Dear bestfriend of mine

Syeira Long <3

you're my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear.

Promise me You won't ever cry again little angel <3

Welcome back Nass !

Its been so long since i post something in this blog aiteee?
I miss blog-ing :D
Dont you guys miss me?awww i know i know
A lot of things happens to me now.Bad things Good things
I met new people <3 KevinMac NabilaTarmizi BubuMurad SyeiraLong
They're awesomeeeeeeee

yeah now Im in an open relationship with Tyler Smith
fakk im not into any serious relationship for now :)
Im waiting fr someone :) Guess who?

ohh yea PMR ! is fuckin over and im not so very happy bcause
Im sure the result will be K.O
but chills im okay with it cause atleast im trying
aitee peeps? :D till then

feel like i wanna go far away from here

daddy friends,haih i hate it
i tried to be nice to them but thats just a bullshit
im tired with all this fuckin things that happens in my life now
i have NO ONE now.i have none.

imma bi :)

MOST GIRLS ARE STRAIGHT UNTIL THEY ARE NOT

i used to be a straight girl before but after i met this girl named BIE,i scandal with her and started to love her but because of misunderstand,we brokeup and now i dont know what happen to her because lose contact mannn :) and i thought im not gonna stuck with this stupid world after her but im wrong.i met a girl name MIKA and we also scandal.tak nak lah lebih lebih.and we also brokeup because of mama.haih and after i broke my relationship with RZLN,i found my perfect gay.her name is LISA.she makes me melt guys.but with her,i tak scandal but we couple ! first timeeeeeeee :) she is a great boyfriend to me but after 5 month,we brokeup because of something but im still her friend now :)


the end of storyy

on my birthday

1 JUNE 2010


aww its the best day everrrrrr mannnn
i sneakout to meet lisa my sayang :)
10.30pm i dh keluar lisa fetch me and we got to entah laaa
and jalan jalan pergi danau kota
hantar chichi balik and we go eat at idk wheres the place
and at 3 something,we go to lisa's home
and baring with her,awwwww shes soooo sweet iloveyou sayang
and pukul 5.30am i woke her to send me at my home
fine dh sampai rumah masuk mandi siap siap and 6.30am i keluar balik
she wait for me outside the house.and we go to her place sbb dia kena hantar bela,her sis to sch
after that kitorg continue sleeping.damn tired mannn
pukul 10 lebih send kereta to workshop wait till 11 something
and she drive to selayang mall sara buy a rabbit :)
at 1 something,pickup bela at st.mary after that we got to one utama
and at 5,we got to wangsa walk sbb sara nak beli beg for the rabbit
i and lisa had a fight dlm kereta and she pujuk me.awww ily
and im sorry syg sbb buat hal.i still love youuuuuuu
and terus balik after gaduh.malam tu baru baik balikk
thanks sara nalisa.i had a great tme with you syg.i tak nak hilang you lg.

R to the A to the Z to the L to the A to the N

its RAZLAN :)
act idk i nak merepek apa pula psl dia kali ni just nak cakap yg
imissyouuuuuu like hell mann
sriously lama gila tak text kan.you hilang,i hilang
haih jadilah tu

*razlan,jgn cakap i sombong sbb i i dh try text you kay

high hope

i dont wanna hope for anything because i know i'll never get it

what a day

today wereee just okay.but a lil bit tired.goshh knw what,tomoz exam mannnnn ! i baru tau tadi.gila bodoh you nasrin zal *apa nak jd haih
idk what to do now.i felt damn bored.

fuck up

i walk with a tears
i walk with a broken heart
i walk with a hope

its all because of you faker !

thankyou for brokes my heart
my precious heart
you dont have the right to playing with it
remember that

thankyou

thankyou for makes me feels down.
thankyou for broke my heart
thankyou for playing with my love
thankyou for cheat on me
thankyou for admit you have a new chick
thankyou for everything Sara Nalisa

