Life sucks ;(

It's complicated.really.I was so happy with Ohmen and then thereeeee we go again,fighting.I don't know if I can sabar lagi or tak.It hurts so much.I'm thinking to move on,leaving he and his girlfriend happily,no more superman wonderwoman,no more yaying yayang and all.Just Oman and Dayana.but I'm scared I go mad if I leave him.I can't even think straight without him.Then you tell me how am I gonna live without him?I want him,I need him.I wish he were mine.haih


I need pills.
Sorry I didn't wrote stories in details.Woi I need privacy too okayyyy :P

Peace and War

I met my oh-men and Anas just now.hehe I'm so happy.I snap pictures with my Oh-men (: *Happy face*



See,we look sooo happy together aite?but at 2.30 dia balik dh sbb kerja :/ it's okay I don't mind.and after my Oh-men balik.thereeeee we go again,Anas and Ida perang yg keberapa entah.Me and Ida,we had a small fight bcause of that problem.I pity Anas and I know I shouldn't scolded at Ida mcm tu aite.I know I know :( I didn't mean it.really.I love you cousin.I just want you to be happy that's all.

and what's surprising is,me and Oman pun kena gaduh about this juga.Hell ayy?Weird us.but we're okay now.Alhamdulillah

To my yaying Oh-men,I'm really sorry for what just happened between us tadi.I didn't mean to curse and all.I swear I love you I swear I didn't mean to hurt you.I got too emotional.I'm really sorry <3

#251111

Late update

I met my superman two days ago.Sorry late update.Got no mood to update anything on this boring blog.but here I am,updating this post.

Two days ago,we met at Maya if I'm not mistaken.yea yea maya.we met mcm biasa je kot.but omg he kissed me.My lips.YES YES I ain't kidding bitches.Be jealous be jealous everyone.I love him so much and he's mine *I wish* and we as in me,anas,daniel,ida,elly and oman talk about Anas's ex girlfriend.bla bla boringggggg.

Skip skip skip.

and poof we're off to Zul's house.Chilling at Zul's room about 1 hour something pool-ing,and and I played kids with Ohmen.haha So cute no kidding.OMG you know what?! Areesya's coming and she said 'Hi Oman' like the fuck?Oman je kay?! Cousin,you're one naughty girl.Rawr Imma bite you hard cousin xD Beware.and hm what happened yea? *thinking* *can't recall anything* but we had a really fun time together.Snap pictures together haha thumbsup me like that.and at 8,they got to go,and there we go again,hugging and kissing *blush blush.

They rock my world

Never knew I needed

This guy,my heart,my lover and my everything.I never knew I need him so much.I cried for him,I get down bcause of him,I smile,I laugh bcause of him.it's all about him now.I know we're not even in a relationship but you know,the feelings.I don't know why i did this,stole someone else's boyfriend.I know I know I'm selfish.but I can't leave him.I just can't.I've tried but it's hurt so much.I'm dying without him.I'm sorry people,I just can't.I'm a weak person I can't lie to myself.I need him so much.I don't lie.He's perfect for me.maybe to you guys,he's not that perfect but to me,he is.he is perfect.I'm glad to have him in my life.and I'll wait for him to be fully mine.I'll wait,take my words.

Sometimes,I don't believe he'll dump his girlfriend for me.but it's not a crime to put a high hope on someone ayy.I'll always be here for him no matter what.He always had a fight with his girlfriend.I don't understand why either.It's complicated.cursing each other.That's not my way.Seriously no.but that's their relationship.I'm no one to judge em.Ida always said,'biar dia break.you deserve him better'.but you know what.I don't think that's a good thing.bcause,I'll feel bad like really bad if they breakup one day.I swear.Let them be.If they're not meant for each other,InsyaAllah one day,me and him will be together.I'll just have to keep waiting.Sabar separuh daripada iman kan (:

I love this guy so much.He's my Superman and always be

Love birds

Awhhh just look at em.How sweet how adorable are they.Ish I envy them like seriously this is the first time Ida being a really sweet to her boyrfriend.She love Anas so much,I can tell.





