damn funny and weirdd.I said that bcause when kitaorg dlm bus,and if kitaprg pandang luar,mesti ada yg bapak perasan gila kitaorg pandang dia.and sumpahhhhhhhh sikit lg nak kena hit by that huge stupid car!Thanks to my baby Zul :) Im ganna eat now.Ganna write more tomoz
3rd day-
Morninggggggggggggggggg.had a breakfast at hotel as usual.at 8.30 semua dh ada in the bus and duhhh today is our last day in jakarta.eh,mmg today nak balik dh pun -,- hm after semua dh dlm bus,terus pergi airport and efffff jatuh dpn public.omg malu gila.and now,me ida and aiman is shit-ing at MY PLACE *bad serving.at 12.40 we gatta go to boarding.oh my 10 hours journey to Jeddah.I bet its not ganna be fun at all.
7 hours later- okay its boring and FUN!I gatta lot of fun with Aiman :D gelak tak igt dunia sampai org arab kat sebelah get annoyed by us.I know we're cool liddat :D haha I saw his face! okay now lets wait for 2 hours more and HELLO JEDDAH
we're here now.Jeddah.wow whatta big pace peeps.pkay sgt kelakar when ida found outafter turun this flight,we gatta get in the bus and another 8 hours,baru jumpa madinah.haha but seriously shitz kelakar gila muka dia.haha goshh another 8 hours journey.wow whatta AMAZING day
4th day-
Ya alhamdulillah we reached madinah.Its really good here.and verayyyy cold too.like seriously cold.maybe 14 celcius idk.and know what,we(aree me and ida) gatta really bad room.like ida's said,STORE room.idk and I dont really mind actly.but duhhh so we change from 1411 to 1211.1211 is wayy better but we didnt stay there bcauseidk what happend actly hehe/we stayed on 1201 with auntie ros and auntie Ina!Ther are really crazy awe-some :D and the best best part today is I tak tinggal solat langsung.Semua from subuk to isyak we go to masjid Nabawi :) and i loveeee it so much.theres always a but.about taman raudhah.wow it really scares me.until now.haih idk byk gila org kat situ and they was like pushing each other till I cant breath.mama semua hilang entah kemana luckily I sempat tarik tgn ida so tinggal kitaorg dua.Arabian and iranian and turkish and indonesian are really make me annoyed.they are really rude and I dont lie.and nd our tour guide are damn cute! okay wtv now im on my bed.and I really miss kuaaaallaaaaaa lummmmpurrrrr :(
5th day-
woke up at 4.30.brush teeth,ambil wuduk and straight to nabawi :) solat subuh together with all muslim's family.at 6,we had our breakfast.and you guys know what,its been alonggg time ago since I completed my prayer.and now,I did it.I pray 5 times a day.Im really proud of myself.Thanks God :')
6th day-
Last night is the best even its kinda cold outhere.I walked around the hotel with my room mates! :)we bought icecream.erm yum yum auntie ina siap bebel lg sejuk sejuk makan icecreamm.eh best whattt.and like usual we done our prayer,subuh I mean and had our breakfast and blah blahnaik bus pergi ziarah the history places.and and after zohor,we're heading to mecca.omg nasib tak lupa.our handsome mutawif haha it means out tour guide alaaaa ust feri laa ehem :D ehe he gave me kinder bueno OMG abit mengada I know saja je :p okay wtv now Im just hoping we reach mecca safely.aminnn.bcause its really cold here and I just got my jubah and telekung and socks.no sweater man *sigh
7th day-
12.30 in the morning,we started our umrah I mean tawaf and saie thingy.and at 2.30 we completed our umrah.alhamdulillah.and we went back to our hotel and tidur till subuh.sembahyang at 6.35 amd tidur balik until 10.oh my whatta tired day,and at 11.45,me aree izzati and acik ina go to zohor prayer.yg lain semua hilang ada yg pergi tawaf and shoppe and bla bla.makan and so on,me and acik plan nak stay kat masjib from asar to isyak.insy nothing will happend to us :) my feet are really really hurt and im really tired.erm Im ganna do my tawaf and saie for second time and third perhaps but not now.maybe tomoz.and im really exhausted.