stupid

yesterday kena halau derr.haha buat hal as always.idk why im getting wild like this now.grr evening bila i online kan myspace i,Faiq comment suruh dtg seri maya.fine i pun dtg.dh tau kena halau i lepak lah until night.with Al,Faiq,Syafiq,Pika,Danial,Anas and bla bla bla.dh lepak cerita cerita bising bising apa semua.gedik dgn Syapiak handsome tu skjp haha tiba tiba i Al Pika emo lah pulak.haha Al ajak smoke so on jelah kan.dh org ajak.and suddenly Al batuk and sakit dada that time i dh membebel mcm mak nenek tua dh suruh dia stop.haih Al fikri Al fikri apa nak jd dgn you ni.after that,gf dia dtg and pika balik.10.30 Al nak balik.so tinggal i dgn danial jelah.danial balik 11 pm,i dh blur i text Boon and he said he wanna help me that night.and pukul 12 i suruh Fawas send i dkt maluri and i jalan kaki ke PGRM if not mistaken.and at 1 am,Boon dtg and we walk to his house.kitaorg masuk rumah dia slow gilaaa.and mission complete haha lega gila bila dh masuk bilik.hm and dia turn on lagu apa tah kan.but before that dia bg i teddy bear.i pun main main lah ckp ckp dgn that teddy mcm org gilaa.i tanya nama dia sapa Boon ckp tak tau.dia suruh i named it.so i named it Noah :) *i miss my Noah
tiba tiba i feel like sleepy so dia turn off the pc and suruh i tidur.at 5 am,we get up.we go drink at mamak stall.grr its 5 am guyssss.haih im damn tired.then we walk to pertama where he used to play bball there.tunggu punya tunggu cerita punya cerita.dh pukul 9 something and his friend fetch us and go to take our breakfast :) and at 10 smthing,diaorg decided to go to cc.abt an hour later,Rash send me to school and i wait till 1.10 to follow masz :) haihhhh dh mandi mandi semua masak makan dh pukul 6 so masz's mom send me to my house :) what a tireddddd day mann

i'll never trust you again

your words,ur promises is just a shit.thats all is just your game to play with my heart ! i hate you.i hate because you make me fall inlove with you again.and again,my heart were really hurts.thankyouu.i think now i should move on with my new life.i swear i will find someone is double better than you ! i swear to god.you play with my heart ! do you think you're good enough to play with it huh?no you're not good enough ! you'll NEVER be good because you're suck.i swear you'll never happy ! and i'll laugh loud when you fail.i swear baby.


mood ; sad hurts crying

7 May 2010

i met a lottt of new friends :) they're Faiq,Al,Syafiq,Anas and Danial and i tk igt lg.sorry
on 2 pm something i gerak to pika's house.igt nak lepak skjp je.but terlama sampai tertidur rumah dia.hehe ptg tu go shisha at seri maya as usual.lepak until 7.30 and diaorg semua gerak danial's condo.after that,we go jamming.i duduk mcm nak pengsan dkt situ tgk diaorg jamming.hehe :) and at 10 something,Anas ans Faiq send i and pika at lrt setiawangsa :) thanks guys

S.O.X

:)))) yesterday at 8 am,my sis woke me up and suruh siap siap.fine i go take my bath and iron my PIRATES tee :) and take my oatmeal for breakfast.at 8.45 something,pika text said she's comeing for sox.fine and after she's here(lol),i change my cloth then go fetch my sis and bella and fatha :) papa hantar dkt taylor college and tiba tiba we know yg that place were a wrong place.phh shit dh la papa dh pergi.then we decided to take the cab.bapak mahallll dekat je dh 15.grr nvm laaa.sampai sampai taylor lakeside,cheerleaders tgh berkumpul and my sis started to bebel yg she's hungry.haha gila kau ekaa.and at 11 am,the show starts.drumlines start and second were PIRATESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! :) ohh man i shout a lot for them.haha its real fun.and wait until 2 pm,we decided to go to sunway pyramid sbb semua dh lapar gila wehh.sampai sana,gemok awie yana azman semua tiba tiba ada lah.haha and kecoh semua nak makan di tempat yg berlainan.i and bell terus duduk dkt Wendy's haha apalagi seua just follow us.hhaa padan mukaaa byk songeh lg.time nak makan azman punya sweet bawa cake for bells :) goshh im jealous.tiba tiba rasa cake tu seriously suk mann.semua dh buat muka.sampai jasa spoil.igt nak jaga lah hati azman.jasa ni bodoh la.ruparupanya cake tu got wain.grr tak sedapppp.and at 5.30 papa pickup us all.otw home,Lisa call me.and we talk talk talk.haih miss her like hell.and dia off phone for no reason until now.haih i miss youuuuu.i hope you're fine.thats all i wanna share with you guyss :)