Stays forever.Please I'm so happy to see you guys like this :') To Ida,takecare of Anas don't break his heart like you did to your exs :P Kidding.

and to Anas,do takecare of my lil kuntilanak,Ida.Make her happy,make her feel comfortable when she's with you,don't stop loving her.Always say that you love and don't wanna lose her.and always be proud for having her in your life.Tell her how much she meant to you.

I love you guys so much and I don't wanna see you guys fight or wtv.Stays like this forever yeah? :)

Over

Makhlukperosak account will be deleted soon (:
Thankyou even you cursed me but it's okay.My fault.

Our both fault.

Bitch

Makhlukperosak.

Bitch,you gatta be kidding me.She signup a new fake account twitter and maki me like hell! Shoot I wanna kill her.Like seriously.I have no freakin idea who are this 'makhlukperosak'.Everyday I check my mention on twitter and there you goooo,cursing me,cursing ida.The eff?I won't stand and just watch her curse us like that.She got no right to do that.BITCH! and she said I'm ruining other's relationship.Oh so now it's about Oman?The helllllllllllllllllll.me and Oman,we're over aite.Apa lagi dia nak?Bleugh people nowadays.Short thinking.I don't know what to do,what to reply those shits.ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH headache headache.

OMG this is sooo killing me.and I'm fuckin shaking right now.I can't even think straight.ERGH I'm so ganna kill that bitch! I'm ruining other's relationship? YOU'RE RUINING OTHER'S LIFE.and that's pathetic.

Know what,my middle finger's starting to like you,oh no it said it LOVE you.You're one lucky bitch.hah
OH-MEN

Missing him :'/

Between me and Oh-men my superman.We're over.
Shit happened.My fault I know.I miss you,so much that's for sure :( I act like everything's fine but deep down inside my heart,it's hurt,it's killing me.I'm dying to see you with her.Your wall,your tweets.It's all about her now.I'm nothing to you anymore.I can't believe we're over already.It was fast.I still wanna be with you.I want to be by your side when you got problems like I used to.Only God knows how much I miss you.Everything I do reminds me of you.I miss everything about us.Everything.Mark when I said everything.I don't lie.I want you back,I need you back.I'm sorry I have to pretend like I don't care about what happened to us.I'm sorry.but I want you to be happy with your girl.I'm sorry I leave you,I'm sorry if I broke your heart.We're friend now.I don't want that :( I miss you,I feel like I wanna tell you that I want you back but I know it won't happen.You'll always be my Superman,my kind of Superman :') Always.



*I know I shouldn't post this thingy but I'm sorry I just want you to know what's inside my heart now.After you left

News

8 days I didn't wrote on this blog,lots of stories I wanna share in here.Like seriouslyyyyyyyy.but I'll make it short.Promise

Now,my lil Kuntilanak,Ida Eddie are dating Anas! Anas Hassan,Oman Hassan's twins.The hell?That's kinda weird but me like it thoo.Stays forever guys! xx

*Congrates Ida I love youuuu


Me and my Superman,we're so so sooo happy like ummphh ;) Our last meet was two days ago.I love him so much! Shhhhhh I don't give a fxck what people gossiping about us.I don't care.

Everythings was fine,okay,awesome.November,be nice.I'm starting to like you,Nov.

Short update

My dead blog :P Hi hi hi everyone so sorry I didn't update anything lately,lots of conflicts,lots of problems and kinda busy with myself.okay that's just an excuse heheh sorry hm like I mentioned on my last post 'NO BOSIR,NO AL' yeah I mean we're over in everywayyy.I'm not ganna write here in details because you know it's kinda privacy and I don't wanna write anything bad about them so yeahh.

I am happy with my life now even I got no one.No one as in no boyfriend but I do got a special-friend that I always texted with.hm his name is Oman :D


OMG he's sooo sooo nice like seriously,cute,adorable.haha I swear! I can't describe how cute he is.He's just too cute.I'm very lucky to have him in my life and yes,I called him Superman and I'm his Wonderwoman! too cute aite? I know.but unfortunately,he already gatta girlfriend but it's okay that's not a big deal aite.


Ciao,school's calling