After isyak prayer-oh myyyyyyyyyyyy whatta tired day,stay at mosque from asar till isyak.Im really proud of myself.Goodjob Nasrin goodjob.next topic,ermm after we had our dinner,me aree and ida go to auntie ina's room.we had a fun talk abt ust feri haha.opsy its time to sleep *turning off the light.nights
8th day-
Im really exhausted so Im not ganna give any detail thingy today :)
Morning-as usual subuh prayer at Al-Haram.breakfast and ziarah masjid Tanaim.Miqat there and buat umrah for the second time.
Noon-solat jumaat at Al-Haram.okay thts my first time solat jumaat.balik hotel and tidur
Evening-siap siap for maghrib.Ive done my tahiyat masjid so later maghrib.ganna stay here until isyak insyaALLAH.ganna write more later
11.30 before sleep-my leg damn hurts.I bought mini al-quran.Its really cute :D wtv lah kan.now im ganna go to sleep bcause I can feel something.ermmmm ohh its my on/off button.she said she ganna turn off now.calooooo :)
9th day-
What happend today-well nothing happend so far.went to gua tsur.its really high thoo.it looks scared nasib tak naik.the saddest part is,today is the last day ust Feri with us.abot down haha nahhh im fine just ganna miss his cute accent.its k.we'll meet again.one day insy.
Got alot of thing clouding on my mind.I miss this 4 adowable,cute naughty and what so ever guy.I really miss em.hmm next! nothing special happend today.
10th day-
Okay tak per al-haram for subuh today coz sumpah tak sedar but I do solat at hotel.tidur back till pukul berapa Im not sure.and siap siap for zohor.after zohor,balik hotel and idk what I did after zohor hehe :D and asar solat at haram as usual and after that I went to al-safwa.omg I found a really nice watch but its too expensive.shoot.maghrib and isyak mcm biasa.malam after isyak the whole family except ida acik and izzati pergi makan nasi mandi.I really dont get it till now why people called it nasi mandi.haih forget it but the dessert is veryyyy noice :D I wanna go to bed now nights peeps :)
11th day-
I really miss Malaysia,opss I mean KL.bangun bangun kena jaga si adleena sofea coz her parents kena pergi buat umrah.jaga dia from subuh till zohor.and I spend 23 riyal for them to eat!pity me kann.but its k.budak kecik tu ganas gila tau dgn semua org nak gaduh sampai aree jerit.hahaand at 12 me and aree boleh bantai tertidur.ishhh asar mcm biasa,maghrib pun sama isyak pun sama.after isyak,terus basuh baju baju kotor me and ida.I know rajin kannn :D dh habis tu terus tidur.alone :( bcause ida aree semua pergi gua hira' nak panjat.me nak ikut?tak dpt lah jackkkk.kbye ;)
12th day-
What happend today is.we went to hudaibiyah and ladang unta and museum.nothing fun happend.oh yeah me and mama eat burger king at zam zam tower :D org dkt situ gedik gilaaa.menggatal je kerja.nasib handsome ehemm and we eat movenpick.its an icecream :)
13th day-
today gaduh dgn adleena sofea.but after gaduh tu,awhhhhhhh sofea buat muka angel dia.cute gilaaaa.she said sorry to me and tiba tiba dia terus nangis.dialogue dia mcm ni tau hehe
'kak iya,adik nak say sorry sbb buat kak iya td' and diaterus hug me and cry like hell cute kannnn.be jealous :p
14th day-
today is our last day at mecca :( abit sad.nooooooooooo alottttt.hm Im sure one day insy Im ganna come here again aminnnn aminnnnnnnn :)
pack my things,bercucu beg bak kata ust Feri :D Tomoz is the real our last hours at mevva,Goodbye Mecca :) see you again if ALLAH wills.