Himmmmm :)

im sure you guys will know him if you keep reading and follow my blog because i made a lot of post about him before.i made this post coz i wanna thank him for always make me happy :) his always act crazy and make me laugh loud like hell.haha thanks buncit.you're the greatest friend i ever had.i really do appreciate you.even now we have a different life,i still not gonna forget our shit life before :) haha im joking.even you're just my ex,but do remember this,I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR LAUGHTER :) you laugh like devil man.but i still like it.no worries.we had a long journey together kan?and we had a big fight before but now we still together.i am ur friend and you are my greatestfriend even sometimes you make me feels down :) thankyou for always make me happy.thankyou soo much

♥

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all :)

17 April 10

ha ni laa gambar yg semuanya ada except Abob.
i wanna tell you about my first time in shah alam and also first time i'm happy like hell mannnnn.thanks to this people Shukry Haziq,Razlan Roslan,Azraf Samsudin and also Nurul Sakynah ♥
it's start from here.i fight with my mom and mama said this 'i dont wanna see your face again next time ! go away.'
and i go to sch and meet my friends there and talk talk talk abt that fuckin' things.
at 5 pm,i go meet my ex Lan and lepak-ing with them.sampai malam wehhhhh
we hanging around pavi bb alaa that usual place.
and at 8 pm,we decide to go to karaoke.i just followed them.and guess what.we do a lotttt of things together in that karaoke room kan? :)
it's sooo much fun man.i put my head away when i'm with them and for sure with him :) and at 9 something,they wanna go back already and Lan keep asking me where i wanna sleep that night.i'm sooo tension and i shout at him 'can you shut up for a moment !' haha kan dh kena.pity him* so i decided to sleep at my bro's place.shah alam laaa :) first timee derr
thennn we go back and reach there about 1 am something.i'm so so so tired.Abob and his partner go back to their house.me ienaa ayoy and lan go to ayoy's place at batu belah i think.whatever
lepastu kan,i felt soooooo damn hungryyyy.so ayoy took me to afnan.and we eat.*ada byk nyamuk doo
t=we talk talk talk and send lan at his home abt 3 am.
and then we sleeppppppppppp.
8 am,good morning people :) i wake lan up and suruh dia mandi apa semua.
9 something,ayoy pick him up.we wait for bus and ktm for go to kl :)
we go to pc fair.i hate you Razlan ! you nak buat kaki i patah apa?haha
and i go back :) it's a longgg long day with my beloved.thankyou friends.i do LOVEE you ♥

goodbye?

i hate goodbye.im gonna miss him like hell.grr
2 years kay.goshh its a long time.now,his always here to help me,cheer me.
but what will happen to me when his gone?idk and i dont wanna knw either.
yah i got many friends but i will feel 'losing' when his not here.
his a good friend of mine.real good i tell you.i swear i dont want him to go there.
but what can i do kan? :) after 2 years nanti,maybe he'll forgot me.
but im not gonna forget abt him even for 1%.trust me :)

sport day

today sport day start at 7.30 am.but i was late today haha and then sampai stadium,i terus call wahyu tanya dia dkt mana.first meet pojie semua dulu diaorg cari AJ.after tu lepak lepak with wahyu and akim.and bila habis march,brahim pula dtg and lepak lepak and snap snap lah mcm biasa.after tu,we lepak at pirates.and suddenly this PUAN SUMARNI marah marah kitaorg sbb lepak situ.i just like wtf?grr brahim dh bengang terus blah dkt rumah biru.time pirates perform i akim and wahyu je semangat jerit jerit.mcm bodoh gila -_____- semua pandang mcm tgk benda pelik.haha funny and after sport day,i and wahyu go out around pavi and we try try baju dkt forever 21.haha bodoh gila then wahyu gtg.i seorang and brahim text nk meetup dkt entrance pavi.okay lah kan i pun gerak lah pergi sana and dh jumpa ada pa'an,tiff sekali so we go to BR,tiff's fav :) dekat br tiff buat muka tak bersalah gila haha if where pink colour shirt or wtv lah double scoop bayar for 1 scoop only.haha tiff happy gila that time.lepastu tiff balik and i dgn brahim pergi hadramawt siapa tah treat us.hehe and 7 pm i gtg and i tell brahim kan,and he gtg too so kitaorg seperate dkt entrance pavi.sampai sampai rumah pkl 7.45 mandi and terus tuition.grr tiredd but still having a nice day :)

