Dear self.

You stupid,stupid girl.

How could you let someone in again?How could you give someone your everything,when you knew you’d just get hurt?Don’t you learn?Don’t you understand that people are going to crush you in the end?How many times has this happened?What are you doing wrong?You are worthless.You are weak.Why do you still try after being pushed down,over and over again?Stop trying.Stop hurting.Stop crying. Sitting around and feeling sorry for yourself isn’t going to do anything.No one cares.They may seem like they care,but they don’t.Its just you now.You have to fend for yourself.Don’t ever think for a second,that someone is going to fend for you.You’re alone.You can’t fix this.You are what broke it in the first place.That image you had, of you two together is gone.Nothing’s going to make him okay back.Nothing’s going to change his mind.You must get over it.You must move on.You must pretend that this isn’t bothering you.Wipe those tears off your face,and get up off the ground.That pain you have through your whole entire body.The aching,the shaking.Get rid of it.

Don’t let it break you.

*but I cant :(