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To all brokenheart people
This is for the broken hearted.I know how you feel.Empty,betrayed,and no happiness whatsoever.You don't want to laugh bcause you know it's not going to help but you don't want to cry because it will just make you feel worse.You feel like your heart is falling apart but not only that but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.You don't think it will ever end,and no matter what this person has done to you,it feels impossible to stop loving them.And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,then why do you still love them.That's the confusing part,you don't know why,you just do and the people who hurt you the most,and normally the ones you love the most.And then,after a few weeks,you finally feel a sense of relief,like you're getting happy again,but you know inside that you're just going into denial.And after a few more weeks,you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes.You thought you got over them,but really,you just stopped showing it.And you can't help but to show it again.It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.And no one understands how you feel,and how deep you are hurt,no matter who they are,because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has,every broken heart is different.They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now,so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.And the feeling starts to overwhelm you,and suddenly you just break down,right there,because you know you've had enough,the tears just instantly start flowing,and you're to the point where you don't care who see's.Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed,and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.And in the midst of all these tears,you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.After about a million tears have been cried,you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't.And that’s the truth,it won’t.And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this,and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt,but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.So now every time you see this person,you know you still love them,and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you,screaming out,but for some reason they don't hear it.And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this
Mad
You know what?You should say GOODBYE to me for her.You should go out with anyone your heart desires because,eventually,I know what will happen.See,you're gonna be with all those other girls,but none of those girls are gonna be like me.I'm different than all of them. You're going to realize that :) and I'll wait for that time
Crazy aunt of mine
Nilah susahnya dapat auntie yg crack.Ergh eff kan.She like nak tunjuk kat everyone yang she's the only one yang baik.ha ni mid finger for you.Auntie auntie yg lain semua okay baik je.sampai dia ni,hancuss.perangai nak tunjuk baik dpn ustz Fery.Eh aku tak gila lah dkt ustz Fery.Kau nak,kau ambillah.Tu pun if dia nak.kisah pula aku kan.ni nak comment kat status aku ckp aku gilakan ustz lah apalah!
mental tu mental juga lah kan.Im not ganna write your name here coz NAK TAK NAK pun you're still my aunt.but if you dont respect me,im not ganna respect you.Get it?
mental tu mental juga lah kan.Im not ganna write your name here coz NAK TAK NAK pun you're still my aunt.but if you dont respect me,im not ganna respect you.Get it?
HASNY
Its really over :'(
haih..Al-kisah oiiiii..... okey2 aku malas nak on facebook dah sbb aku rase cambodo je nak cite ape aku buat hari2 kat orang and bla bla bla.. hehehe actually i broke up with my mate Nasrin Zal today (7.3.2011) he bodo betul! punce rokok sebatang ! who knew =p ~~ she wanna go on with her life and bla bla enjoy life bla bla bla best for the both of us bla bla bla... ish ish ish hidup.. sape lah tahu bak kate Fahem ''tuah ayam di tajinye,tuah manusia siape la tahu'' .. on and on .. heads up mingu depan cuti seminggu (11.3.2011) also the day die nak gi umrah .. mesti korang ingat nie nak broke up sebab nak gi umrah and wat ever fuck me tanye la die mane aku tau.. So i guest ill taking my time off again, after my last bump with that fucking indian girl which is also my ex... soo its a start of me and the end of her in my life.. so back to NO WOMEN NO CRY .. ahhh wat a greate new start in life .. no 1 can tell me wat to do and i cant do~~ WOHOO!.. facebook facebook.. aish aish punce-punce .. well mista ROKOK guest its just me and you i guest.. aww i miss u dunhill.. woop back to the topik ! up coming this holiday .. ive some plan with my buddies to fuck up the whole kuala lumpur.. bukan la macam lepak2 pavi bla bla tu.. its like ROCK CLIMBING,ATV,SWIMMING,SNOREKLING,Throwing rock at AMBUILAM =D ~~~ back to the gym ... gla gla gla blur blur gurr .. OKEY LAH RAKAN SEMUA ... love your life .. HAPPY HOLIDAY =D !
Its hurt :'( Thankyou for everything Farhan <3
Its hurt :'( Thankyou for everything Farhan <3
Miserable
Im starting to hate my life back :( I used to be a none-problem lil girl before.laugh all dayyyy.but now,cry all dayy and cry all night.and the saddest part is,when I found out he lied to me.wow I cant believe he lied.The one that i trust the most lie to me.watafak.like seriously shit,dont blame me if anything happen to us one day.seriously dont blame me bcause 'you started the GAME and I ended the GAME'.did you copy that big F?
BIG FAT LIAR!