promises

mama keep saying this,'dont trust guys,ayat manis je diaorg tu' and i was like,yahhh wtv -,- i cant accept that mama was right.i easily trust guys and their promises but they keep broking it.they dont think abt my feelings.such an ego man.i wish i can be like them.they keep saying this,'i will always there for you,no matter what happen.' but wheres the promises now?gone isnt it?hell.from now on,please dont promise me anything man.because your promises is just an empty words.

grr

please i tak kacau life you kan?i beg you jgn kacau life i sbb life i tak happy okay ! puas hati you ha?sesekor kawan you text i,i rimas okay pdhal kita dah OVER.
i tak faham langsung do.please i beg you,if you nak kwn dgn i,okay im okay with it but if you nak buat life i lg sial,baik you pergi and move on dgn life you.

practice

yesterday farisya call suruh dtg practice cheer nak menyibuk dkt pirates kan.haa i pun dtg laa.but without papa tahu.sbb my backbone kan tak baik lg.then,lepak lepak and gossip gossip dgn farisya while waiting the others,last last 6 org je dtg.fine.we still lepak and chill-ing.and after that,we try chicken squad,nami as flyer.and entah mcm mana,he kick my nose.grr terpelanting i jatuh,grr shit.and tanpa i sedar,i menangis haha sakit -,- then my nose bleeding.but sekejap jelah.and try hand stand kan,nadia pula kick my face.grr nak nangis.after that,try chicken squad again but change flyer,nabil.and i tak tau mcm mana boleh dia sepak my eye.godddddd.and dia ckp mcm ni,sorry lah actually i tak trust base.wtf ! hey trust your base lah.if you tak trust us,mcm mana nak angkat do.grr and then i giveup,farisya replace me.grr mcm apa je training semalam.but it's fun :)

tense

ohh shitt.im sooo tension.no lah bukan apa.im okay with the team but im scared if i cant do it.grr but i have friends who always support me.i got Vin and Joy.and Whyu.diaorg sgt sgt faham i okay,and sooooo thankyou to you guys.haihh and i got mr K also.without them,i think i cant do it.guys,pray for me okay :)

friend

Thanks a lotttt Vin sayang,i sgt sgt appriciate you.you always ada if i need you.when i said im giveup with cheer,you bg semangat and everything dkt i.thanks friend.remember,i'll always here for you :) even you ckp you jahat mcm mana pun dulu,i know that now you'd change kan?for me,you're realllll nice syg ha-ha you are there if i need someone and you support me 100% kan?thanks.dulu i thought i have no one to support me in cheer-ing.but now i got you who always cheer me up.i got you and farah.i love you guys soooo much.i cant do it without you guys,and without you mr Gay,maybe i akan dh lama quit from cheer.seriously i said,i tahan coz you said BE TOUGH and I CAN DO IT ! i will remember that words forever <33

training

training cheer first forst agak takut after dgr Jehan nk coach.ohh nooooooooooooooo !
then bila sampai je,god dia tak ada haha happy.but Tiff replace her ! hmm time buat apa tah,gosh mcm nak mati semua dh menjerit fuck shit semua keluar.haha after that woahhhh lega lah gila gila punya lega.but act its good untuk tangan.then time buat rocket,Myra jatuh.i dh rasa bersalah gila gila time tu then 1 squad kena denda lari 3 round.haihhh after that train train and try try after dpt.okay lah after that,Aizat and Shafiq marah marah suruh buat lagi yg wtv lah nama dia kan.i dh rasa mcm giveup gila dh that time.take 5 dulu then boleh buat lepas tu.then habis training 6.15 om.tunggu cikgu nak balik sama semua.sampai rumah pukul 8 lebih.gila lama but act training best :)