I thought you dh mati ke apa ke kan.rupanya hidup lg.you ni mmg 'bullshit with two faces' haha you make me laugh dude.you told my friend yg you still love me?Thts shit
and you know what,I PITY YOU.bcause you're 18 now but you're not mature enough.karang ayat muka sedih dpn org cerita yg you syg I lg.wowwwwwww Im impressed but pity org tu laaa.sbb dia kan tak kenal you lg kan kan.apa laa you nak from me kan?Oh my,if only i get a chance to kill someone.I would kill YOU.like seriously shit dude.but yeah this country got law bla bla bla so I cant.Im not ganna sit here and watch you lie to everyone.Im not the old Nasrin.Im not her anymore.DO REMEMBER THAT jackass
and you know what,I PITY YOU.bcause you're 18 now but you're not mature enough.karang ayat muka sedih dpn org cerita yg you syg I lg.wowwwwwww Im impressed but pity org tu laaa.sbb dia kan tak kenal you lg kan kan.apa laa you nak from me kan?Oh my,if only i get a chance to kill someone.I would kill YOU.like seriously shit dude.but yeah this country got law bla bla bla so I cant.Im not ganna sit here and watch you lie to everyone.Im not the old Nasrin.Im not her anymore.DO REMEMBER THAT jackass
DADDY ♥
DEAR DADDY,
No matter where I go in life,
Who I get married to one day
How much time I spend with guys
How much I love my B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D
You'll always be my number one man
Loveee,
Your little girl <3
No matter where I go in life,
Who I get married to one day
How much time I spend with guys
How much I love my B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D
You'll always be my number one man
Loveee,
Your little girl <3
:)
The girl the girl :D
that girl are soo sooo cute.Listen to her giggles.I bet you're ganna melt and and how she pronounced 'S'.its so makes me awww *Hell im not lesbian
I miss Farhan :'(
I miss you so much ayangggggggg! :(
Tadi meet tp semua kelam kabut and no goodbye kiss
I really miss you and Im sorryyy :(
Short story of my life
Almost a few months ago I was raped by one of my ergh "friend".
I lost all trust in people.bcause He was my angel,my everything but yeah he turned out to be a evil and cruel guy ever!I hate my life,myself and was ready to end my life but luckily,my best friend flew across half of the country to be there for me.He saved my life.We have been dating for almost hmm lemme count first.Nahhh forget it.His LGMH ♥ He's my boyfriend now! and I dont wanna lose him.I swear.and one more thing,thankyou Farhan Izhar.for everything :) Iloveya nigga.I really do :)
Everybody have their own story
to listen,hear or read a worldly lesson makes you a person
I lost all trust in people.bcause He was my angel,my everything but yeah he turned out to be a evil and cruel guy ever!I hate my life,myself and was ready to end my life but luckily,my best friend flew across half of the country to be there for me.He saved my life.We have been dating for almost hmm lemme count first.Nahhh forget it.His LGMH ♥ He's my boyfriend now! and I dont wanna lose him.I swear.and one more thing,thankyou Farhan Izhar.for everything :) Iloveya nigga.I really do :)
Everybody have their own story
to listen,hear or read a worldly lesson makes you a person
Some advise for you
How to get rid of your boyfriend's PHYSCO ex-gf
Well I've been through this thingy once.wuuu she's such a WHORE!
Come on! What kind of ex doesn't get jealous when they see their ex boyfriend with someone new?Unless,they don't love him anymore,she won't.Don't worry,the psycho type will definitely will :)
a)A girl-talk could help. If she pick a fight with you or starting to get you on your nerves, start acting! and tell her this :-
Roses are red,Violets are blue,he's for me,not for you and if by any chance,you take my place,I'll take my hand,and smash your face
b)Play along with her games.Be smart and professional.You got nothing to lose if you play it well.Remember not to affect your relationship.Plus,you got to make sure that everything you do is harmless or you'll pay for it.
Lets say she text you something like :
"Hey, I saw your boyfriend with another girl"
"Really? Another girl?You must be mistaken,that girl IS me"
Easy aiteeeee? (: You'll win if you know how to play
*and yeah peeps,this post got nothing to do with my relationship now.I never had problems with farhan's ex.Hope will never have :) but Ive been through this before I met Frhn.So I got used to it :)
Well I've been through this thingy once.wuuu she's such a WHORE!
Come on! What kind of ex doesn't get jealous when they see their ex boyfriend with someone new?Unless,they don't love him anymore,she won't.Don't worry,the psycho type will definitely will :)
a)A girl-talk could help. If she pick a fight with you or starting to get you on your nerves, start acting! and tell her this :-
Roses are red,Violets are blue,he's for me,not for you and if by any chance,you take my place,I'll take my hand,and smash your face
b)Play along with her games.Be smart and professional.You got nothing to lose if you play it well.Remember not to affect your relationship.Plus,you got to make sure that everything you do is harmless or you'll pay for it.
Lets say she text you something like :
"Hey, I saw your boyfriend with another girl"
"Really? Another girl?You must be mistaken,that girl IS me"
Easy aiteeeee? (: You'll win if you know how to play
*and yeah peeps,this post got nothing to do with my relationship now.I never had problems with farhan's ex.Hope will never have :) but Ive been through this before I met Frhn.So I got used to it :)
190211
Wokeup,Goodmorning everyonee :)
Ruz Aladdin,havin lunch with family
Tokmak's hse,blah blah blah blahhh
and Farhann <3 Had a really good time with him!
Tahlil Arwah tokmak tht night,
main lari lari,main merajuk merajuk dgn Farhan
I know Im cool liddat :D
*cute gila dia pujuk even tk reti pujuk grr
Sulking cause; Me and Akmal was fighting about idk i dnt remember,and Farhan backup him.I dnt mind if he nak backup sampai mati pun but tak payah nak meninggi suara with me kannnnnnn?and yeah imma sensitive type person.accept the fact nigga! :) so i bengang i terus masuk rumah.Goshhhhhh drama betul
but we're okay nowwwwwwww :) Iloveyou Big F <3
Ruz Aladdin,havin lunch with family
Tokmak's hse,blah blah blah blahhh
and Farhann <3 Had a really good time with him!
Tahlil Arwah tokmak tht night,
main lari lari,main merajuk merajuk dgn Farhan
I know Im cool liddat :D
*cute gila dia pujuk even tk reti pujuk grr
Sulking cause; Me and Akmal was fighting about idk i dnt remember,and Farhan backup him.I dnt mind if he nak backup sampai mati pun but tak payah nak meninggi suara with me kannnnnnn?and yeah imma sensitive type person.accept the fact nigga! :) so i bengang i terus masuk rumah.Goshhhhhh drama betul
but we're okay nowwwwwwww :) Iloveyou Big F <3
Evil me
My name is Nasrin.I love everything in my life except for one.FAKER! no 'S'.The one who talks shit abt my lovely bestfriend(B) but the saddest part is the stupid faker wrote bad things and words in her blog about this B.And I really think that was a stupid mistake ever bcause B got alot of people love her and for sure she got many backup aite.but this sad faker got none oh yeah except for that 'Scarf and fake and pathetic girl'.HA-HA faker,you're soooooooooo soooooo lucky bcause B had postpone her plan.Can't wait for tomoz! :)
Ma nigga
Did you see the nigga above? :D
Yeah HE'S MINE AND IT GANNA BE FOREVER,BITCHES!
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Baby Iloveyou and I swear I mean it.and Im sorry if I did anything wrong okay?
I dont wanna lose you.Bcause I need you so baddd.Okay this one girl,she know you,and she said she wanna 'makesure' that you're serious with me.wtf?Who is her?!
Erm I dnt know.Im scared.Im scared if one day you'll leave me like my past boys did.
Im scared of heartbroken again.Its really hurt you do know that aitee?
I love toooo much Farhan.and yea I wont stop loving you til my last breath.
I promise you that ♥
I dont wanna lose you.Bcause I need you so baddd.Okay this one girl,she know you,and she said she wanna 'makesure' that you're serious with me.wtf?Who is her?!
Erm I dnt know.Im scared.Im scared if one day you'll leave me like my past boys did.
Im scared of heartbroken again.Its really hurt you do know that aitee?
I love toooo much Farhan.and yea I wont stop loving you til my last breath.
I promise you that ♥
Bad day
Omg Im really really tired today.I swear to God! After balik sch,I terus on hoping tht FARHAN on his fb but hell.I waited till evening and maghrib I on back but theres no Farhan.watafak.Seriously shit Im fuckin tired man!and dia boleh on time I tk on.and woi woi la?Yea Im not in a good mood today.thts bcause Im just toooo tired waiting for him to ONLINE HIS FUCKIN FB!