LOL

UPIN IPIN?memang bodoh lah kan haha Azu punya pasal my name terus jadi Ipin until now dia panggil Ipin.haha bongok lah Azu -___-

first day of sch

so far so good.cikgu pun okay okay jea -_____- first day dh lambat nasib baik prefect syg baik ha-ha time nak balik beli buku beratur punya panjang.tp nasib baik shafiq yg belikan untuk i aww thanks haha then sepanjang tunggu shafiq beli buku nak dekat 1 hour lah juga,ckp ckp dgn my Veirra psl beg lah psl apalah.minah syg tu memang kuat merepek tau.haha iloveyou baby then bila dh habis tu balik pukul 3 lebih mcm bodoh lepak mcd dgn aby and nabil sbb nak tunggu papa.then call Lisa and berckp mcm biasa lah.dia topup for me awww iloveyou syg.then texting texting lah merepek apa tapi seriously best gila on dgn dia ♥ but everything just fine today.

2009

hey 2009 is getting away,2010 is soo coming.yeah i always said,2009 are my bad year.but now i realize,2009 means a lot to me.2009 teach me everything.2009 teach me how to respect people,2009 show me how bad i am,2009 makes me cry alottttt but 2009 is a miracle actually.now 2010 is my new year and my new life with Lisa,the one who always here for me.the one who always wipe my tears.and 2010 is my PMR year ! oh goshhh.i wish it'll end perfectly.and i'm gonna miss 2009.2009's memories will always here in my mind :)

last night

LISA, haha dia ni agak mcm new friend lah to me,sbb baru je kenal tp dh mcm mcm dh.haha thanks lisa,semalam comment comment dgn dia then pukul 10 lebih off,tiba tiba teringat dkt dia then on lah balik,pukul 12 lebih off,then sambung texting dgn dia pula -___- dia call kejap,gila malu lah nak ckp dgn dia, *cehh tetiba jea
then after ckp ckp,teroff pula.haih tak apa tak apa.sabar jea dh lah boring kan,call aby and tetiba ayoy text so text lah dgn abg sayang,pukul 2 lebih dia nak tidur -,- memang tek betul tinggal aku seorang,memang best sgt mcm tuh,after that pkl 3 lebih dh tertidur.awal pula tidur today -_-

sepet zain

yeah you're welcome sepet,kita sama so kita
memang tak boleh biar each other hurts kan.haih
thanks juga sbb jadi kawan i,pendengar setia i and adviser i.
haih best gila kawan dgn you sbb you always buat i gelak
and senyum sorang sorang,haha psl budak kecik tuh the best
haha comel gila diorang,you pun sama LOL

161209

terbaik nih weh,haha SHUKRY HAZIQ & NURSYAFIQA walaweh thanks my syg sbb always buat aku senyum eh.haha ayat manis teee.
semalam best boleh meet ayoy abg syg weh.then konon lah nak meet gurney-ians last last hampeh,aku gerak sorang then ayoy dh memekak suruh cepat dia tunggu dekat topman,fine lah kecoh betul.kuku kuku aku pun rosak dh ni.grr abg abg,haha then dh sampai aku dgn ayoy je pika tak sampai sampai mcm babi lah juga kan.aku dgn ayoy pun gerak pavi nak makan,lepak makan kfc jap,kitaorg gerak naik atas lah ayoy nak smoke,then bila tgh lepak dekat atas,pika ckp dia dh sampai so tunggu dia then ternampak sepet lah kan,sepet ckp adila otw,so aku pun ckp lah nanti cari i dekat kfc pika nak makan.dh habis mkn kitaorg cari adila mcm sial do.haha bila dh jumpa adila nak beli brg so dia kata pergi lah hadramawt dulu nanti dia semua dtg dekat sana.so aku pika ayoy dgn aten pergi lah hadramawt and order shisha and minum,tiba tiba diaorg pun sampai,sambung meja order lagi then mula lah memekak adila dh sangap shisha haha -,- then suddenly kan,alan say HI dekat aku,perggghhh aku fikir dia tak kenal kan haha kantoi sudah.bila dh shisha dgn ayoy pun buat lawak tak henti kepala aku dh pening pika pun sama,tapi shisha tetap shisha haha,then pukul 6 gerak balik,ayoy nak balik klcc,pika pun sekali so aku gerak sorang pergi bb,tunggu punya tunggu papa pickup ambil pukul 7 lebih.teeee betul.but seriously today happy gila dpt meet abg shukry haha ayat ayat :)