Ergh Im starting to hate my day.Fak I really hope dia on bcause I need to talk to him abt something important.I cant stop thinking abt it thts why I need to talk to Farhannnnnn! GOD PLEASE
Ergh Im starting to hate my day.Fak I really hope dia on bcause I need to talk to him abt something important.I cant stop thinking abt it thts why I need to talk to Farhannnnnn! GOD PLEASE
Perfect Two - Auburn [breakup version]
Theres no reason why I post this vid.It just for fun.It got nothing to do with my life,heart and feelings now.Im really happy with everything I got in my life :) well you can hear this vid if you're in a same exact situation with this girl.
*What you have to do before you hear to this song is,scroll down the page until you see the mp3 player,and click pause.and after tht,you can scroll the page up again and click play on the video I got here.yeah enjoy! :)
♥
You changed my world with just one smile,you took my heart with just one kiss
Wow do you ever realize you're this amazing huh big F? :)
Wow do you ever realize you're this amazing huh big F? :)
I miss my baby black!
It have been 2 months and something since I touch my baby black!
Omg I miss this little friend so muchhh.like seriously shit -,-
F means forever
I,Nurzuhaira Nasrin,the first daughter of Zalaluddin and Norah,admit,I AM REALLY CRAZY OVER THIS GUY WHO SIT BEHIND ME IN THE PICTURE ABOVE and Im ganna makesure he'll be the king of my heart forever :)
♥ Iyaa
Im deeply inlove
If I was asked to give up everything for anything I wanted.I wouldnt because you are my everything and everything I've ever wanted :)
I can never love 2 people at once.think think and think more.who makes my heart beats faster? YEP THATS THE ONE *pointing my finger to you.yeah you my one and only Farhan Izhar :)
5th January 2011
I had a really good and amazing day with FARHAN! :)
I swear I swear I swear! Oh my he's everything.I mean it
He's perfect he can turn my moody day into an exciting one
Wuuu I guess he's the one that I've been searching for all this time
Dont you guys agree with me? :)
The funniest part is when we kiss,Akmal make a really weird face haha
I laugh like hell! Stupid you Akmal and yeah I do hate you :)
and yeah Ijam,he likes Ida.siapa yg tak suka ida?kannnnnnnnnnnnnn
but pity Akmal he hve been forced by us to make a video abt his feeling towards Elly
wow he really do love her.lucky cousin *and Elly,I envy you ;D
but I dont need Akmal or anyone to entertain me.I have Farhan
He's really really awww me.No lie.awww I really do love you husband!
I swear I swear I swear! Oh my he's everything.I mean it
He's perfect he can turn my moody day into an exciting one
Wuuu I guess he's the one that I've been searching for all this time
Dont you guys agree with me? :)
The funniest part is when we kiss,Akmal make a really weird face haha
I laugh like hell! Stupid you Akmal and yeah I do hate you :)
and yeah Ijam,he likes Ida.siapa yg tak suka ida?kannnnnnnnnnnnnn
but pity Akmal he hve been forced by us to make a video abt his feeling towards Elly
wow he really do love her.lucky cousin *and Elly,I envy you ;D
but I dont need Akmal or anyone to entertain me.I have Farhan
He's really really awww me.No lie.awww I really do love you husband!
Last night
Last night I met Farhan.We walk and talk and walk and talk.
and I had a really good night last night.I swear and and Ida hace a crush on Ijammmmm!
Hell yeahh and Elly texting with akmal(Elly's ex)
I just cant believe it! Its happend so sudden mannn.like seriously shit :)
but Farhan is the besttt,Im so deeply inlove with him.Ergh husband
and and I cant wait to see him laterrrr at 1 :) I really hope today ganna be the
best day ever.ever ever and ever
and I had a really good night last night.I swear and and Ida hace a crush on Ijammmmm!