09 dec 09

today best lah juga tp seperti biaso bak kata leana,DRAMA haha chill biaso lah tuh kan.hmm shisha shisha minum straight kena rm 70 jea haha tapi nasib je ada WANG.haih then snap snap.tp first sampai pavi,aby boleh main lari lari dgn amyn haha kelakar betul lah then jumpa joy semua talk talk abt mat saleh dekat kfc tuh grr haha semua berebut mat saleh mcm bodoh je.yelah tu jelah,really have a great time with them :)

another year has come

2010 , haih it's PMR ! yeah it is but i don't feel like i wanna be in year 2010. idk why. grr haih

sepet

eleh kecoh lah kau sepet,nasib aku syg kau sikit lah haha. today you mcm sial kan, i thought you betul betul merajuk, ish lastlast tak, buat segan jea sial. geram betul. tak apa sepet, hari ni hari you, esok esok esok lagi mesti hari i, you tgk jea lah haha balas dendam nih. btw thanks okay bangla :) *fie yg kata i ikut jea haha

Siti Aishah

DIA COMEL KAN?yeah dia saya punya ok,iloveyou my little aby :)

RAZLAN MOHD ROSLAN

he said this to me ;

heyy guys , korang kenal ta budak nie sape ? haa kalo korang ta kenal mehh sini aku kenal kan kat korang , budak nie nama dye ZUHAIRA , tpy orang kat luar sana panggil dye ZUE , dye nie bajet dye good good , tpy sebenarnye dye ta la good sngat , HAHA , dye nie perasaan dye lawa , tpy dye ta la lawa sngat , kalo korang kenal dye korang akan meyesal satu hari nnti , mcm kat dalam tv to , HATI HATI DI JALAN RAYA , haha , kalo korang ta percaya cakap aku korang try la sendiri , then lagi satu kalo korang berminat kat dye nie num dye 0173372637 , kalo korang couple dengan dye korang mintak duit je , jangan lebih dari to , HAHA , okay la , cauuuu :)



razlan,idk why you always did this to me.haih btw duit yg i bg you semua i tak kan halalkan okay ! i swear i tak kan pernah halalkan dari dulu sampai sekarang ! you, you jgn lupa you siapa.i still igt you mcm minta sedekah minta duit and topup dari i.you igt i lupa.i tak pernah lupa.and i tak pernah perasan lawa.i sedar i siapa.i bukan org yg lupa diri mcm you razlan.org mcm i tak kan pernah gunakan YOU.you jea yg always pergunakan i.sbb you memang type yg tak tau malu.thanks okay razlan.i hope you tak kan happy dunia akhirat.and jgn igt you dh cukup hot and cukup bagus.sbb you're NOTHING !
till then,

29/11/09

haha swear today gila tak boleh blah.but act best.bbq best gila.haha abg amir,abg audi,sibs abg audi semua,along,angah,zul,elly,kak nadya,sya semua ada gila gempak.lgpun sya baru balik dr dubai lg best rindu gila dekat dia.tadi semua mcm org gila,pasang lagu dekat taman kuat kuat and semua menari mcm org gila weh haha.enjoy gila and main pool semua dekat atas,tak boleh blah gila time main pool.abg audi boleh pula tercampak kan ball,haha then acu merepek repek time abg amir main.haha sumpah mcm sial.lepas pool,sambung balik bbq,then pukul 11 lebih naik atas dgn elly.sya and syfq lawan pool.haha sial fiq,kau ambillah nak menang sgt btw aku dgn elly,aku menang pulaaa haha *nasib je
then pukul 12 lebih aku,zhd,syfq,elly,zul dgn sya boleh pula tgk cerita hantu mcm sial menjerit jerit.bila dh habis aku dgn sya lapar soo kitaorg makan lah crackers bongok tu haha terpaksaa,elly dh tidur mcm sial jea.and dh boring lepak bilik zul kejap then masuk bilik balik layan video kitaorg dulu dulu haha but today best gila,thanks guys for always make me smile :) iloveyouuuuuuu babyy

ym

BIE , ABY tgk ni sepet lukis korang.comel kan?

haha sepet sepet you baik lah but swear agak bengang ckp dgn you tak habis habis nk menang haha

BIE , i baik tak ada lukis you mcm sepet buat,haha
*malas nk tulis choww :)

last day of school

goodbye form two ! :)grr last day memang tak sah if tak habis satu badan and muka putih melepak.tee betul , dh lah ada spotcheck , gelabah kejap kitaorg haha nasib tak kantoi , thanks idham :) after spotcheck cikgu berceramah lah mcm biaso lah mcm tak kenal pula. erm then nak balik memang tee ayep mcm sial spray hairspay apa kejadah tah dekat aku. AYEP ! aku benci kau haha then si shafiq attack aku dgn tepung pula , akim lg m wan lagi memang semua nak attack aku lah grr haha btw guys , thanks for makes me happy today , ILOVEYOU my friends ;)

friend of mine

Mohd azarul amry :)
yeah well , a lot of thankyou to you , you're just a verayyyyyyy good friend and and i really appriciate you lah doh ! btw thanks fer everythings and thanks sbb selalu menghabiskan crdt kau time aku need kau as my listener :))

final

grr final exam pls go away , shuuhh shuhh :)

i'm so sorry for you A*

i'm sorry i can't help you.i don't know what to do besides cry for you.i know your feelings but i'd said to you before right?sometimes,love is not for each other.
if i be her,i'll choose you because you're toooooooo kind and perfect.i don't know what to say but please,i don't wanna look you like this.weak like this.you make me cry okay.and remember this,i'll always care for you :)

boyfriend <3

yeah well he is my boyfie.haha i love you cam , i really do love you till my last breath :) thankyou for always here by my side :)

words abt world

Love,is totally wonderful.
many boys comes and go from my heart.
it's reality and ofcourse i can accept it.
tears is just a start for happiness.
i know and i'm sure one day i'll get the perfect one.
yeah well i always said this to myself,
'nothing is still in this world'
'life is like a wheel.sometimes we're up and down'
'90% boys are suck grr'
'life is complicated'
thats it :)
i can lived until now just because of that words.
it's always in my mind forever,

Friendship,sometimes i ask myself
'where is my true friend?'
but i know that i'll never get the answer.
i want friend is alaways here for me.understand me.
understand my situation.understand my heart.
i want friend till death.
without friends,i'm alone.so please frinds,
DON'T LEAVE ME !

Siblings,yes for me they're really understand me because
they'd here for me from i was a little baby,
thankyou so much sibs.
you guys are the best.THE BEST.
and thanks for always wipe my tears. :)

today

hangout boleh lah best.hmm first first ambil pika then gerak klcc lepak kejap then gerak pavi mkn j.co tunggu aby dengan tyn tak sampai sampai so kitaorg decide nk meet dekat bb.so aku dgn pika pun jalan lah sambil gossip gossip.haha then tunggu joy dengan cousin dia dgn arsyad sekali lepastu gerak rooftop.otw nk pergi rooftop,aby boleh pulak bg ceramah pasal rokok.nak tak nak je aku smoke time tu haha.sampai rooftop,minum minum sambil tunggu zarul.bila dh sampai lepak lepak minum kejap tgk drama aby dgn arsyad pulak.aku pun tak tau lah apa masalahnya.aby sampai nangis nangis.then gerak pavi pulak pergi toilet.tiba tiba kaki pulak melecet,nasib zarul ad plaster,haha then menggedik dkt forever 21 eh haha.snap snap pict zarul.haha si handsome lah konon.haha joke joke then aku pun dgn yg lain snap snap mcm org gila,lepastu diaorg pergi kfc aku dgn zarul pergi entrance smoke kejap.then gerak kfc papa call tanya bila nak balik teee betul.gerak klcc.then terus balik.gila penat doh,

aby

ABY , i love you my dearest <33

the day :)

FOLIO SEJARAH , haha now aku faham doh btw thanks to Zarul Amry even dia agak merepek but his nice actually.thanks for everythings zarul.haha abas pun wey thanks sbb bgtau lampiran tu apa haha syg lah dekat korang :) dohh besides that,teka teka aby happy gila dapat jam from his Fatha haha naik gila aku dengan aby.suka eh kau aby.haha i think today is a nice day and i love it <33

words <33

my brother AYOY always said this : jangan menangis.air mata kau tu emas nanti rugi.
(haha thanks abg iloveyou with all my heart)

my sister EKAA used to say this to me : adik,akk dh nasihat byk dekat adik tp kau degil so akk just ikut je okay apa yg adik nak buat tp jgn menyesal nanti.
(sister,thankyouu and act i do listen to your advices)

my lil ABY said when i was down : zue,kau cantik,kau lawa bukan ada satu lelaki je dekat dunia ni byk lg so kau boleh dpt.
(aby aby iloveyou and i know that now)

my pretty PIKA said : zue kau ni degila tau tak.kau kata nak jd nasrinn tapi aku rasa kau still zue.
(haha dh kau panggil aku zue mcm mana aku tak jd zue.haha thanks babe)