Hell yeahh and Elly texting with akmal(Elly's ex)
I just cant believe it! Its happend so sudden mannn.like seriously shit :)
but Farhan is the besttt,Im so deeply inlove with him.Ergh husband
and and I cant wait to see him laterrrr at 1 :) I really hope today ganna be the
best day ever.ever ever and ever
:)
Omg bad me bad me! He waited for me for 2 hour and I didnt show up.shit but its not my fault either.Im sorry ayangggg.I promise tonight i dtg kay kay? :) <3
and yeah one more thing,I wanna go out with Farhan this saturday which it means tomoz.and I really hope mama will gimme green pass.Aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
and yeah one more thing,I wanna go out with Farhan this saturday which it means tomoz.and I really hope mama will gimme green pass.Aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Life
Life is an opportunity,benefit from it
Life is beauty,admire it
Life is bliss,taste it
Life is a dream,realize it
Life is a challenge,meet it
Life is a duty,complete it
Life is a game,play it
Life is a promise,fulfill it
Life is sorrow,overcome it
Life is a song,sing it
Life is a struggle,accept it
Life is a tragedy,confront it
Life is an adventure,dare it
Life is luck,make it
Life is too precious,do not destroy it
Life is life,fight for it
-Mother Teresa
Life is beauty,admire it
Life is bliss,taste it
Life is a dream,realize it
Life is a challenge,meet it
Life is a duty,complete it
Life is a game,play it
Life is a promise,fulfill it
Life is sorrow,overcome it
Life is a song,sing it
Life is a struggle,accept it
Life is a tragedy,confront it
Life is an adventure,dare it
Life is luck,make it
Life is too precious,do not destroy it
Life is life,fight for it
-Mother Teresa
3 Unggul 2010
I miss you guys so much :') laugh cry together.kena denda sama sama.we've been together for 2 years kannnn.Omg I miss every moment in that class.we're announced as the bad class in form 3 everhhh aite?Oh myyy,I wish I can turn back on time :') <3
It's always him
From now on,it's always him.Dont ask why I love him.I love him just because I do.
His always here for me,no matter what.His everything to me now.He's just tooo precious to me.I can't even live without him.If I don't see his face for one day,it feels like a years without sun,without rain,without rainbow.I really mean it.I love him with all my heart.I don't know why either.His really special in my eyes,in my heart :) His leaving to PD and I hate it.I really hope they didn't approve him bcause I don't wanna lose him.Im ganna miss him like hell if he go.Shit curse you PD!
Even his million miles away or even his in another world,I dont care.He's always be my number 1 :) I swear to God
<3 My darling F
His always here for me,no matter what.His everything to me now.He's just tooo precious to me.I can't even live without him.If I don't see his face for one day,it feels like a years without sun,without rain,without rainbow.I really mean it.I love him with all my heart.I don't know why either.His really special in my eyes,in my heart :) His leaving to PD and I hate it.I really hope they didn't approve him bcause I don't wanna lose him.Im ganna miss him like hell if he go.Shit curse you PD!
Even his million miles away or even his in another world,I dont care.He's always be my number 1 :) I swear to God
<3 My darling F
You're my everything
FARHANNNNNNNNN :)
You always touch my hearts.I could spend hours with you doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of my life,just because it was with you.You're the one I can share my secrets with,cry with,laugh with and just have fun with.You don't judge me or make me change.You accept me exactly as I am.I look at you and I see a great person,one that I love spending time with.We share something in common and are tied together by memories,tears,laughs and smiles.We're tied together by love for each other.Our relationship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world.I find my time with you,the best times of my life.You are my heart,my soul,my fun,my laughter,tears,love and my life <3
You always touch my hearts.I could spend hours with you doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of my life,just because it was with you.You're the one I can share my secrets with,cry with,laugh with and just have fun with.You don't judge me or make me change.You accept me exactly as I am.I look at you and I see a great person,one that I love spending time with.We share something in common and are tied together by memories,tears,laughs and smiles.We're tied together by love for each other.Our relationship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world.I find my time with you,the best times of my life.You are my heart,my soul,my fun,my laughter,tears,love and my life <3
Bless the sky
My Grandmother passed away yesterday.And I've lost one of the most important people in my life.And I feel broken.Maybe part of me thought she wouldn't die.Couldn't die.She was always a little more than human to me.But I suppose she was mortal, like the rest of us,after all.And maybe that's a beautiful thing.She was an active and powerful woman,to the very end.With the best kind of actions.And the best kind of power.Her strength and her compassion were so connected,there was no separating them.She loved her family with all her heart.And she made us feel special.She made me feel special.I went to her house almost everynight for most of my life.But now she has a new home,in a place I can't visit.Someday,though,I'll find my way there.Because no matter how much I love life,I won't live forever.And maybe that's a beautiful thing,too.
ILOVEYOU TOKMAK :')
ILOVEYOU TOKMAK :')
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