THANKS GUYS FOR THE WORDS,I'LL ALWAYS LISTEN TO THIS LOVELY AND MEANINGFULWORDS FOR FURTURE WHENEVER I WAS DOWN,HEARTBROKEN,CRYING,HAPPY.THANKS <33

them

ILOVE MY FAMILYY

my little

ABY i'll missing you too.dh tak dapat dgr kau ketawa.aku pun dh tak boleh call kau nanti.you're the best baby :) i love you with all my heart.i really do.tak apa nanti aku bawa present from London okay baby tapi tak promise lah haha.nvm you're still in my heart abyyy.iloveyouuuu <33

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percaya ke tak percaya ke tak percaya ke tak percaya ke tak? eh aku tak tahu lah dgn kau ni nk percaya mcm tak nak tp tk nak percaya mcm evil pulak.grr nvm lah kau jgn nak buat majal dgn aku eh.ni last chance okay bitch.sekali aku dgr kau buat hal lg.satu group aku lakhnat sampai mati.but sorry aku rasa even kita dh agak okay sorry maybe aku dh tak kan tegur or apalah dgn kau.text?maybee lah.grr btw thanks sbb text aku and ckp that you miss me,ceh bangga pulak aku dgn kau ni doh haha :d

star

IMISSYOU STAR !

New Boyfriend

Nicholas Braun
yeah i do love him nyet nyet haha

people,i <3 you

Shukryhaziq
my superb big brother

dzariniezulaikha
you're my big mumbling sister

nursyfqa
superduper greatest lesbo

hidayah
the best pet sis

ateynabila
my little shorty

dianadiane
miss curly imy

sitiaishah
my little partner

zulhilmi
my gayboy buncit

nabilanadya
miss blondie hair

zulaikhaa
my chinese girl

elliza
you're my secret partner

frhleana
makcik pokpek pretty

fatynadibah
my ladok debab

erashakira
little pear ;)

razlanroslan
ex boyfie love

fathaa
special friend eh haha

jasafitri
stupid dupid boyyest

arifsyahmi
my hottest haha

wahyuveirra
imissyou girl

fatenferra
shut up lah :D

shafeera
my leper menyombong

adilaosman
the hott chick

razreenasari
mana kau menghilang?

hell yah

omg cikgu sekarang makin menyial pulak.aku elok elok nak buat baik this year than dia start mengutuk aku depan dpn.grr fuck.eh parent aku pun tak heran aku ada myspace and snap picture mcm mana yg cikgu nak kesah apahal.sumpah busybody gila.eh hal luar tak payah lah ambil tau.kena ke jaga tepi kain orang padahal kain sendiri pun tak terjaga wey.parent aku tak kesah lah aku pakai baju apa.grr menyebok sial.lepastu bawak mulut sana sini bgtahu orang pasal myspace aku.mulut mcm apa.aku tak suruh pun lah kau jaga aku.aku tak nak pun kau jaga aku.parent aku ada cukup lah.tak payah serabutkan kepala otak kau nak jaga aku pulak.yeah aku memang teruk but teruk2 aku tak adalah nak bawak mulut sana sini psl kau.mind your own bussiness lah.jgn sebok hal aku kau nak jaga pahal.dekat dalam sekolah boleh lah cerita ni hal luar pun kau sebok tu masalah lah wey.ouh aku pakai tu salah ni salah,yang kau tgk 'american next top model' boleh pulak eh wey.konon je tutup mata pdhal mata bukak je tgk perempuan bogel kan.grr jgn nk always mengata students je lah.kau susah ke aku nak pakai apa.tak kan?so tak payah lah buat kerja amal nak jaga aku,nak menyebok pasal aku eh.grr wtf.next time please lah jaga mulut cantik kau tu eh.hell hell hell !